Today, the weather has been gloomy since morning. Although there are a few rays of sunshine, I think this is not a gift from "God", but an inflammatory prison that comes out of hell and tortures us unscrupulously.

I am in a bad mood, gloomy, depressed and disappointed in the morning. In addition, my regret, self-blame and disappointment aggravated all kinds of emotions in my heart. This is all because of these two exams, math and English. When the test paper was handed out, I was depressed and regretted it. I did badly in the exam. The most uncomfortable thing is that several children's shoes have surpassed me. Although I don't have any thoughts in my heart, I blame myself. From then on, I was depressed and couldn't concentrate in class at all. This is not the worst. Worst of all, those wrong questions are easy for me to do, but because I didn't check, look carefully and do it seriously, I lost a lot of points in vain and gave in to others. Even so, I don't hate this kind of day. What annoys me most is that the teacher doesn't call me anything. Maybe I got a low score in the exam, so I look down on me, or I'm biased. In a word, I am used to helping teachers, and I am treated like this at once. I feel bad and angry.

In the morning, with all kinds of complicated feelings, I had three so-so classes. It's time for Chinese class. Today, I'm going to talk about lesson seven. Maybe the new teacher's teaching method is very different from before. I felt very uncomfortable, and I got half the result with half the effort. After speaking for more than half a class, I felt that I didn't get into the topic and didn't give us room to answer and think. I'm really going to collapse!