It's early in the morning, but I seem to be in excellent mental state and not sleepy at all! Not that I don't want to sleep, maybe I'm afraid of tomorrow. I'm afraid I'll open my eyes tomorrow, or the same day, and I can't see hope. This carelessness, vanity, knowing that I am decadent but unable to save myself, makes me afraid of suffocation! It seems that only if you don't sleep, time will pass slowly and tomorrow will come later. I don't know when I became so weak. Escape can only anesthetize yourself. Let yourself get temporary peace!

It's even more worrying to drown your sorrows in wine! There is no moment of relaxation, just heavy, I am not happy. But I'm not the only one who is unhappy! In this world, there are too many helplessness and too many disappointments. It's just that most people can sort out their feelings well. It's a pity that I am one of those few people! So stubborn, so stubborn suddenly sad to a certain extent, who cares about my mood? My life is so insignificant, so nobody cares! I am a girl who doesn't like tears. I hate tears. Only in the dead of night, dare to let tears sweep freely!

"If you choose any direction, you will eventually swim to the same fate?" This is a sentence that I can't forget in Wukong's biography today. Wukong asked a life-threatening question, and even the Buddha couldn't give Wukong an answer! Wukong can only explore by himself all his life! On the way to learn the scriptures, I wandered around like duckweed!

We came to this world full of sadness, leaving deep regrets and leaving this world. After all, it is a process. Let's decorate this process a little bit!