She used to have a job as a director in CCTV, and later resigned and returned to Tianfu Chengdu to formally live.
In the book, she wrote an ordinary, lively and vivid poetry in the daily life that each of us is experiencing.
In the preface of A Friend, she wrote: "She is just popular. She just likes vulgarity, bustling warmth, stoves and fireworks on earth." In addition to joy, she occasionally changes her taste. In her words, raising is a bit sad and fragile, but it is only a small silkworm level. "
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She wrote about her great uncle, an old uncle who lived a very elegant life on weekdays. Eyebrows and beards are never messy, shoes are spotless, and food is seven points full, so the body has never been fat. The author recalls that when I was a child, my uncle was very strict with her:
This movie was watched by sisters at school, chattering, whispering, cracking melon seeds, containing fruit candy, and only "I" was filmed by my uncle.
Many years have passed, and the author has not grown up like Princess Xixi, nor has she become a queen. But she suddenly understood what her uncle wanted her to learn. He wants her to learn "beauty", and he wants her to realize beauty.
By the end of 1980s, the whole fashion had begun to change. There are fashions on TV and stars in newspapers, but for ordinary people, most of them still regard "beauty" as a thing apart. Living "lead" does not include "beauty". Big JIU is worried that "I" lives in such a social atmosphere, and is afraid that "I" will scribble all his life with such an attitude.
Mr. Wu Guanzhong once worried about such a social atmosphere: "There are not many illiterate people in China today, but there are many people who are blind in beauty."
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She wrote that at one stage of her life, she was very busy, with endless social gatherings and banquets all day. Sometimes they are connected, and they are sent directly from this meal to the next meal, and they are not at home at all. Or there is a conflict between the two groups, and special consultations have to be held to ensure her attendance. In another case, the nightlife was too exhausting, which exhausted her energy. Finally, she was sent home and fell asleep.
She was five years old.
This is a social fashion more than 30 years ago. In the early days of love between men and women, there is often a relative's child to participate, and it is not pretending to be a role, but to participate as a "relative's child" aboveboard. Their existence can declare a kind of justice, honesty, credibility, purity and solemnity for love.
She remembers the delicious food she enjoyed as a result:
Most of these lovers have tragic endings.
Later, the lovers broke up, and the sad and silent time is still vivid thirty years later. Good endings are lacking, and love with sad endings will last forever.
She heard a word, "condition". Uncle Du is heavy-browed, handsome and has a high status as a criminal aunt. Adults say they are not suitable.
Young lovers experienced such a struggle and were separated by a man named "Conditional".
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She wrote that her neighbor Uncle Dan went to the market to buy food. Uncle Dan is a physics teacher who graduated from the department of mathematics at the university. His knowledge is so profound that children don't know it. He is often mistaken for a professor in the Department of Foreign Languages or Philosophy because he uses abnormal words in his daily life.
Twenty-eight years ago, Uncle Dan bought food like this: he went to the market on Bacon Road to buy food, and the seller said a price. Uncle Dan was surprised: "Of course, of course, but don't you think it's a little expensive?"
In this case, the vegetable seller was shocked on the spot. This sentence pattern may not have appeared in the vegetable market for thousands of years. Like lines in movies, like lines of translators. The vegetable market has its own rules. You can be sarcastic: Are vegetables, leaves and gold empty words? You can also skillfully raise each other and arouse sympathy: big brother, I bought it today, and I have to eat rice tomorrow ... or you can make friends by yourself: did you come alone today? What a bitch. Do you wear a hair band at home? Less, huh? -But you can't torture people's souls.
"Sure, sure ... but don't you think it's a little expensive?" What do you mean by "but"? What do you mean "yourself"? What do you mean "slightly"? What do you mean "really"? It means I won't say anything, you ask yourself, in the dead of night, you ask in the mirror, look into your eyes and ask in a Shakespeare tone.
He doesn't mind being laughed at. He can even forgive the whole world.
Uncle Dan's life experience is painful and absurd, which is the epitome of an era. He is the youngest son of a university professor. He received western education since childhood. He can't make jokes while eating. He takes a lot of baths and Steinway plays the piano. His biggest worry is how to meet his classmates without patches on his trousers. However, when the movement came in the 1960s, all this came to an abrupt end. /kloc-His parents died at the age of 0/7, and his life has changed dramatically.
However, in his later ordinary life, he seldom mentioned the past. The child watched "Three-body" and asked him why he was not like Ye Wenjie. He said with emotion, "I understand her, but I can't-but I understand her."
He is dull, funny and inappropriate, which is probably a traumatic reaction. He can never live in peace with the world. But he tried to show that he forgave the world.
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She writes ancient rhymes:
She wrote about her father:
She wrote with a broken heart:
She wrote down the rainy night:
She still wrote:
five
She has a confession to appreciate paintings:
The winter snow in Savrasov is magnificent, alarming and shocking. Only the early spring he painted can give people relief and comfort, and it takes someone to tie the bell to solve the problem. A girl from a forest farm fell in love with a college student who came to spend the night. She ran to him in the middle of the night and leaned against his door. This is a suggestion and proposal, just waiting for his words. He was lying in a small bed, and moonlight and snowflakes shone on his face through the room. He refused. "Lonely? Don't do stupid things when you are lonely. " He said. Then one day, the girl received a postcard from Moscow. Savrasov painted early spring, as if it was the day when she received the letter.
From director to idle girl, from Beijing to Bashu. A coin, free fall. She always throws herself away easily and falls to the ground several times, letting it go.