But Sanmao is poor at math, and the math teacher looks down on her. Sanmao is a stubborn girl. In order to win the teacher's love and respect, she recited many exercises in the textbook. As a result, she got a hundred points in an exam. Sanmao was very happy, but the math teacher suspected that she was cheating, so she came up with some new difficult math problems to do in the office alone.
Sanmao just recited those questions, but she couldn't work out the questions given by the teacher. The math teacher scribbled on her face with a brush and made her stand in front of the class. Seeing this funny appearance, they all burst into laughter. He also let the graffiti San Mao walk in the corridor. Sanmao endured everyone's ridicule and discussion, but no one came to help her. Sanmao didn't shed a tear, but her heart began to be crushed by this shame.
Sanmao committed suicide by cutting her wrist and was saved by her parents. However, she was autistic for seven years and suffered from severe depression. Her seven beautiful years of youth were spent in gloomy and pale memories. Sanmao's sensitive self-esteem made it difficult for her to get through this difficulty easily, but Sanmao's parents loved her very much and always took care of her emotions and prevented her from committing suicide.
People with depression think about suicide all the time. If you tell them to die, they will really die. Family factors have a great influence on patients with depression. Modern medicine has not found the root cause of depression, and there is no fundamental treatment. The understanding and support of family and friends may help them tide over the difficulties bit by bit.
Later, Sanmao met Jose, a Spanish boy, but rejected him because Sanmao didn't love him, and also rejected several other suitors. Sanmao returned to Taiwan Province Province, met a married lover at the wedding and had a heart attack.
Jose was bearded after signing a six-year contract. For Sanmao, he gave up his dream of going to sea and came to the Sahara desert to find a job earlier than her, making all the preparations for Sanmao. Sanmao and Jose got married in the Sahara desert under the witness of the aborigines. Unfortunately, there was a civil war later. Jose was an underwater engineer, but one day, Jose accidentally drowned while working at sea.
Sanmao was in pain, and her depression broke out again. She committed suicide again, but it didn't work. Aunt Qiong Yao spent a whole night enlightening Sanmao, and finally got Sanmao's promise. Because Sanmao pays attention to commitment, Sanmao is the screenwriter of "Red Dust Rolling", but when the director and actors of "Red Dust Rolling" were appreciated and welcomed by everyone, Sanmao was severely condemned, and finally she committed suicide with stockings.
Suicide is a relief for people with depression, but the pain is left to those who love them. If we persuade them to live on the grounds of family and friends, the effect is not great, because they have no feelings for feelings and the outside world. The antonym of depression is not "happiness", but "vitality". If someone advises them to relax, it is useless, because depression is a disease and can only be recovered through formal treatment.
After reading these materials about depression, I found that there seems to be some connection between myself in high school and depression. I care too much about interpersonal problems, too much about my family's attention to me, too much about poverty, inferiority, introversion and bad habits. But I should belong to extreme mild depression, because the symptoms of mild depression are unbearable for ordinary people, and my pressure comes from the active social groups.