I really like math and am interested in it. Therefore, there is no need for others to force them to learn mathematics, which is the case in any subject. As long as you are interested, you will enter a virtuous circle. The more you learn, the more energetic you will be.
Now, I have graduated from university, and I came from your stage, persecuted by the traditional education system in China. I know that if I stand in your teacher's position, even in your own position, in order to get into college and have a better future. Even if you don't like math, you should force yourself to learn and accept it. This is a very helpless thing.
However, what if I can't learn well from my personal standpoint? It is very, very humbling to force yourself to do something that you feel uncomfortable about. When I was in high school, there was a teacher who was very liberal. He told us not to take the pressure of the college entrance examination too seriously. Isn't there a saying that all roads lead to Rome? Actually, after leaving school, all roads lead to money. Generally speaking, Qian Zhongshu's zero mark in the math exam does not prevent him from becoming a great writer; To put it mildly, Qian Qian, there are thousands of successful people in this society, but not all of them are among the best in mathematics. I am good at math myself, but what's the use? Apart from solving problems here, these complicated mathematical formulas are not used at all in work. )
You said you wanted to learn math well. I hope this is not what you said under external pressure. If I'm really not interested, I don't think I should force myself to be better. Just give up those difficult math problems and stop reading. The college entrance examination is coming, as long as you make sure that you do it correctly and simply.
Work hard on other subjects that interest you. Since the math score is not enough, I certainly hope to make up for it with other scores!
The above bits and pieces are just from the heart. Maybe you will feel the same way when you leave school in a few years.