During my college years, I always ate alone, went to the library alone and sat in class alone. In fact, I hate loneliness, especially when I am surrounded by people I used to know. If I were all strangers, I could feel the questioning eyes of my classmates. "Why is she sitting alone?" Then I began to put on my headphones and talk to myself. ...
Later, I didn't want to stay in a dormitory that was difficult to integrate into. I moved out of the dormitory and rented my own house. I'm much happier, and I don't talk to myself. I just listen to music with headphones, and nobody cares about class. I go running in the playground every night. I am very happy. I feel like I suddenly know what I should do. I want to read more books, watch more movies, practice my handwriting, take good exercise and keep fit, and my future goals are beginning to be a little clear.
I don't watch videos in the dormitory every day like before, because I know that only by becoming better can I attract more excellent people to make friends with me. Although I have a bad temper, willfulness and a little strange psychology, I believe I will try my best to get better.
A person may feel empty around you. Suddenly, no one can say what you saw on the road, but you can be with yourself. A person will be braver, and college will be enough. You can be hard on yourself now, and you can cope with any bad situation in the future. You should believe that it will get better in the future, and there will be a hug to warm you in the future, so there is nothing wrong with being alone.