In fact, during my college years, I realized the seriousness of frequent job-hopping and the importance of job stability. Because I didn't have a plan, I was very confused, so I vowed verbally that the job with a fixed salary had no future, so I went to find a sales job with my classmates. As a result, I did it for more than four months, and in a chat with Miss HR, I accidentally leaked some negative energy, and she reported it. I was considered unqualified and politely advised to leave. Since then, I have been wary of people, even beautiful young ladies and sisters of similar age.
I was in a trance for more than ten days and was tricked into an interview by an insurance seller. After a hypnotic interview, and eager to find a job, I went even though I heard that I would pay insurance money in the future. Now I can't understand how I made up my mind to do that kind of "stupid behavior". The development mode of insurance companies, the mode of meeting early and meeting early, is the same as pyramid selling except for legal pyramid selling. In addition to the value of policies sold, employees must be recruited to make up the quantity. Anyone with this ability can be promoted without other restrictions. Therefore, to become a competent manager, although you can recruit people, you may not be able to teach them something useful to improve your business, but you have to recruit yourself. In order to meet the performance standards, they must do everything possible to balance. If it is the first stupid thing to pay a deposit to join the company, the second thing is that I stayed because I didn't get a penny a month, just because I wanted to continue to work hard and fantasize about being with the girl I knew and liked at that time. The final result was that she didn't get paid for two months, her brain was broken, she was sad all day, her original vitality was gone, and her original affection for me was gone. The result will go away, so I often hang this sentence in my heart later: don't like a girl easily at your most helpless age, because you may not even have the courage to promise her happiness in the future.
For one who has just come out of school and is still practicing, she has to deal with the expenses of renting a house, daily diet, daily necessities, physical health and so on. Without financial resources, she can only turn to her relatives for help. In the first month, I borrowed money from my sister to ease the situation. The next month, I did it anyway. My sister is desperate for me, too, so I don't want to bother her anymore. I have the ability to do part-time jobs. I overheard someone say that security work is easy. I hesitated at first, but then I crustily skin of head. After all, I'm desperate. Because I can't afford to rent a house, I have to part ways with my college classmates/roommates.
I have been a security agent for over a month. I thought, thought, laughed and worried, but I couldn't get a definite answer in the end. I talked to a cousin who added WeChat but basically didn't contact. Because he has been out of society for several years, I want him to give me some advice, but he also knows my character. I was not active with my roommate before, so he asked me. But when people are desperate, they always think that someone will give them a choice, which is better than crossing the river by feeling the stones. I took a day off to take a taxi to Zhongshan for an interview. The interviewer is a planning manager. If it wasn't for acquaintances, I guess I'll go back and wait for the notice after chatting for a while and then sink into the sea. At that time, the manager was very strict, saying that this job needed to go to the market to do research, have a shrewd mind and analytical ability, and be able to accept staying up late. Because I haven't really experienced my previous job and I have no other choice, I promised to do it well. After joining the company, I no longer have feelings about weekends and holidays, but I don't know how to do many things, and the beauty supervisor doesn't have time to teach me, so I can't find them myself. But I obviously don't have as many things as they do. I can get two or three points by modifying a ppt, and I have to pay it back sooner or later. The time I wasted at school was neither playing games, chasing dramas, picking up girls, making friends and making money.
During that time, I could clearly feel that I had a tendency to be depressed. The small room I rented at that time was cheap, but the environment was very bad for me. The only good thing is the night view under the rooftop, there is no fence, and I have the urge to jump down several times. I have been doing real estate planning for two months, but I haven't learned anything substantive or technical or knowledgeable. I'm just responsible for counting the items in the warehouse, screening the music and songs in the project and adjusting the volume. The supervisor also sent me some similar documents about copywriting, but in the case of fewer people and more things, they won't give me too much time to study, so I can't get started in a short time. If I were in another company, I would have left long ago. But I still made mistakes in other aspects, which brought trouble to the manager, supervisor and cousin. Because I know I can't keep up with them and don't want to drag them down any more, I choose to quit my job and go back to Guangzhou to live.
When I returned to Guangzhou, I shared a room with a classmate who had not been in contact for a long time but had a good relationship. I kept in touch with him when I was still in Zhongshan. I said I wanted to share a room with him. He told me to be mentally prepared and gave me a brief account of his situation. I didn't think about it, but I went anyway. When I went to share a room with him, I was smiling and happy, but my debt was increasing day by day. Besides, my job didn't settle down after I returned to Guangzhou. I went to his company-game company-collection company-e-commerce company. Until I mentioned that I would no longer share the rent with him, I didn't tell him one month in advance, which led to the automatic renewal of the rent for one month. It took several months to pay back the money I owed him when I was handsome with him. He also urged me, and I haven't contacted him since.
I went to another place to share a room with another high school classmate and basically didn't go out to play with him. Usually, I also look at my mobile phone in my room, and he mostly replies to my work mobile phone customers. During this period, I changed from the original e-commerce community to a company near my residence. My daily job is to contact the brush and brush it with one hand as required. It took less than a month, and I was forced to leave my job because I didn't get started well. Went to an early education institution to do telemarketing. At that time, a senior recommended me the contact information of personnel. I didn't know how depressed I was. It's a pity that I left after doing this for about ten days.
I used to call customers every day, and I thought about leaving every day in those days, because I was always entangled and contradictory, but fortunately I had colleagues to chat with, and then I switched to online customer service to deal with a bunch of trivial problems encountered by market personnel. Process operations such as telephone reply and background inquiry will kill me, but there are not too many constraints and restrictions, except salary, welfare, shouting slogans at morning meetings every day, inviting people to move things to hotels for meetings every month and so on. These are unacceptable to me, and the others are ok. The latter company will introduce new rules and regulations, which is not very beneficial to Party B's workers. Colleagues at the bottom have objections and don't have much nostalgia for this company. In addition, during that time, the superior deliberately shelved himself and arranged others to do what he was responsible for, but he did not arrange tasks for himself. During that time, the number of online customer inquiries decreased a lot. When no one is consulting, he can only ask his colleagues if they need any help. Because the superior who was sitting at that time could see the contents of his computer interface as soon as he came over, he didn't even dare to open WeChat, and he always walked around me frequently, feeling that he was watching me all day. That feeling is very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. Later, he also readily agreed to leave, which he expected. When other old colleagues heard that I was leaving, they asked me why I was leaving. I originally planned to leave my job before 2020, but I was persuaded by an old colleague. Later he advised me that I didn't answer him directly, but I decided to leave.
After I left, I fell into a stone in my heart, but I fell into a dead pool of confusion. I'm sure I want to find another sales job, but I don't want to call or go out every day. There is a high school classmate who works in line with this. I heard that the salary is amazing. After interviewing several peers, the basic salary is very low. Later, I didn't want to interview again, so I went to the company where he worked and interviewed their boss. I didn't even introduce myself, and then I made an appointment to join the company. Go abroad for half a month first, and then sell it. Sales have performance appraisal, and those who fail are punished. This is understandable, but I really didn't see the punishment system of his company after reading the text, and I couldn't ask my classmates and his colleagues one by one because I didn't understand many business problems. They are busy, too. I'm sitting in this row. On second thought, I thought about riding a donkey to find a horse first, so I tried. Whether it is thick or not, it is inconvenient to find it in a short time. I just asked to leave, and the boss was very simple. I mentioned it the first day and released it the next day.
After more than 20 days of submitting resumes, sending messages on my own initiative, and failing in the interview, I deeply feel the despair of finding a job this year. I can't find what I want, and I have no relevant work experience. Even if the post threshold in this industry was relatively low in the past, this year, people with relevant work experience will be recruited first. Therefore, I have repeatedly hit a wall and have to choose similar jobs in the industry that I have done for a long time before. Everything I've done before feels like I'm asking for directions and trying to make mistakes. After all, I don't know what I am suitable for, what I want to do and what I can do. Even if you don't want to, you can only endure it with tears in this snowstorm.
I think it should be the same. However, I've been here for a month, but I still can't get started, I'm still not skilled, and I still look like after-sales customer service. I really feel that I am not suitable. But I still go against my true thoughts in order to find a job as soon as possible, and I am repeating the same mistakes. You may give up in the end. After all, I have this idea every day! In addition to disappointment, I was left with despair.