People never seem to make the best choice, and there will always be endless pressure.
? I have never tried to deceive myself. My true self is constantly improving under anxiety and pressure, but it is also devastated.
? I often have insomnia. When I was young, I just had the cheek to go to my grandmother's or mother's bed. They sang softly and patted their backs slowly, as if they had forgotten those things and curled up in their arms and fell asleep. At that time, the anxiety was only caused by the test pressure, and I was always looking forward to higher scores and better rankings. I sobbed, because I didn't memorize the history question, and I was frightened by the bright red math paper.
? Then the factors of insomnia gradually increase, and everything around me can make me insomnia. The sound of driving outside the window, the ticking of the canopy, the quarrel between husband and wife in the next building, trivial things buzzing in my mind.
? The dream interpretation giant may have stolen all my good dreams, so I love sleeping so much, but I always let my good sleep slip away in my hands.
? Sleeping aid is a good thing, you can fall asleep if you swallow it, but you are exhausted in endless nightmares and always feel sore when you wake up in the morning.
? I tried exercise, and the result of exercise was lying in bed, exhausted but awake. Your body is lying in bed, but your brain is floating in the air. You think nothing, but your mind is full of cotton clouds. It's like my body is like a small thumbtack, slowly getting smaller and smaller, turning into gravel, and then falling heavily on the ground. That ethereal feeling can't help but make me pinch myself.
If you can't sleep, get up and do something
Dice with an old friend on WeChat, and the winner gets the right to ask questions without reservation. After a long time, he will be sleepy after twenty or thirty innings. However, old friends gradually have partners, and it is always difficult to get them back from their spouses, which seems inhuman. Where is your partner? I don't know. You don't seem to tell him about this kind of thing. Even if you talk to him, the other person will coax you with words like "I have to work tomorrow" or "Go to bed early, it's not good for your skin". Someone even told me that I had insomnia and my spouse slept soundly, which made me very uncomfortable.
Once a lover or partner becomes a fixed relationship, it becomes cool thin, and the boiling feelings may really evaporate soon. In the conventional words: "plain and true", but I still feel very sad.
? Or open a bottle of red wine and drink until you feel dizzy. It's not as simple as sleeping. If you don't grasp the size, you will start crying when you drink too much. When you wake up, you will have a tragic feeling that "if you drank yourself to death at home yesterday, nobody will take care of it".
There can't really be infectious insomnia in the world as mentioned in One Hundred Years of Solitude.
? But if there is, I think it may be the most terrible disease in the world.
? I quietly closed my eyes, turned off the light and lay down.
? When I heard those nervous things, I turned off the lights and got into bed. I feel scared, as if I had been beaten by a group of people. I hugged the quilt and cried with myself.
? I think, let the crying scare them away.
? Have a good cry, have a good sleep, let me sleep, don't want to wake up.