It seems like a long time ago. I am still looking forward to the future in bed, planning our future with my best friend, looking forward to a high-quality university, a fine house, a decent job and that handsome boyfriend. Now that I think about it, I was really carefree at that time and dared to imagine anything.
Now, however, I'm 20 years old, and besides having no rich social experience, I'm also an adult. When I grow up, I find that the word "easy" in the adult world is limited to "easy to gain weight, easy to lose hair and easy to fail". As a college student, I don't know what kind of mentality I hold all day. Obviously, I want to study hard and soak in the ocean of library knowledge, but I am more entangled in the quilt on the dormitory bed. I want to learn other knowledge, enrich my experience and broaden my horizons, but I just play games all day. It's not that I don't know what I want, but I'm too lazy to act and do nothing.
Yesterday, I just passed the teacher qualification examination. In the weeks before that, I was in the library almost every day, reading books and doing problems. So, under this illusion, I thought I had formed a habit. But I woke up this morning and found that I didn't take any action except making excuses for myself. I opened the class schedule and looked at next week's class. I found that the semester was over half, and I said that I would face the exam soon. Looking back, you will find that you have learned nothing and can't even cope with the exam. I can't help wondering, when I first entered the freshman school, where did the energetic man who secretly decided to get a scholarship go?
I began to be confused, but I was also awake, because I knew what I was going to do next, but I didn't want to take action. In the future, I will review and prepare for the final exam. Start preparing for the initial exam, prepare for the exam in advance, and if you can, continue to work hard and take notes. However, all good things don't come uninvited, and good things can come as scheduled. You can only work hard, be fully prepared and do it well.
All the trekking is to arrive, no matter how hard the process is, the ending is sweet. Although I am 20 years old, I know that I am the only reliable one, and all the difficulties and obstacles in the process are just to make you have a beautiful arrival. When you put it into action and start to persist, unconsciously, everything will develop in the best direction, and you will also find that exquisite beauty is hidden everywhere in your life.
I'm only 20 years old and still young. I can still struggle. I hope that after today, I will travel long distances just to reach the life I want.