I have been separated from them for more than ten years. We worked together as soon as we graduated, and we were about the same age, not much older or younger. At that time, we got along very well, equivalent to unrelated relatives.
I didn't know how happy it was to have someone endorse you until I separated from them. Of course, they endorsed me too much in those days, which caused me a lot of unspeakable suffering. That's why I am today. Let's start the story from the beginning!
After I left my hometown, I entered a large-scale, militarized Taiwan-funded enterprise. To tell the truth, it was really difficult at that time. Don't work overtime at night, get up and run in the morning. Go back to take a shower and change clothes after running, and then go to have breakfast. I often want to sleep for half an hour at breakfast.
Because there are many people like me, some people have hypoglycemia when they go to work, so executives stand at the intersection of the canteen and the workshop every day and watch us eat breakfast. If we really go too late, we will ask the people in the canteen to put two steamed buns in our hands. After a long time, I feel embarrassed every time I plug steamed bread. So I stopped sleeping and went to the canteen to eat.
Usually the work requirements are rigorous, and so is life. In particular, the placement of items helped us draw lines, your bucket, your shoes, your clothes, quilts, books and so on. Just like the troops on TV, the quilt should be folded into four squares and four corners. And hang clothes, from long to short. If you don't do it, even if you fall asleep, they will wake you up in the middle of the night, and then let you sleep, tidy up and clean up.
Your name is rarely called there. My number is 776 1. At first, I often heard someone calling "776 1" in front of my bed at midnight. Please get up and tidy your balcony, or tidy your clothes, and so on.
I stayed there for three years, and then drastic reforms made me breathless and left my job. I regret it now. In fact, I should stay there for a few more years, at least to learn more rules. I think I'm just too unruly at ordinary times.
Then I found my aunt and got to know them. My little uncle is a very defensive person, and these friends of similar age are scattered in various departments, so there will always be someone to help me solve anything.
I had a fight with my boss. It's okay. I have a little uncle who supports me because he has a very good relationship with the boss. It doesn't matter if the material exceeds the standard. An elder sister is calculating materials. Call her and tell her that the material is not enough and she will help to change the size. If the sample is broken and lost, it doesn't matter. Adu is here. I had a conflict with the heads of other departments, and cried in front of the manager and the boss, which made the boss and the manager hand out tissues in a hurry, and the chocolate delivery man came to coax me. No one dares to say anything about me from now on. Anyway, you can live unscrupulously in it and walk sideways like a crab.
The habit I was forced to form in my last company for three years was completely forgotten in this company in less than one year. It was only later that I met the three masters, fell in love with the laser, and had a flow in my work, only to converge a little. But even so, master can't talk about me. As soon as I mentioned this, I cried in front of the manager. Later, master didn't bother to talk about me.
Because of the particularity of the department, my life was too leisurely. I began to die again, resigned several times, and finally returned to my hometown with my luggage. Although my boss called me several times, I never went back.
Then I went to Guangdong University of Foreign Studies for three years. I went with my colleagues at that time, and we changed from colleagues to classmates. During my college years, my classmates and teachers were as warm and considerate to me as my colleagues in the last company, and the environment of Guangdong University of Foreign Studies was also beautiful. Now think about it, it is the happiest, most fulfilling and least troublesome place in my life. If given another chance, I must stay for another four years.
After leaving Guangwai, I came to Suzhou to do Taobao first. Taobao did well because the teacher's brother-in-law delivered the goods ex-factory to me, which made the small shop that I had been losing money enter the profit mode, and sometimes I could earn seven or eight thousand a day. When I am busy, I am so busy that I don't even have time to eat.
My luck seems to have run out since my son was born. First of all, I had a serious illness and spent my confinement in the hospital. My health is good, my children are in school, and I go out to look for a job and run into a wall everywhere. Nobody wants to take me in. I remember I was willing to drop everything and go to the noodle restaurant. People hate my thin arms and legs and don't want to take me in.
I called my teacher, and I cried bitterly on the phone. I told her that I regretted giving up my studies, and I regretted getting married and having children. She thought I was depressed, called me once a week and sent me WeChat every day. She told me that she thought my patience, carefulness and eloquence were very suitable for being a teacher, and she hoped that I would stay at school at that time.
I smiled. I said I had no eloquence at all. What the employer means is that I can't talk. She said it was because I stayed at home for too long, and my communication was usually typed by computer, so my language center was deteriorating. As long as I practice, everything will come back. Later, she searched a lot of information for me, and I read a lot of books, at least two hours every morning. Then I kept reading until my tongue was too sour to lift.
Later, I went to work in the early education center, but I often went out to distribute leaflets. I am often kicked out by the urban management. I was so angry that passers-by and urban management were in tears. Often scolded by colleagues for hiding in the toilet and crying. At that time, my face was very thin and my heart was made of glass, which was very fragile. I was in poor health and fat before. Later, I couldn't stand their exclusion, so I was excluded.
At that time, we had just bought a house, and there was a kindergarten near our home recruiting teachers. I applied for it. When you first went, everyone was very enthusiastic and tolerant of you. When you get used to everything, everything changes. At that time, when I thought it was not bad, something unexpected happened.
After the performance appraisal, some teachers are on pins and needles. One of them comforted another teacher and said, "Don't worry, even if you want to brush, brush off Mr. Zhong first." When she said this, I was in the aisle with the window open. I can hear you clearly. It turns out that my existence used to be the bottom. Especially when my grades were better than theirs, they asked me in full view: "Why? Why are you better than me! " I am better than you because I practice much more than you. Do I deserve to be at the bottom all the time?
When the epidemic broke out, I was worried about everyone in this city. I'm worried about whether they will have enough food after being quarantined. Because the city is not like home, it has no food and its own vegetable garden. There is millet in the barn and rice in the jar. I'm worried about whether they will be infected when they go out. I told them to soak mung beans, cook them for 20 minutes, drink them, detoxify them, and so on.
But what I received was: "You have to come here quickly and record the online class! If you don't come back, what about this online class? " At that moment, I suddenly felt that the friendship I had paid in the past three years was really not worth it. The whole country is saying not to go out. In order to record an online class, they called me over regardless of my life. I don't mind going to the ground floor, I don't mind your indifference, I don't mind being used as a gun by them, but I care whether my life is safe or not. At that time, my body was so allergic that I had no resistance at all. My parents locked me upstairs, rarely went downstairs, and at most went for a walk in the mountains behind me. I dare not go where there are many people.
No one asked me if I could eat physically, only someone asked you what to record in the online class. Especially when I resigned, I said I wanted to get even and was treated like a fool. I was crying.
Later, I devoted myself to my study, because I really didn't want to be a fool anymore, and then I came to today step by step. You only saw that I was weak when I got the certificate. You only saw that I was glamorous in front of people.
You know, I asked God in the rain without anyone: Why did my workplace become a child before I was 30? Have I spent all my luck in the first 30 years?
Do you know that I once cried in an empty alley after being used as a gun? I told my sister that the world is so big, but my tears can't hold.
Do you know what it's like to be regarded as an idiot and a fool when I'm obviously kind and unwilling to dispute with others?
Do you know the despair of being cared for all the time, suddenly falling into a quagmire and unable to climb out? I always tell my classmates that I shouldn't have separated from them, otherwise I wouldn't have become a bullied idiot and fool.
Everyone is asking: "Why insist on it without being understood and respected?" You were trampled and bullied. Don't you want to be strong? Are you going to be bullied for life?
My biggest goal in my life is to tell them that leaving them is my wisest choice and I must live better than them. Without them, I can make a fortune in my pocket.
There is no road in life, every step counts, and there is no pain in life. It will become the nourishment for your future growth. Never blame anyone in your life. Good people give you happiness, bad people give you experiences, the worst people give you lessons, and the best people give you memories. Thanks for rolling, let me know that the world is only good for excellent people.