I won't have three children if I let go of three children in an all-round way. It is one thing that I can afford them, and more importantly, my body can bear them.

I can feel the changes in national policies, from the only child to the opening of a separate second child, and then to the full opening of a second child. At that time, I had just given birth to a child, and the policy was not yet open, but people around me told me that I would still give birth to a second child if I had the chance. I refused at that time.

Although I didn't suffer much during pregnancy, I can eat, sleep and go to work normally. But I clearly remember the pain during childbirth. I had a normal cesarean section, so I experienced the pain of two deliveries, but the reason for cesarean section was that after the incubation period, Gong Koucai opened a finger. I can't stand the pain.

In fact, I am not a sentimental person, but people who have never experienced it really can't feel that kind of pain. People's pain is regular uterine contraction pain, at least there will be a pause in the middle, but I have continuous pain without pause, so at that time I passed out a few hours before delivery. The doctor came to see you, and you have to go to surgery to wake up before you can have a baby. Fortunately, my husband kept pinching people until he woke up. At that time, I said, I will never give birth again.

If I want to have three children, my body will go through three deliveries, and I am already an elderly woman. I don't think my body can handle it. It takes a lot of time, energy and money to raise three children. Giving birth to a child is not only a life, but also an education. How do three children allocate time and energy to accompany them? That's all that matters. I don't think I can take care of three children, so in this sense, I can't afford to raise three children.