Open the clip-and-paste APP, and the recommended money is also a template for the May 4th Youth Day. In the video, there are young faces, accompanied by such words or music: youth has never faded and is still shining; I'm still that teenager, and I haven't changed a bit. ...
And I am no longer a teenager, and I am no longer a youth. According to the age group determined by the World Health Organization, the age group of young people should be 15-44 years old. However, the repeated stimulation from the media still makes me feel a little excited and reminds me of my youth.
If 15 years old began to count as a youth, I was in high school in the town. At that time, the ideal was to enter a science and engineering college and become a director in charge of technology in the future.
I have been studying hard. When I was in junior high school, I ranked in the top three, but after high school, I obviously felt that learning was very difficult, especially after I chose to enter the science class in the second year of high school. Physics class is really like listening to a gobbledygook, and chemistry and biology are not so good. Only mathematical solid geometry can be handy.
Although I ranked well in my class at this time, I know that many questions are memorized or vague, so my self-confidence in learning at this time has been greatly hit.
But I still left a strong sense of superiority to my classmates, especially compared with my classmates who stayed in the house. There are reasons for staying at home locally and for wearing fashionable clothes, so there were more classmates who knew me at that time.
Before the first year of senior high school, a boy from a foreign teacher's class came to borrow my sportswear. I didn't refuse to go to Shuai Shuai to see him. I didn't expect that we were assigned to a class when we were divided into classes in Grade Two. He is the monitor and I am the secretary. His name is Feng, and he writes well. Teachers often take his articles to other classes to read. Unconsciously, we became good friends. He did almost all my class homework, and I was occasionally "ordered" to write articles for others.
Students all know that our relationship is iron and our friendship is pure, so girls who chase peaks will let me pass notes, and some girls will befriend me because of this.
High school students are going to study at night. There are no street lamps on the way home. Several gay men learned to take turns sending me home from school. Some of them walked and talked, while others followed me silently. My parents are also very relieved and never interfere with me, which is very different from the parents of high school students now.
The hard work in study has shaken my self-discipline. When I get home, I will watch TV for a long time and paralyze myself. I will get together with my classmates and watch movies on weekends. So that the boy who was one year younger than me at that time sent me to my door in a night study to remind me: don't relax, we should see the gap between our scores and the county No.1 middle school.
He is a serious boy, so he did well in the college entrance examination, entered Harbin Institute of Technology, and went to the research institute in Beijing after graduate school.
Feng and I continued to escape. I continue to watch TV and reflect in my diary. He either chats with his classmates or writes articles. When the college entrance examination approached, he gave me a drawer-type diary as a souvenir. After the college entrance examination, he found that it was full of his essays and poems.
Most of the other students were confused, some fell in love, some started fighting, some dropped out of school and went home, only a few were smart and determined, and finally got into a good school.
Most students chose to repeat their studies, so did Feng and I. After one year of repeating their studies, they were admitted to different normal colleges. At this time, my desire to be a factory director was completely shattered.
College time is very short, very confused. Dissatisfaction with myself made me give up the pursuit of being a student union cadre and all "politics", indulge in eating, drinking and having fun, and indulge in my own small world.
Feng's college life is richer than mine. When he graduated, he became the president of the Student Union, an athlete from party member.
Hefeng, Lao Tie, has been walking very close. Our two schools can take a train, so every school starts from my home together. He sent me to school and stayed for a while before returning to school. There are also correspondence at ordinary times to report each other's recent situation.
After graduating from college, I was arranged by my family to come to Daqing. Feng came to see my good friend and took a fancy to it, so in the process of helping him fulfill his wish, we became a family.
When I was four months pregnant, my parents moved to Daqing to do business and take care of us. After entering the classroom, as a mother, I was wrapped up and grew up under the influence of my parents. During this period, Feng Yiran fully supported me as in high school, especially in my work, which pushed me to be a famous teacher and a researcher of municipal disciplines. The only fly in the ointment is that he got angry when guiding me, and he was not as patient as he was in high school.
Growing up, I really paid a lot myself. I walked out of my comfort zone again and again, gained broader cognition and richer experience, and met myself better.
In this way, when I was young, I was confused and regretted from having a goal to losing it, and then following the task. But because of the strong backing of my parents, I was lucky to meet a good husband, and I worked hard myself. I had a smooth journey and occasionally had surprises.
With the end of my son's college entrance examination, I began to enter middle age. Just as Confucius said, I am never confused and moving towards knowing my destiny. Now I face the future calmly and have begun to have new goals.