My name is Tang Bin. I am 32 years old and work in a driving school.

My wife is two years younger than me. She is a math teacher in a township primary school.

We have a son who has always wanted to have a second child and a daughter.

My wife and I were introduced. For so many years, life has been very calm. I thought I would accompany my wife to the old age.

However, everything changed after I attended the junior high school reunion.

02

On the sixth day of the first month, our junior high school classmates get together.

This was planned several years ago and has been prepared for a long time. During the Spring Festival, many students from other places went back to their hometown and had time to get together.

All the students who can attend basically participated, and everyone attached great importance to it.

Because I work locally, I am familiar with all aspects.

So I am responsible for contacting my alma mater and booking hotels and other projects.

As the day of the party draws near, I can say that I am eager to move.

Why?

Because I know my first love will be there. I want to know what she looks like now and how she is doing.

Part of the reason why I organize homecoming so actively is for her.

At that reunion, I knew I had fallen!

I met my first love summer as I wished.

A beautiful name and a beautiful girl.

Of course, she is still beautiful in her early thirties. At least compared with other female students, she is still so different, and the crowd shines.

I still remember that year, in the third grade, she and I both went to school in this township junior high school.

The scene that impressed me the most was that one afternoon, she was late, panting at the door of the classroom, wearing a red skirt and ponytail, and her pretty face shone with the unique light of a girl.

At that moment, I was shocked, and my heart was full of juvenile ignorance and impulse.

She sits in my front row, and we often whisper together.

My name is Tang Bin, and she playfully calls me "rock sugar".

This is our secret name.

At that time, we had evening study. After school, we go home together every day and ride bicycles separately.

Sometimes, we will stop by the roadside, hold hands and kiss our mouths, and then there will be no intimate contact.

Later, after graduating from junior high school, she went to Changzhou to study, and I went to high school locally.

At first, we wrote to each other.

But later, due to the pressure of study and I talked about a girlfriend in high school, we wrote letters less and less frequently.

After that, we gradually lost contact.

03

When I first saw her at the class reunion, distant thoughts suddenly came to my eyes.

I think our past and family ties have never disappeared, but they have been temporarily sealed somewhere and hibernated.

Once the spring breeze blows and the spring thunder rings, everything in the past comes alive and bubbles happily.

I have this feeling.

So is summer.

We were very happy at the party that day. Whether eating or singing, we all sat together and talked a lot.

She also called me "rock candy".

On the second day of the party, she was going back to Changzhou, but she made an excuse with her family and stayed in the local area for an extra day.

I drove her around.

The sky is blue; Wheat is green; My Chardonnay smells good.

That night, we went to a hotel, which was very touching.

04

Then she went back to work in Changzhou, and I was in this city.

Without her, I have never been practical, and my heart has always pointed to Changzhou, the city with my dear chardonnay.

She works in a foreign trade company, and her husband does business, making a lot of money and having a good family condition.

She said she missed me too.

Since we separated, we have been chatting on WeChat almost all the time. The voice and video are very convenient, and there are endless words.

It can be said that we don't contact each other except sleeping at night-no, I have seen her in my dream.

One morning, as soon as I opened my eyes, I found a message from Xia: "I miss you so much ..."

A bold idea came to mind.

I immediately got up to wash, went downstairs as quickly as possible, and asked for leave from the company. running all the way drove to Changzhou and appeared at the door of her unit.

Her surprised smile is the best reward for me. I'll do anything for her.

She skipped work that day, too. We ate together, watched movies together and had sex together.

By the way, Xia scrambled to pay for meals, movie tickets and room rates.

She said she was rich and reluctant to spend my money-which moved me very much again.

I didn't leave until the evening.

After that, I took three days off and went to Changzhou to date Xia, trying to make up for the gap for so many years.

But I found that we couldn't make up for it. Only together is the best destination.

I need Xia, and Xia needs me.

That time, on the bed in the hotel, I stroked Xia's face and said to her, "Go home and get a divorce, I will get a divorce, and then we will get married."

Xia was pleasantly surprised, but she hesitated.

I encouraged her: "We are the most suitable! We are a couple! "

Xia was convinced by me.

She said she could divorce her husband. She has 500,000 private money, so she can transfer it to me first and let me keep it. Then, she and her husband filed a divorce lawsuit and divided the property.

I confiscated it. I told her to keep the money first and talk about it later.

I know, Xia is sincere.

She really went back and told her husband.

05

What about my side? I also want to tell my wife.

To tell the truth, after ten years of marriage, my wife is not interesting and honest, but she is intellectually virtuous and kind, serving her in-laws at home, being kind to others at school and having strong business ability.

I really can't bear to talk to her. I tried to say it several times and then swallowed it.

However, when I think of my dear Xia, I can only reluctantly give up my wife.

There is no right or wrong in love. In a world of three people, the unloved person is the third party.

That night, my parents fell asleep, and so did the children.

I told my wife with difficulty: I found my first love, and she and I decided to be together. Let's ... divorce!

My wife paused at first and found that I was not joking, with a dignified expression.

I suddenly panicked and didn't know how to coax her-but I didn't. I haven't coaxed her since I got married

Besides, I have to harden my heart and end it as soon as possible.

I said to my wife: one person has a house, my son belongs to me, and I will give her another 300 thousand.

I'll ask my wife to think about it and give me an answer.

After the showdown with my wife, I suddenly felt inexplicably relaxed, as if I had handed the question to my wife.

Frankly speaking, the next day, I went to see Xia excitedly.

I told Xia that I would compensate my wife and give her 300 thousand, but I don't have that much money on hand. Xia immediately gave me a bank card with 300 thousand in it.

With 300,000 in my pocket, I returned home with confidence.

In those days, my wife was silent and noisy, and went to work normally every day. When I got home, she didn't talk, and my parents also found something strange.

At night, she also sleeps behind my back.

I am anxious: "What do you think? Talk to me! "

A week later, she gave me the answer!

That day, she invited her parents, called my parents, separated her son and held a family meeting.

She asked me in tears, "Tell me what you are ashamed of in front of the old man."

I looked down in shame and didn't know what to say.

Four old men called me heartless, shameless and not a man, and asked me how I was willing to give up my son and break this family. ...

My parents also said that if I divorced, they would disown me as a son and let me go.

In the face of their complaints and scolding, I want to bury my head in my crotch.

06

It seems that someone poured cold water on me, and I woke up at once.

I think of the benefits of my wife.

In all these years, she whispered to me and never quarreled with me. The nature of my job determines that I often eat and drink out and often come back late. She didn't complain.

In the middle of the night, I came home. If she goes to bed early, there must be two pots of water on the table, one pot of boiling water and one pot of warm water-boiling water makes me burn my feet, while warm water makes me pour honey water to relieve my hangover.

This is a habit she has developed since she got married.

In winter, I keep the habit of taking a nap. She always turns on the electric blanket for me in advance, and when I go to bed, the quilt is already warm.

She is a traditional woman, usually very frugal, reluctant to buy beautiful clothes, jewelry and beauty salons.

After so many years, I didn't say anything to her on holidays and birthdays, but she didn't care.

This is how we get along. We don't need these empty heads and brains.

I thought of that glamorous summer again, the delicate makeup on her face and her little temper.

In the more than a month since we met again and fell in love, she often lost her temper with me She said she was angry because I wasn't around and she wasn't feeling well. She cares about me.

So, I always coax her.

In contrast, my idea of divorce suddenly wavered. ...

I left my hardworking and virtuous wife and precious son to pursue a dream and realize it. Is it worth it?

07

It happened that in those days, Xia and I had a quarrel.

She has gone home and told her husband that she must get a divorce.

Her husband loves her very much and cares about their family. When she was confused and made a mistake, he didn't pursue it and said nothing.

She came to bother me and asked me how things were here. Seeing that I didn't have a clear answer here, she repeatedly asked: Are you inseparable? Do you love me or not?

What should I say? My place is a mess, too, and my mother is very angry and sick about it.

I'm tired of her asking. I'm angry.

One morning, I was at work when Xia's phone came. I couldn't answer the phone, so I hung up on her.

She kept calling and I kept hanging up.

There's nothing I can do. I went out to answer her phone before I got through. She was crying on the other end of the phone: "Why didn't you answer my phone?" Don't you love me? "

In that case, I'm really annoyed.

I think she's crazy and hysterical. She is no longer that dignified and generous summer, but a terrible devil, chasing her life!

Makes me feel suffocated, makes me want to escape.

On the phone, her crying continued: "I really love you, you can't leave me, I will divorce, you will divorce, and we will be together ..."

Her voice echoed in my ears sentence by sentence. ...

My brain is buzzing with pain.

I have a lot to say, but I can't say a word.

So, I hung up and turned it off. ...

08

Things are written here, and some readers may ask: Isn't it over yet?

That's what I asked Tang Bin: "Then what?"

He said, then what? I don't know what to do.

Things are so stiff, how to develop.

During the conversation, Tang Bin repeatedly emphasized to me that he loves summer, which is true.

It is also true that he is reluctant to part with his wife.

Now, Xia forced him to divorce, and his wife refused to divorce. He was in a dilemma.

He wants a divorce and feels cruel to his wife.

He wanted to break up with Xia, but Xia quarreled with her husband again, and it was difficult to ride a tiger. It's unfair for Xia to give up halfway now.

He asked me what to do.

In the process of his narration, I endured nausea (including many of the above sentences, all of which were his original words, and I also endured nausea and recorded them truthfully).

But my bad temper, I still can't help it.

I'm afraid someone will argue with me. Let me make it clear first: I won't discuss how naive and impulsive Xia's approach is. Although I think the problem in summer is also very big, this article is only aimed at Tang Bin ... Ah, my desire to survive is really strong ...)

I am telling Tang Bin: From beginning to end, you are a selfish ghost, an egoist and an irresponsible coward.

The pain and suffering you said are all of your own making, and you deserve it!

When you cheat, you feel that your first love is Bai Yueguang and your wife is mosquito blood, and you are desperate to make up for your shortcomings when you were young.

When you mentioned the divorce to your wife, you didn't consider her feelings.

You broke up with Xia now, and you didn't consider Xia's situation.

You're just thinking about yourself.

Love if you want, throw it if you want, and do whatever you want.

You think this is brave true love. In fact, you are willful, hypocritical, treacherous and extremely irresponsible.

This is a pool of clear water. You stir it hard and make the two families restless.

You started everything, but left the mess to others.

You betrayed your marriage and became a deserter in an extramarital affair.

You destroyed two women and two families at the same time.

You are still pretending to struggle in front of me, pretending to be affectionate and pretending to be innocent: there is no way. I love them both. I hate to part with them. How should I choose? ...

Bah!

Do you think you are from Dali? Do you think you are an ambitious idiot?

On the surface, you don't want to be sorry for your wife and lover. In fact, you are reluctant to part with your wife and lover.

Why?

They all have what you want.

You covet your wife's generosity and care, giving you stability and stability;

Your passion for your lover and greed for possession give you a sense of freshness.

You want both, but you can't bear to part with them.

To tell the truth, you don't even deserve your first love, let alone your wife.

A word of advice: to deal with the relationship with first love, it is best to clean it up.

Although I sympathize with your wife, if your wife forgives your betrayal by letting bygones be bygones, then you really burn incense!

Go home with your tail between your legs!

In the future, manage your overflowing feelings, be good to your wife and be responsible for your family.

Don't say that there is no right or wrong relationship. In the world of adults, think more about the word "responsibility"!