At that time, my life became more and more interesting because of his appearance. I rely on him more and more, and he guides me like a life mentor. His family is poor, so I gave him all the living expenses and left a small part. It took me a whole year to pay off my debt, but he didn't know I was using the living expenses. He thought it was my family's pocket money. I am always extravagant in front of him, making him think that my family is rich. I saved money for a long time and bought him his beloved piano. Now it's really terrible to think about eating instant noodles in the dormitory in those months.
After that, my relationship with him became better and better, and I gradually liked him more and more. Then one day I want to confess to him, and I blocked him in the school playground. He said what was in my heart, but he told me that I didn't agree with him. He just thinks of me as his sister. Then I refused to admit defeat and kept pestering him. He and I didn't go back to the dormitory that night, so we spent the night on the school playground. He is so stupid. I know he has angina pectoris. He committed it several times that night. But he still refused me and advised me step by step that we were not suitable.
He left as soon as the dormitory door opened in the morning and then asked him out. I also pestered him to drink with me several times. I have never experienced love before, and this time I am getting deeper and deeper. I kept harassing him, and the last time he said that he would stay with me as long as I was willing to sleep with him. Seriously, this is my last bottom line, and I can't do it anyway. I already feel inferior, but I must have self-esteem. Finally, we are becoming more and more strangers.