When you feel ridiculous, it is your most shameful time. Knowing you is the biggest failure in my life.
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I relaxed for several days in a row, but I didn't expect to get an A in this final grade. Doing nothing all day, I feel like I'm flying.
A few days ago, the teacher sent out a class schedule. It is not true that I will go to Shajiabang on Wednesday. Life is like running water, and it is fleeting.
Put on the military school uniform, although it feels a bit awkward. Besides, this is a skirt. I never dare to wear a skirt to school. I thought I could spend this last fleeting time happily. I don't know, but I find that knowing these shameful people is the biggest failure in my life.
I'm even a little dissatisfied with the people I'm with. But I held back, after all, it was the last three days.
We rowed on the water, laughed on the boat, and were splashed by boys ... all this seemed so beautiful, but I didn't know it had become my false memory.
When I got home, I cried my eyes out. Why don't my "friends" who usually say that I am very close come to help me when I am injured? Why do they make fun of me so much? It's not my fault! But this is my biggest failure!
I don't know! I don't know anything!
When I came back from school, I went to wash my hands. I remember clearly that teacher Mao came up to me and asked me, "Fang, did you have a good time today?"
I thought it was those arrogant art teachers again, but I didn't expect Teacher Mao to wash his hands by the pool on the left! I love my beloved teacher Mao very much! In fact, I am very unhappy, but sometimes the scenery will confuse my eyes! "Well, happy." I whispered. Didn't ask me again, because in the car, I heard those shameless people whispering that they were sleeping.
Keep your head down and go forward.
I didn't go back to class after class today, because I knew I had no one to rely on. The so-called friends are just wolves in human skin.
I saw Ye Li. Both she and Liu are laughing at me. This is not her usual smile, but a biting sneer. I was scared, so I quickly adjusted my pace and walked forward.
"Really, don't you think so?" On the surface, a girl is close, but she shows a grimace of a grin.
"No, I just think it's novel!" A boy said to a girl.
I realized that it was all for me, but my voice was still very small. I groaned feebly: "What?"
The boy pointed at me with a wry smile and said, "Poop-don't you know?" When I came back by car today, the man next to you fell asleep on your shoulder. You fell asleep, too. Oh, my god. You two ... haha, besides, you were photographed by Guo. Idiot! "
My eyes suddenly opened wide and I fell asleep? I fell asleep? How could this happen! I don't know!
A man was speechless and said coldly to them, "It's none of my business." I wanted to say "this is a shame for you boys", but I stopped thinking that I was one of the victims.
Walking on the way home, I kept thinking: No wonder I woke up, except the teachers, all eyes were on me, in front of me, behind me and on the right slope.
Friend, it's actually a big mask!
I walked with my head down without saying a word.
Looking at the girls and Guo who are getting farther and farther away from me, I laugh at myself: shameless! Shameless person!
Life is always a mirror, and I am the least gorgeous side.
Obviously, I worked as hard as others, but I never got the same gift as others. Obviously, sometimes I will encounter the same difficulties as others, but no one will help me, and all I get is ridicule and deception.
This time, I was abnormal, and I didn't talk to Xiao Yuan about the haze in my heart.
Maybe he is too tired. I just never said it.
I have no real friends. The only constant is Xiao Yuan.
I have no real friends. The only people who don't dislike me are Mr. Feng and Mr. Chen who have taught me for four years, and Mr. Mao who is fair to everything.
Now, I can't keep silent any longer!
You know what I said!
You know, no one in this world can make mistakes all his life! Don't cling to other people's little mistakes! Sometimes you get bitten by others! If you become a dog that can only bite people everywhere, you might as well be a beggar and a thief on the roadside! You got it?
You can scold me occasionally, but you can't always ignore me! I've always been a supporting role. Do you realize that? How dare you do this to me? Nothing more than an episode on the bus! But what does this mean? You say it! You are good at talking! You don't have to look at me coldly all day. Living with you idiots is the biggest failure of my life!
There are three days left in primary school life. I want to finish it, but it only takes three years. The agreement we reached is so fleeting at this moment that it is not commendable at all.
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