9 1, Xiao Shuo is graduating soon, and now he is in an awkward stage, submitting his resume and looking for a job. The days of unemployment are full of fitness and study. I want to be independent and grow up quickly. My dad took me to see the car today. He took a fancy to a person who has not yet entered the workplace or just entered the workplace and can't afford it temporarily. Chose a cheap one, be ridiculed ... self-esteem and pride, conceit and arrogance.

1992, I came out to work for a while, and now I open a shop with my friends. It is very hard. Get up early and get greedy every day, and now I feel that the shop is closing! People are very tired, and their friends don't care! I don't have a boyfriend and I don't have time to talk about boyfriends. I remind myself every day that I am not young, but I can't change any facts. It's no use worrying for no reason.

1997, I should have been a sophomore for one year, but I still didn't get into the school I wanted to go to, but it was better than the first year. Majors are also better.

I have a clear goal. I have planned the freshman exam, sophomore exam and junior exam, and my actions are not bad. I can force myself not to spend time on the internet every day, surf the internet properly and then prepare to study when I have time.

But I feel numb. Some people may think that self-control is not bad or something.

I just feel that life is boring.