Author _ Sun Xiaodi

Yu Xiaoyan is very famous in Wencheng No.1 Middle School, and everyone knows her. She is not beautiful, with poor academic performance and few talents. Yu Xiaoyan is very famous because she has a pair of earth-shattering abalone teeth-the most serious tooth deformity I know. She can't even close her lips, so she can only keep her mouth slightly open and look silly. Most importantly, she is still fat. This basically sentenced a girl to death.

When she first entered school, someone sympathized with her and cared about her, but she didn't respond; She didn't respond when someone ridiculed her. She is not grateful, angry, laughing or crying. There is no expression on her face. You can't tell what she is thinking from her broad flat face and two lines of eyes. She just opened her mouth and showed her bulging teeth, like a huge, slow and lonely beast, turning a blind eye to the injustice we gave her.

Since the second year of senior high school, with the heavy schoolwork, the pressure of further study is increasing, and few people have mentioned Xiaoyan again.

So when we found something strange about Xiaoyan, she should have been more than a month.

Zheng invited us to have dessert that day. This is a cranberry cake, which she made at home. While we were by her side, she quickly shifted the topic to Xiaoyan.

"She seems to be vomiting blood every day."

"Leukemia?" A tough northeast girl said. She is a transfer student. She conquered us with her fists. "Korean drama? She can't be a heroine with her figure. "

Everyone laughed for a while and looked at Yu Xiaoyan's seat. That seat is separate, there is no deskmate, next to the black trash can. Thick books piled the desk into a castle, and Xiao Yu shrank inside.

"It was my turn to take out the garbage yesterday. I saw Yu Xiaoyan throw a plastic bag of paper towels, all red. I also saw her mouth full of blood ... "Zheng Yuqian hit a tingle. "Is she ill?"

"Who cares?" The northeast girl said, "Xiao Gan, this cake is really delicious. How did you do it? Teach me. "

"I can't ignore it." Zheng refused to answer the northeast girl's words and said nervously, "Not good."

"She won't die." Another person said.

Finally, we agreed to see her together.

She is vomiting blood, but not because she is ill, but because she is wearing braces. It makes her look even scarier. In the mouth that can't be closed, except for a row of messy and prominent teeth, a pair of iron braces, and filar silk blood keeps oozing.

"The doctor said that the battery is very deformed and will be worn for two years." Yu Xiaoyan said a little more than before, but it still sounded so rigid. "I still ..."

"I told you she was fine." The northeast girl left first, so we hurried away. Because it is summer, the garbage can next to her seat smells too strong.

We soon put this matter behind us and put Yu Xiaoyan further away.

Entering the next semester of senior three, there is only half a year left before the college entrance examination. We don't care about anyone, only about how many points we can get in the exam and which university we can go to.

But Yu Xiaoyan's name began to appear frequently in our ears.

First, a small-scale unified math exam, the highest score in the class is Yu Xiaoyan; In the model test at the end of the first month after the winter vacation, Yu Xiaoyan made the greatest progress, ranking from 40th to 18. The second time, she entered the list of the top 50 grades, with the class ranking12; In March, the grade ranked 36 th and the class ranked 8 th; In April, the grade ranked 2 1, and the class ranked fifth.

No matter how fast time passes, it can't compare with Xiaoyan's achievements. The head teacher began to talk to her and recommended various key universities to her. Teachers of various subjects asked her to answer questions in front of the blackboard in class, and the Chinese teacher even asked her to talk about how to write a perfect composition.

We stared at her in front of the blackboard as if we had met Xiaoyan again. She has lost a little weight and her waist has a curve; The teeth have shrunk a lot; The face has sharpened. We found Yu Xiaoyan beautiful with mixed feelings.

No one knows how she changed from an ugly duckling to a white swan overnight. Under our noses, she staged a good show of salted fish turning over. After the college entrance examination, the drama finally ushered in its finale-Yu Xiaoyan won the first place in the province.

No one will forget the day when we returned to Wencheng No.1 Middle School after the college entrance examination. We met Yu Xiaoyan in the square in front of the building. She put down her hair, put on her school uniform and wore a tight red dress with a waist. The braces were removed and the disordered teeth were finally put on; Her face is pointed and full of hearts. Finally, she didn't look as straight as before. She kept smiling, smiling at all of us. Everyone dare not face her smile, so beautiful, so brilliant, and so cruelly reflect our ugliness and ruthlessness. She is not a natural beauty heroine, pretending to hide her appearance with reserve. We all know how ugly she is. We are used to her ugliness and take it for granted. We hurt her because of her ugliness; We alienated her because of her ugliness; Because of her ugliness, we forced her into a lonely beast without any company.

She didn't enlarge or hide her defects, she just left them there in front of us and then changed. In the best years of youth, what perseverance and strength did this lonely beast in the forest use to polish itself into such a beautiful and excellent appearance bit by bit?

The hardest thing is not ridicule and deception, but pain and hunger. Yu Xiaoyan said.

In the first week of wearing braces, she felt all the pulses on her face beating continuously and firmly, which made her want to die. The doctor said that her teeth were badly deformed and she made a pair of very strict braces, so that she could only eat liquid food for the first three months. In the first three months, her saliva was full of blood, and she will never forget the smell of blood and sweetness. After she got used to the constant pain caused by braces, she began to focus on losing weight and improving her grades.

What is the cheapest and affordable diet food? This is not a cucumber, this is a green radish. One dollar can buy a big one. She lied to her family that she was eating out and then went back to her room to eat radishes to satisfy her hunger.

Hunger makes her awake, and recitation makes her sleepy, but she must persist. If she wants to improve her grades, she can only rely on the most primitive method-memorizing everything, just memorizing a lot of math problems.

From the second year of high school, she only slept for four hours every day, ate only a little rice, forced herself to get used to the taste of green radish, and then endured the pain caused by braces and tried to close her lips in everyone's indifference and ridicule. The first year was painful because she couldn't see any change. In the second year of senior three, she finally began to taste the fruits of hard work. When people noticed her change, she had succeeded.

She said that if she hadn't met that person, she wouldn't have the courage to change all this. This man's name is Inui Sadaharu.

In the first semester of senior one, she turned to a set of cartoons of Prince Tennis in an old bookstore on the street, bought them with pocket money and secretly took them to class.

She doesn't like the protagonist Dragon Horse, but she likes Inui Sadaharu more and more. She likes the way he wears glasses, likes the way he plays ball, likes him in comics, likes him on TV, and likes everything about him. She was excited about his success and depressed about his failure. Throughout her girlhood, Inui Sadaharu was her first and only lover. No one knows that she has pulled out five teeth besides wearing braces; No one knows that she lacks sleep every day; No one knows how painful it is for her to eat carrots every day ... no one knows or cares about all her efforts. But it doesn't matter, she has Inui Sadaharu. When her classmates laughed at her and everyone quietly walked away, she said to herself, it doesn't matter, I did something. As long as I have a job, I will change for him: study hard for him because he studies well; Lose weight for him, because he has a good figure; Treat his teeth well, because he is handsome. For him, she plucked up her courage and endured all this. When she feels that she can't stand it and everything is not getting better, she will look at him and he will give her strength, endless strength.

In the lush and complex youth forest, this ugly beast, animals alienated her and bullied her. She is lonely and can only keep company with trees, streams, stars, the sun and the moon. In the long and painful years, she finally grew into an elegant and beautiful unicorn. And let her have the courage to change, and strive to endure all the pain, not the hatred and anger dripping with ink, but the fragrant love, love!

Hope to adopt, thank you!