Gao Ce scored 672 points in the 20 10 college entrance examination and was admitted to the Biology Department of Peking University. After the results of the college entrance examination came out, I asked Gao Ce to write a story about the past, which was a summary of my high school and a little encouragement to my schoolmates. A few days later, he sent me such an article. After reading it, my eyes filled with tears. His articles have their own unforgettable stories, and my tears have unforgettable youth for me and dozens of children.
For those who say I can't, I have proved once again that yes, I can.
Finally, I can calm down and remember and savor it in such an early morning, which belongs to my miracle of senior three.
I want to use the comments of the head teacher to describe the last semester of senior three: "You know how to care about the world but you can't. You are extremely determined, but you can't escape the temptation of reality. You can see the mountains in the distance, but you can't see the road under your feet. Sometimes I call it persistence, sometimes I regard self-satisfaction as self-confidence, and sometimes I feel that I am the almighty God who can save others and save the world. Finally, I became a clay idol crossing the river. Sometimes it is a "pseudo-master" who is really full of weaknesses and still doesn't care, and sometimes it is a poor person who is really ruined and complacent. " Seeing these comments and criticisms, I feel panic, but I am more confused-what should I do? ...
This is the first time in my teaching years that I have judged my students so harshly from their comments, and the criticism is only one of my favorite students. He is almost my hand-picked monitor; He has a lot of views that are unusually consistent with mine, although I haven't told him face to face; He once discussed love with me on a cold night. Although I failed to get him to accept my point of view, I still appreciate his idea. He also has his own atmosphere and mind. I like every issue of the wall newspaper and class meeting they do. I like his writing style and have used his articles as model essays many times. Of course, all these can't hide his shortcomings, and he also paid a heavy price for his habit in senior three. To this day, I believe that his road could have been less difficult.
I still remember how firmly I wrote the above words for Gao Ce. I remember that I spent almost two whole evening self-study classes and more than ten answer sheets pondering these words over and over again. The tone is too strong, relax, relax and aggravate. After thinking about it, I almost chose the most severe way I could choose and wrote down the above words. I only have one thought, which I believe he can understand, that is, these words are not merciless negation, but severe awakening; Not giving up mercilessly, but looking forward to it firmly. These words are not the end, but the starting point.
The habit of being riddled with holes made my grades drop from the first place in the second year of high school to forty or fifty places, but at that time I was still full of confidence and felt that I could make a comeback.
This is the first half of senior three. Looking at the decline in performance, watching Peking University go away in confusion and struggle. ...
What I have to mention is self-enrollment. Now that I think about it, it was really a wonderful experience that affected me for a long time!
With the grade of Grade Two, I entered the written examination room of Peking University's independent enrollment. I only did a little of the four math problems in the morning. If you put it aside at ordinary times, you will be bored when you do the test in the afternoon, and then you will be frustrated. But this time, I don't know where the motivation comes from. I forgot the math paper in the morning for the time being, and every minute counts. When I walked out of the examination room, I knew there was little hope, but I was really pleased with my calmness in the afternoon. Passing the written test is a reward for my mentality. From then on, no matter how I did in the last exam, I can work hard until the last second, which may be far more important than passing the exam.
I didn't expect what kind of difficulties he would face, but I expected his persistence. This may be why I made up my mind to write the above comments!
Then, in the interview, I walked by the unnamed lake again, breathing intoxicating breath, and the sunshine was quietly sprinkled on my body ... Later, I learned that the skier of the unnamed lake, a scholar under Boyata, gave me much hope in the dark.
Dramatically, I only got five points in the end. God's jokes are so funny. During the ten days of winter vacation, I threw away all my plans and stayed at a loss, just staying and doing nothing. After doing so much and spending so much time, only five points, is it worth it? I will never forget the faces of many people when they heard this "five o'clock". It was the face when they heard a cold joke. I could only respond with a smile. But I refuse to accept, perhaps, these five points will be useful; Maybe, really useful. ...
School starts again, and we will go to "Quality Inspection II" immediately. The appearance of integrated management has greatly changed this situation. The advantages of chemistry cannot be brought into play, and the disadvantages of physics are exposed. 200, I can't forget the teacher angrily took the report card to the dormitory and pointed it out to me: "It's not that bad!" " Thinking independently ... "In a flash, I felt overwhelmed, gritted my teeth and made up my mind. I threw away my mobile phone card, lent my MP4 to my classmates, and put three things under my pillow: Tsinghua Peking University was not a dream, I bought it in the summer vacation, and I enrolled in Peking University's Dream Building Peking University and a set of postcards from Peking University. Lying in bed, it is difficult to fall asleep. I copied the invincible flower, hoping that I could be like the little girl who sacrificed everything for Fudan. ...
From the moment Ye wrote The Invincible Flower, this article influenced many children who were confused in front of their dreams. Guo Jiayi's article mentioned him, and Gao Ce's article also mentioned him. There are traces of such an article in the memories of youth of countless children. In the future, people will remember Guo Jiayi's "From One Self to the Next Self" and "Miracles Sacrifice Everything for Faith".
Walking on the road every day, my eyes are always dark and I can't see any sunshine. The life of going to bed late and getting up early leads to physical problems, and my mind is always like a paste, and I retch from time to time. But I can't relax. I should take medicine. I have to work hard after taking medicine ... I work overtime in the dormitory every day. I feel so quiet at night, only hearing my own heartbeat. That's when I forgot my happiness, and that's when I miss it most.
With the courage to cross the rubicon, I persisted for a month, only to fall from the bottom of the valley into the abyss at the same time. 570 points, 283, according to the previous results, this is just enough for one book. There are still 54 days before the college entrance examination, and I really want to give up ... Looking at the test paper weakly, the terrible thing is that I don't have the courage and passion to "clean up the old mountains and rivers".
Thanks to my friend, with a piece of paper, a paragraph aroused my inner hope: "treat every day as the last gift before the end, and treat every question as an essential weapon to exercise my ability." "Even if it is freezing tomorrow, I will die." "For necessities, I must go to a dazzling place!" . Yes, it's not over yet. Really, there may be a big reversal.
I remember I once showed them the interview video of Ma Yun, and I also told them what Ma Yun said. They must also remember that today is cruel, tomorrow is cruel and the day after tomorrow is beautiful. Most people will die tomorrow night and will not see the sun the day after tomorrow. " Yes, it is easy to work hard, but difficult to persist; Persistence is easy, but in the face of setbacks, even repeated setbacks and blows, persistence is even more difficult. I said to the current students, if you have been working hard, but you want to get the tenth place in the future, are you willing to bear the failure of the top nine for it? Or did you surrender when one of them failed? Answering is one thing, doing is another. And the tenth exam may be the college entrance examination!
It was an afternoon that witnessed my inner growth. Sitting alone by the window, I once again read the wealth left by the strong Fudan girl-invincible flower. I wrote powerfully in my diary: I can plummet, but I am determined to shine. More than six people were admitted to Peking University in one day. Seeing these words now, I still admire my courage at that time. How can I believe in miracles so much! As Chai Jing said, failure is not a tragedy, but giving up!
According to the normal plot, I should get better grades. But reality is reality after all. There are 233 students in grade "1.5 mode". According to repeat students, such achievements are hopeless. it's over ...
I went out for a run after the first evening self-study that day, like crazy. When I came back, I saw the chemistry paper handed out. Looking at the paper that was close to perfect score, I smiled to myself. Then I found that there was a sentence from the chemistry teacher at the end of the paper, "You are still the best!" " "There are people who believe me, and the teacher has not given up on me. For an instant, I felt inexplicably moved. Lying on the desk, I cried freely, which was the light I saw in the darkest time. After crying, I relaxed a lot. No matter what lies ahead, I will go all out with the fullest enthusiasm, the highest morale, the hardest working spirit and the toughest perseverance! Lose, lose, lose until you win!
Sometimes a teacher's careless words may leave a deep imprint on students' hearts. Unintentional encouragement may plant hope and strength, and unintentional negation may also bring loss and even hatred. Once a student left me a message saying that my words had a deep influence on her. This sentence is "Even if you are 99% good, you can't indulge 1% bad", but I have forgotten this sentence for a long time, and I don't know when it was said. In that high-pressure period, a negative word may ruin an opportunity for progress, while an encouraging word or a trusting smile may become a spark. Teacher, teacher, I am a person who has always brought influence to people.
One day in the dormitory, a buddy from the next class came to chat. In the conversation, I unconsciously revealed my frustration. He sent me this sentence: you are always in front and have never been hit. I've been beaten, and I've never been beaten!
Can we also see the importance of class spirit from here? Can you also see the importance of friends? What should you do if you are depressed at this time?
Repeated days day after day led to the emergence of "two models", but when I rushed to level 70, I was not happy. I'm going to review freely soon, and my physics score is 60 ... I asked my physics teacher for help. He told me that physics is unlikely to make great progress at this stage. The teacher is right, but it is not impossible! I don't accept it. I know how good I am. Let's talk about it!
Some teachers tell students to pay attention to the first year of high school, but not after the first year of high school. Some say they should pay attention to the second year of high school, but they will not pay attention after the second year of high school. Some say that it is important to review in grade three, not after one round. But I want to say that we understand these words only for the students present, but please don't ruin the children's expectations for the future. We don't believe in one-year determinism, two-year determinism and one-round determinism. We encourage to cherish every day, and we also welcome every lost child. We believe that it is never too late to start all efforts. And as long as you persist, it is always better than giving up hope. In the face of success, there is no "impossible" and "small possibility", only 100% persistence and 100% abandonment.
There are still 19 days before the college entrance examination, and I moved the battlefield to the study room. Some soldiers failed in the study contest. Like them, I am on the road of no return! Thinking about those scores every day, Chinese 120, math 140, English 140, comprehensive management 275 plus 5 points, that's enough, you can go to Peking University ... daydreaming, but if you want to have meaningful dreams, dreams can bring motivation! I set up a piece of paper on the table, "God stops killing God, Buddha stops killing Buddha!" " "Like a hungry wolf, like a desperate madman rushed to Peking University.
On the wall of the classroom, every student's college entrance examination goal is posted. Gao Ce's note reads: "Look for Boya in front of Boya Tower, and the unnamed lake is named after the oath." When leaving school before the college entrance examination, many students packed their bags and left in a hurry. Gao Ce went to the paper, carefully tore it off, put it in a bag and took it away. Later, I thought, was that moment also an omen?
At 2: 50, I reached level 30, just as I "took more than six vows a day". Who asked you to give me a little hope, I will spare no effort!
In the last ten days, I was the only one left in the dormitory (everyone else had left or failed). The "God Man" who left Tsinghua said: You will do well in the exam. I will,' I thought.
Let's go through all three years. It's quiet inside, the last battle, ready to go.
It is worth mentioning that when I learned that there were two of my good friends in the examination room, I wrote an article entitled "Great Victory, Irreversible".
The night before I left, the head teacher came to my dormitory, patted me on the shoulder with a smile and said, "Your score is a V, I hope you can climb to the top again in the college entrance examination!" "