People say that a person grows up in the New Year, but my real growth is on February 2, not because I met with difficulties, but because my father's words changed me. It broke my sleepy life like a heavy hammer, making me feel that this is my first growth in fourteen years.

When I was in the first grade, I did well in the mid-term exam. When others talk, I say I won't be proud, that's just an excuse to deal with others. In fact, I have been carried away by the victory. My primary school classmate Ren Xitong's grades are much higher than mine, but I said that his grades were improved by making up lessons. But of course, my heart knows the sweat behind her. When my parents talked about Ren Xitong, I retorted with disdain. Now that I think about it, I feel guilty and deeply sorry. My grades are earned by sweat and hard work. I always get up early during exams, but the time spent on rest is not proportional to the time spent on serious study. I told a lie because the teacher didn't choose me first, and I had already recited it. But the exam suddenly let me go, but I got the second lowest in the school. When I learned the news, I cried, but not because of the honor of the class, but because I had no face. I am not afraid of anyone at home, but I am bullied outside. I didn't resist like a man when I tripped over the girls in my class. I tried my best to explain to others that I was a gentleman and I would tolerate it, but in fact I didn't resist because I was afraid of her. My dad said that my parents can't help you much in life. At this time, there was a crossroads in my heart. Good or bad is only for me to choose, and my parents' love for me is only one in one hundred thousand. In fact, my parents' words are full of invisible love for me. What my father said when he was angry was actually hating iron and not turning into steel! If you get a high score in math, you say it's your own efforts. If you get a low score, you blame my dad. Try to find those objective reasons. Never look for reasons on yourself. When my father said those words to me, I seriously thought that I didn't want to fall behind others. This is like a new sunrise in my heart. My heart is full of hope and expectation for tomorrow.

On February 2, the dragon looked up. When I cut my hair, it's not my hair, but the time I wasted. On February 2, I grew up.