Love, in that beautiful and romantic campus day, surrounded by envious eyes. Once a girl who liked me was very angry and said that our love would not last forever. Her girlfriend made a face at her and said that we were the happiest couple.
Time at school is happy and chic. Almost every time, I go to the evening study together arm in arm. No matter how cold and hot the weather is, we will wait downstairs in each other's dormitory again. When it snowed, she learned to knit gloves for me, and her hand was pricked. Show off for many days. Let's go to the canteen to cook.
Watching movies and shopping together, we never miss all the time we can be together. I like the way she cheers for me when I play basketball. I miss the feeling of her sitting behind my old bike and leaning gently on it. I stole roses from the garden for her and climbed with others. As a result, I fell and broke my head ... those days were the happiest days of my life. After graduation, in order to be together, we fell out with our family. They said we wouldn't be happy, but it didn't help at all. No one can stop us. However, from the first day we moved into the rented house, we sat in silence for a long time, because for the first time we knew what it was like to have nothing. Her parents are government officials and she is their only daughter. My family is in business, and I am an only child. The treatment of reaching for clothes and opening your mouth is gone forever. Fortunately, we are in love and sincere, so we smiled at each other, clapped our hands and started a new life.
Society has taught us a vivid lesson. We really know that it is not so desirable to have a degree to find a job. From the beginning, we were ashamed to be too high to be too low, and we became all people who could make money. We have experienced the hardships of life and learned the cruelty of reality. However, we are happy because we can be together.
I bought her a scarf, roast duck and jiaozi in the first month's salary, but she cried, sobbing in my arms like a wronged child, and her heart was sour. At that moment, I was very sad.
On a cold winter night, we cried around the electric heater to keep warm, and she leaned on my shoulder and thought hard. The look in her beautiful big eyes made me feel very sad. I whispered in her ear that I must let her live a good life, and we will be envied as before. She said that falling in love is a very happy thing. What can we expect? As long as you can stay with me, as long as we can snuggle together to keep warm, as long as you can remember to buy me roast duck and jiaozi when you get paid, I will be the happiest woman in the world. Besides, those rich people may not love each other as much as we do Remember, we are the happiest couple, no matter what happens, I don't want you to leave me!
Her words warmed my heart and hugged her tightly. I dare not let her see my tears because she likes firmness.
Strong boy. I told myself again and again in my mind to work hard. That night, we swore to each other again. That night, we fantasized about the future. That night, we met for life and never left.
I think our love is vigorous enough. I think our feelings are enough to touch the world. But that night, the landlord urged us to pay the rent. She was moved by our happiness, but her eyes were more sympathetic and suspicious.
Every time I am poor, I can't help talking about my romantic time at school. At that time, when we were unhappy, we just had to walk hand in hand on the charming path of the campus for a while. On Christmas Eve that year, I visited all the boutiques in the city and found the music box that she loved for a long time. At that time, she loved telling me stories about princes and princesses. At that time, even if my skin was scratched, she would be so distressed that she would cry.
But now, all I can give her is a roast duck and jiaozi that I am willing to buy after I get paid.
Although life is getting better, this so-called progress is only relative to the previous shabby. We were ashamed to have a stable job and saved some money, but since then, the most talked about is how to buy a house. We dream of owning our own beautiful private car one day. She said she took a fancy to a set that Pierre gave me. Karting suit, she said she would make me a perfect man.
But I know that every time she passes by the beauty shop, she is very sad. When I saw that her beautiful face was a little gloomy due to lack of maintenance, I suddenly felt very small and ashamed in this society, but I could only smile bitterly! So that day I spent 600 yuan to buy her something for beauty, and she was as happy as a child. Jumping and jumping, the only thing I can do in this case is to take a long sigh! I have been to the advertising company where she works. Those ugly women carry Italian leather bags and wear them.
A suit of several thousand dollars. I've also been to her colleague's house. Those beautiful houses have large-screen rear projection TVs, comfortable sofas that can bury the whole person, romantic lights, red wine and even expensive dogs. The hostess is showing off her famous brand socks and her expensive jewelry. All this is only because they found a rich husband. Facing the fashion in the room, I blushed secretly.
They are talking happily about the latest blockbuster, but it occurred to me that my girlfriend was bargaining with others for a dime in the vegetable market. Others say it's a shame that such a beautiful girl is still so stingy. I remember one day she secretly shed tears in front of the mirror, because her slender and delicate hands turned pale because of washing clothes, because … I don't know how many reasons I can list, but I know all this is just because we can't live a life like home, because we have no money; I still remember the embarrassment of crowded buses; Remember the way she was wronged but didn't want to be exposed.
I glanced at my girlfriend, her cheeks flushed. After a while, she asked to leave first. I know she is thinking of me, and I clearly remember that night, we all lost sleep.
From then on, she became a happy but unhappy girl. She works as hard as I do in this realistic society. Every day after work, she is exhausted, looking at her innocence, and now she is tired.
Pang, it breaks my heart to watch her smile so as not to make me sad.
So I worked hard to earn money, plowed like an ox, and pulled our feelings forward. Our career is promising, because we are talented and we work hard, but success is a long process. Life is good, but we all know that in the circle where we work, we are still poor peasants and middle peasants. I secretly learned to drink and smoke.
On the night of two years, seven months and thirteen days, she left, leaving a letter that broke my heart and made me helpless. She said, baby, I love you very much. You know, I love you very much! I don't care about anything about you. I can sacrifice myself without hesitation for you. You are everything to me and my happiness, but it is because of this love that I decided to leave you. I left all my tears in this room, and I engraved all my friendship in my heart. But I can't bear to see you desperate for a better life for me. I can't bear to watch you lose weight under pressure. Every time you secretly come back from drinking wine, my heart aches!
I am helpless, we are all helpless, because I don't know how long we can love without money.
At first, I stayed for you. Now, I'm leaving for you. My backpack is full of fascinating memories. Maybe I will come back one day, because I love you. Without you, my life will be colorless. But let me go now, so that you will relax and we will all relax, okay?
Take care of yourself. ...
"yes! How long can we love without money? "
After she left, I repeated this sad line, and my tears fell silently. ...