Hehe, I am from Shandong, too. Now studying at Dalian University of Technology. Seeing your troubles reminds me of me. There are some similar situations. I can see that you are motivated, but you lack motivation. It is normal. Although learning from an early age is very good, I didn't really know why I studied until the third year of high school. No one understands the teacher's sermon. I'm tired of listening. You are in a rebellious period, so you are disgusted with the people and things around you, but in fact they are not so hateful, just your subjective attitude.

The first thing you have to do is to make yourself cheerful and learn to actively associate with people, such as making friends with people who have the same hobbies as you and talking about things of mutual interest. You don't have to be angry with those people you hate. Eliminate rivers. It is important to be cheerful and good at getting along with others. Although you may find it difficult now, it is necessary. In high school, joining the student union and serving as a class cadre can better enhance your personality. Maybe teachers and parents think this is delaying learning, but I don't think it is short-sighted. Doing so will help you improve your self-confidence, learn to communicate with others, and make you more motivated in your study. When you go to college or enter the society, you will find that these abilities are much more important than academic performance.

However, as a student, the most important thing is to study. There is no way. This is the national condition of China. Without culture, there is no place to stand. In particular, we are from Shandong, with many people and great competition. Well, I still don't like studying, but I must study hard. There is no need to make missiles now, and there is no need to make a lot of money. You are right. Who can say for sure in the future? But you are now in a critical period of life struggle. No matter how much you hate studying, you have to get through it. Dali doesn't think it's necessary to talk about it, but you must be clear about what university you want to enter and sprint towards this goal. Nothing is impossible. There is not a saying called "How big a stage your heart has". Even if you can't reach it, you will be infinitely close! Don't you want to get rid of your present situation? High school is a new beginning, so we must study hard and put the computer away first. When we go to college, we will have enough time to play and enjoy. When you learn well, you will have confidence, and you will find that the surroundings are still beautiful! Remember that high school friends will be friends of your generation!

People in high school look up to heaven in hell. The university is really beautiful. I believe that with your later determination and unremitting efforts, you will have a good future! Dalian is very good. We can be alumni if possible, but I will graduate when you come, hehe,,,

All the above are my own experiences, I hope to help you, and wish you a full and happy high school!