Author: Pang Editor: Zhou Peihong Column: Campus Spring

One, three, three get up in the morning and open the closet. "Lei Lei, what should I wear?" "Is it not a graduation photo? Is it necessary to make a fuss? " I stretched myself, sat up from the upper berth and looked down at the unkempt little three on the ground. Xiao San took out his clothes one by one, gestured to himself one by one, then put my clothes that I shook my head and denied on the table and back of the chair, and finally violated my territory. She is very dependent on me and trusts me for no reason. When she meets netizens, goes to practice, travels to Beijing with her boyfriend and takes photos, she will come to me with trepidation and ask me, "What should I wear?" "Just put on your favorite white T-shirt, add a new thin blue coat and put on black jeans." I brushed my teeth in the bathroom and remotely controlled her. It's too late. I buttoned my wife's crumpled pink shirt and put on a pink wool cardigan. Zhuo Ma laughed at me as a "pink mess". On the lawn in front of the literature and history building, a large group of beautiful women from the Chinese Department, elegant male professors and a small group of boys who are getting fatter and fatter let out a cry of "eggplant", and everyone froze in the film. When I got graduation photo, San Xiao complained that she had a bitter gourd face. I said you must still be worried about what to wear. When commenting on the group photo of our base class on the Internet, I said that Xiao looks like a toothache, and that Ms. Wang is just the posture of a hotel waitress, while Ms. He is too deformed to take a look. After getting the photo of the bachelor, San Xiao's screams penetrated the whole building. "How did my face become a pumpkin face? It's huge. Moreover, his face is blue, which is obviously an exposure to my weight loss status. " I'm wearing khaki pants, white leather shoes and a black gown. The color is out of balance, and I am much shorter. Zhuo Ma closed his eyes sweetly. Finally, the three of us decided to keep the photo of the bachelor exclusively and not share it with strangers. Second, the farewell dinner in our class, the boy who has been a loner has returned to Chongqing as a teacher. He said that the object has been found, and it is a fellow villager. According to the wishes of their parents, they got married on National Day. Our gastric juice is full of wine, we scream wildly, and then raise a glass to wish him a happy wedding and an early birth. Xiao Yuan's parents insisted that she return to Qingpu as a civil servant. After half a year, I will definitely help her find the best boy in Qingpu to be her boyfriend. He came to work as a real estate reporter in a newly established newspaper, promising that anyone who wants to buy a house can feel free to consult him. A tall boy keeps persuading wine, which is quite a sense of the overall situation. He went to work as a secretary in a bus group. We all want to have a reunion in a few years, and let him arrange a giant bus to pick up all the students. The boy who worked as an intern in a TV station for nearly a year was admitted. He called on everyone in the media to "step on the Fudan journalism department", and the tall man responded immediately "step on it in time and step on it hard enough". After getting drunk, the boys began to hug the girls impudently. Some people had the cheek to say, "Can I kiss every girl?" Then he fell on the table, completely drunk. Today is the farewell dinner in our dormitory. In the past four years, we seldom get together, except when I sleep at night, I ordered a small box in the "till". Because Zhuo Ma likes singing, and Swallow is a vocal music major in the Art Department. San Xiao said he was in charge of taking photos and recording. As for me, I am responsible for choosing songs for everyone and taking the buffet. Zhuo Ma doesn't even think a few drinks for boat-fruited Sterculia is enough. Xiaosan and I occasionally try our voice, and at the climax, we quickly pass the microphone to Zhuo Ma's mouth to help her save the scene. After entering high school, Swallow drew a clear line with pop songs, so she chose many songs from Little Tiger for entertainment. When singing "Qinghai-Tibet Plateau", there was a big competition between Zhuo Ma's popular song singing method and Swallow's Bel Canto singing method, which almost shattered the glass and attracted the waiters outside to look in. We checked out before 8 pm prime time, and then walked from Fuxing Park to Huaihai Road under an umbrella. This is the first time for the four of us to go shopping. There was a lot of friction in the past days, but it doesn't matter that we can be together now. Huaihai Road is a road with infinite charm. Zhuo Ma bought several hundred pieces of pants without blinking. She has been shopping crazily recently, and there is only one excuse, that is, she will leave Shanghai soon. If she doesn't get dressed quickly, she won't have a chance. A few days ago, she sorted out four years of decent clothes and mailed them home. As a result, it took several laborers in a family three days to wash them all. At the graduation party of Class Four of Chinese Department, our base class sang Little Tiger's song "Goodbye". "Please believe that we will meet again tomorrow, just like white clouds cannot leave the blue sky. Please believe that all agreements are unforgettable diaries. Please believe that I will come back to you again and sing our regretless youth. I believe that although I will say goodbye at this moment? Goodbye and see you tomorrow. " I heard the monitor out of tune, but she kept her voice unchanged and worked hard. "A couple in Class 3, known as a Chinese model, sang" Love in Hiroshima "on the stage, and the people below were a little heartbroken. The boys are from Fujian, and they go to Normal University to be orientation trainees. Now I have to go back to Fujian Education Bureau for distribution. The girl is from Shanghai and has found a suitable job. The boy said that after giving him three years to regain his freedom, he would definitely return to Shanghai and bring the girls a happy life. But everyone thought it was just a beautiful and fragile promise. The future of a couple in Class Five also affects everyone's heart. Boys have been chasing girls since freshman year, but girls don't agree, because both of them are admitted to Shanghai from other places, and no one knows what to do in the future. In junior year, the girl finally agreed to be his girlfriend. In their senior year, both of them found jobs in a strange place-a school in Shunde, Guangdong. But I didn't expect that the boy was admitted to the graduate school of this department, and the girl went to Shunde alone. Another three years of waiting. After graduation, what can I say except bless each other? At the graduation ceremony, the graduate students received their diplomas from the school leaders, and then there were endless group photos. Undergraduates can only sit in the stands as spectators and applaud in due course. Only at the last moment can we have a little subjective consciousness. That is, normal students swear to be an excellent and qualified people's teacher. I'm not responsible for the content of the oath, because I know I won't be a teacher. So many people, including me, read the name of the sworn vice president after the oath, and the whole audience burst into laughter. The sad atmosphere of graduation should not be shrouded in the huge gymnasium. At noon, several of us invited the graduation thesis tutor to dinner. "Min, you didn't take my class seriously when you were a freshman. It seems that you have been talking. " The tutor said to the only boy. "Yes, I'm talking to Pang Jielei," Min confessed. A word choked me for a long time, and my neck was red. Lunch ended in a hurry because the beautiful girl flew to Beijing in the afternoon. She went to CCTV for an internship, which was a brand-new and extremely difficult start. It seems that I have been saying goodbye and breaking up all of a sudden recently. Swallows packed their bags in the middle of the night and moved away in the morning. We wake up and habitually weigh ourselves, only to find that the scale has been taken away by the swallow, and a part of our life has been taken away instantly. At 1: 00 a.m. on Saturday, I got a call. He said that some boys were drunk and wanted everyone to talk to me. I thought they saw my message on the alumni record: "I will move on June 28, who will see me off?" I just remembered to send my best wishes. There was a noisy voice on the other end of the phone, and then a dull voice clearly appeared in the ear. He talked for four years and always wanted to say something to me, but he couldn't say it. If he doesn't say it seriously, there will be no chance. I said you would come to see me off on the 28th, and then say goodbye. The telephone is intermittent, so the ringing of the telephone in the early morning keeps ringing in the dormitory where someone has fallen asleep. Zhuoma, who was going back to Tibet, could not help expressing her dissatisfaction, so I unplugged the telephone line and ran to the balcony to answer the phone. Ping said that he was locked in the toilet by a boy. How could he be the mastermind? He had to tell me the truth before he was released. In order to save him from going to the toilet, I agreed to his invitation and went out for a walk. My hair was already loose, so I hurried to the bathroom to comb my braids, just because Ping said that I like watching braids best, and I don't know how long I can watch them. What kind of hairstyle will I have when I am old? My aunt downstairs opened the door for me sleepily, and I gave a good reason. "I'm going to graduate, maybe this is the last time to trouble my aunt. I want to go out with my classmates. " Maybe I will forget what professional courses I have studied and what my graduation thesis is about in the future, but I will remember that the night before I left the university, I was peacefully put on Zhenning Road by a driver who didn't know the way, and then walked along Zhenning Road to Huashan Road, and then walked for more than an hour to the hot pot restaurant, begging the proprietress, "Can we have a drink here?" When I came out of the hot pot restaurant at five o'clock in the morning, Ping's body was wobbly, but she was still chanting "Why am I not drunk?" Ping finally made a request. "May I hold your hand? I really can't walk. " So I walked hand in hand and calmly through the long Huashan Road. Only taxis are running in the streets in the early morning, but the air is still filled with mixed air. All the shops are closed and refuse to be bustling. We've never felt this way all over the street. But what I touch is nothingness. It rained all day, and it got worse late at night. I met Min on the Internet. He said that he suddenly wanted to go back to school on this rainy night. I'll get off the line immediately and take a taxi from my home in Pudong to school. Three hours later, he returned to the internet. He said that he walked alone in the campus, found four years' stories one by one, was satisfied, and then went home. "In the corner of Room 3 12 of the Literature and History Building, I talked with you for an hour and a half in the intensive reading class of modern and contemporary literature." "I chatted with a girl sitting on the front steps of the library building. The night is cold as water. I am a shy boy. " "He Lai is my first good friend after entering the university, and I cherish it very much." ..... He slowly told the story he found back on this rainy night, and every detail was so clear that his lips were sweet now. That is, at that time, He Lailai walked in the school with an umbrella. I walked seven or eight times, and then I made up my mind to cut off my long hair that I had left for four years. "Keep your long hair in the memory of your classmates. When my hair grows back, it must be a confident and tenacious me. I will work hard and work hard with you. " He left a message in the alumni record. Eight, Xiao San and I have dinner in Hexi restaurant of our school. Because there is a Riva River in the school, it has become two worlds. Hedong is a liberal arts student, and Hexi is a science student, and they are old and dead. Later, due to the continuous enrollment expansion of the school and the complicated personnel structure, Hexi Hedong finally had friendly exchanges. Coming out of the restaurant, San Xiao took my hand and said, "Let's go for a walk. Maybe this is the last time we visit the campus before we leave." On Zhuo Ma's birthday, we went to the laboratory of the Physics Building and sent her a bunch of flowers. We took a public elective course in the math building, but we were disappointed to find that there were not many handsome men in science. On the lawn in front of the literature and history building, I once danced Tibetan dance with boys in the Tibetan class. During the freshman and sophomore years, from the dormitory to the bathroom in Liwa, you have to go through several rivers and avenues. Bathing has become a well-known secret of the whole school. The graduate restaurant next to Riva's bathroom still reminds us. The food is very cheap. A bowl of sweet potato porridge costs only 20 cents, but a disposable spoon costs 1 cent. At that time, we called those graduate students who brought their own jobs to cook dishes uncles. Now I think we have become peers with them. There were few people on the swing in front of the library building, so San Xiao and I jumped lightly. "Remember the first time we sat on the swing? I am dizzy, but I still refuse to come down. " I said. "There are still three pieces of seventy cents in my network card, and I won't queue up here to surf the Internet in the future. Just donate it to the school. " Xiao San pointed to the network center on the first floor and said simply. "You are crazy about surfing the Internet." I smiled. "Maybe the Internet has brought you a lot of happiness." "Lei Lei, I'm so lonely. You went on a date with Swallow, and Zhuo Ma fooled around with his classmates every day, leaving me alone in the dormitory. Lonely, I'm going crazy. Fortunately, there is Internet. I plunged into it and got hurt. I dated him for a while, and suddenly one day a girl came to me and said that they had been in love for three years. I pulled myself out, a little embarrassed, sorry. I actually hate the internet and want to leave the virtual world, but I am obsessed with the excitement there. Lei Lei, without your company, I may be even more vulnerable from now on. " San Xiao put her head on my arm and gently hummed a happy parting. "Maybe you will lose everything, but at least you can take me away. I will always be by your side. " "Lei Lei, let's play basketball." Xiaosan took my hand and suddenly said when passing by the basketball court of Bashe. In order to take the basketball exam and lose weight scientifically, we once practiced three-step layups with basketball at 10 pm. I have met mature men who accosted, students who were provoked by adults at night, and even some naive middle school students who have great potential to become handsome guys. San Xiao and I were silent for a long time before we got up the courage to borrow basketball from two seemingly gentle boys. We can't play basketball yet and are laughed at, but at least we are sweating and burning fat, hehe. "Classmate, don't wear slippers and skirts next time you come to play basketball." When we left, the kind boy gave us some advice. My mistress and I looked at the sandals on our feet and had no heart. Thanks to the two boys who played basketball in the west basketball court of East China Normal University on the evening of June 28th 10: 30. You fulfilled your senior's last wish before she left. In front of the dormitory, I met Zhuo Ma, who just walked around the campus twice, looking for some fragments of memory. She said that she had never set foot in any sad place, and she just wanted to bring her happiness in Shanghai to Lhasa, Tibet. One day, when I am old, I can take out the warm memories of Shanghai and China Normal University and relive them bit by bit. It really rained. The long plum rain seems to have come to see us off. Zhuo Ma was sent away early in the morning. In a hurry, she moved her luggage to a taxi. Zhuo Ma rolled down his window and said goodbye to us. No hugs, no tears, I watched the taxi take Zhuo Ma to Hongqiao Airport, and the plane would take Zhuo Ma to Lhasa. Maybe this is a friend who will never see you again. Before going to bed last night, Zhuo Ma told us never to cry. She doesn't like sad parting scenes She smiled and said that she would definitely come to Shanghai again to buy fashionable clothes and perm fashionable hair, and attend each of our weddings. However, as we all know, too far away will separate each other and even crush memories. San Xiao's Hercules parents easily moved all her things from the dormitory to the house she rented. I was still packing when she walked out the door. She turned around, smiled at me and said, "I'll see you again this afternoon." I left at noon and Xiao Yuan Heping came to see me off. "If there are discounted clothes in the mall in the future, you must inform me in time, and I will come from Qingpu non-stop." Xiao Yuan gave me a big hug. "Ping, I'm going. I will write to you later. " I know he has something to say, I know what he wants to say, and I know I shouldn't let him say it. When the bus of the Mass Rapid Transit passed the Rosen supermarket at the back door of the school, I asked the driver to stop, and I was going to buy magazines. Once a boy asked me to meet at the back door of the school. At that time, I was very shy I held the seams of my pants with my hands and walked to the Rosen supermarket on the street. I like to find a lifeline and read it in a magazine. The aunts there are very nice, unlike the aunts in other convenience stores who always come and stare at you and say, "Little girl, the magazines here are for sale, just look at the catalogue." Aunt Rosen reminds you at most: "Don't take the magazine on the table." I greedily leafed through one fresh magazine after another, and the boys around me finally couldn't help saying, "I'm not used to standing and reading newspapers." Then he bought a bottle of red and a bottle of green soda and asked me to follow him. I didn't associate with him again, because I stubbornly believed that a boy who couldn't accompany me to read magazines in the supermarket must not be my most reasonable choice. Today, I got off the bus and went to Rosen supermarket. When I opened the door, there was a cold air coming at me. I didn't stay long, took a copy of Harvest and left. Thank you for tolerating me to read for free for four years. Take a long-distance bus to my sister's house in Pudong at night, because I'm not used to being alone. "Dear, I used to sleep soundly every time I saw you in the opposite bed, but now … I miss you a little." Xiao San's text message rings in the middle of the night. I always fantasized about remembering to cry when I parted from my classmates, but I left in a hurry, and my tears were late for a long time, and finally I left in a strange room in Pudong at midnight 1 1. Postscript: Ping said that what he wanted to tell me that day was that he liked me. After four years of preparation, he still didn't say. Zhuo Ma got a new mobile phone after she left Shanghai and returned to Lhasa. Without informing us, they also moved, and the original number was invalid. We finally lost Zhuo Ma. Haier's little prodigy washing machine in the bedroom is placed in the piano room of Swallow, waiting for the right time to sell it. There is a lot of pressure to do real estate. He tried to give up many times and insisted. When he is allergic in People's Square, he will go to the carnival. My sister leaned in my ear and said, "I didn't expect there to be such a handsome young man in the Chinese department." San Xiao still surfs the Internet every day. I don't know when she will need me again. I want to go back to school. A credit card system is installed at the gate of every school. You can still swipe our original campus card, and your own digital photo similar to the wanted photo will appear on the screen. The following line reads: "This card has been reported lost, so you can't enter." Youth is over.