Everyone has his own awakening period, so do I, but unlike most people, my awakening period has been around since high school, and it is very long, and it has been accompanied by going to college. Looking back on my freshman and sophomore life now, I can't remember any particularly memorable days and events (except taking part in the competition and winning the prize). Why didn't it start to change until 20 19? After careful reflection on my college life, generally speaking, the reasons for my previous failure are as follows:
1, thinking too much and acting too little;
2. Habitual reasons;
3. There are too many temptations in the surrounding environment and the control is not strong;
The goal is too big to stick to. ...
In fact, what Jin Zao and Sister Lili often say is: indirect complacency, continuous mixed eating and waiting for death. Typical grass-mud horse state, fortunately, it is not too late to meet soft power on 20 19.
The following is my summary of my year based on flower of life. I hope my growth path can be traced, and I also hope to sum up experience to meet a better 2020!
Study &; work
1, successfully completed two semesters of study, and has not failed at present.
2. Be a good librarian (resigned from the librarian in June 5438 +2020 10).
3. Participate in teaching, CET-4.
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Feeling:
This year's study is relatively dull than usual, because there are fewer classes this semester, and there will be more spare time at ordinary times. Specialized courses mainly focus on courseware making, hands-on operation, oral practice and lectures. There are many exams this semester. The main difficulty is that I took the teacher exam for the first time. I have no experience (in fact, I haven't carefully reviewed and practiced enough) and I haven't had any subject knowledge. Some students around me have passed all the textbooks, but they have not. What is embarrassing is that I didn't play well in what I am good at, which is a bit embarrassing. 2020 has new academic goals and new flags. If you don't work hard enough, practice making up for it! Take a year to make up!
Self - growth
1, 20 19. 1 winter vacation remedial work, lasting about 15 days;
2, 20 19.4 Attend the Qingming Growth Camp of Changsha Soft Power Education for three days;
3, 20 19.7-8 Attended Changsha soft power education and training for one month.
4. Reading10+(reading in September-65438+February)
5. Break through your own bottleneck and attend a speech. ...
Feeling:
All growth comes from outside the comfort zone, and all growth begins with overcoming your inner fears! This year, I was particularly lucky, because an accidental book learned about the big family of soft power, which made me further understand and know myself, got to know many positive partners, changed many previous fixed thinking and habits, and chose to face up to my shortcomings and inner fears instead of procrastinating as before, so as to overcome and change. I know I am inferior to others in many aspects, so I want to run as fast as I can in 2020! In order to complete the dream list, those dreams that I have lost!
Sometimes I think I am bold, but sometimes I am timid. I'm willing to try more anyway. Why say no to yourself just because you like it?
20 19 12 the article "get rid of fear" written in the last speech PK competition was actually written for myself, and it was my true inner voice. There are many possibilities in the future. I want to get rid of those fears that often make me cry in my dreams, that's all!
health
1 and 20 19 have the habit of staying up late in the first half of the year, and the diet is basically ok, but the exercise is irregular, with only 2-3 fun runs a week.
2.20 19 in the second half of the year, the habitual staying up late gradually decreased, and the diet was normal. At the end of June, 165438+ officially decided to run in the morning, and the running volume in February reached 60+ kilometers. (The average daily running amount is 2km, 24 days in the morning and 5 days in fun. The monthly running target of 15km was achieved, exceeding the target. Not bad! )
20 19 total running volume 170+ km (2/3 of the running volume in the second half of the year), keep walking and keep refueling!
3, adhere to skin care, use skin care products that suit you, once in the morning and evening, pay attention to work and rest time. (Is the skin getting better? )? ⊙! )
Feeling:
Health is the capital of revolution! This year is probably the most sick year since high school. As soon as the weather changes, I catch a cold, a cold. I caught a cold once in June 5438+ 10, just for a week. I also caught a cold from the end of the second summer training to the end of volunteering behind the scenes; The last time was recently. Therefore, we must persist in exercising. Only when we are in good health can we do a good job, and we will have the energy and passion to ensure that we do it well! I found that I have been in love with morning running for a month. My monthly running average is 2 kilometers per day, and I have successfully lost 2 pounds. No diet, no taboos, no rebound. I just insist on morning running, fun running and stretching. I'm so happy! The fitness plan for 2020 has been planned, and I hope there will be a vest line one year later, hee hee ~ ~
Personal network
1, because of the summer training, I made new friends this year. 100+ (I experienced a speech PK contest, sang on the same stage, and shared stories in small classes ...)
I made some friends because I played ball. Unfamiliar);
3. I made new friends and joined the F team because I participated in several secret activities (Mid-Autumn Festival camp, sharing exchange meeting and lecture group);
Because I participated in the second day of intensive growth practice organized by Pingping, I made more positive friends;
4. Because Hong Qing met several foreign friends; …
Feeling:
Only by going out can I get to know you and make friends with you. I always believe that one person can walk very fast, but a group of people will go further. It is a very happy thing to walk and make progress with like-minded friends. There are not only ups and downs here, but also many beautiful memories and youth. How lucky I am to meet everyone! I think the song Friends is my favorite.
property
1, I spent more time on training in July and August and learned a lot.
2. Buy Hui Zijie's investment and financial management course 100+ other online courses 200+
3. Buy books 100+
4. Other daily expenses (omitted)
5, part-time (tutor, library) income (omitted)
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Feeling:
I am very grateful. I didn't hesitate too much when I met the book "Questions and Answers of University Confusion". This meeting changed me. Meeting soft power changed my direction. Meeting Hui Zijie changed my consumption concept. Although I haven't reduced my expenses, I won't buy things I don't need casually. The biggest drawback is that since I bought the course of investment and financial management, I seldom spend time listening carefully. So I will make up for it in 2020, learn financial management with Hui Zijie and make a new one.
amusement
1, participated in the tenth anniversary of soft power education and volunteered for the program;
2, and friends "poor tour" orange island twice, Changsha old street …
3. Ride the Garden Expo Park with my roommates in October.
4. Participate in campus activities and watch football matches.
I watched two plays.
6, often with friends about the ball.
Feeling:
I read a sentence in the book: The best rest is not sleeping. This sentence shows that people should be not only useful, but also interesting. When they are stressed or tired, they should learn to relax their bodies and brains. The quickest and most useful way is to run and have fun (not play drama, play games). Sweating running can switch between the brain and the body to achieve the effect of rest. I've tried it several times and I really find it useful. Entertainment is to relax myself and get back to my state, just like every time I can't read or review professional textbooks, I will choose to read for a while and go back to review after a good rest. Beautiful skins are the same, and interesting souls are one in a million. I want to be a useful and interesting person.
Be grateful
1, grateful to meet soft power and such interesting and lovely people.
I thank my parents and family for their support.
3. Thanks to all the people and things met on 20 19. You taught me to face setbacks bravely, to love life, to grow, to share, to learn …
"So you are the lucky one I want to keep most" ~ ~ ~
Conclusion: 20 19 officially ended. Love life, greet the beautiful 2020 and the new year with the best attitude, forget the past and indulge in the future! Come on!