I've gained a lot of weight since I went to college. It is very happy to stay in the dormitory all day as long as there is no class every day, eat snacks and play mobile phones, and lie down every day to catch up with the drama.

I wasted a semester's life. At the end of the semester, my life choked me. As a liberal arts student, I focus on the whole backrest. I can only get up when the lights are on in the dormitory every day, which is considered as forgetting to eat and sleep. The low risk has passed, but I don't want to teach myself a few books in a few days anymore.

At the beginning of the new semester, because of my mother's urging, I at least became a chubby little fairy. I am determined to study hard and continue to lose weight. However, after I tried my best, I still couldn't hold on. A person's inertia is so terrible. I have never been a very persistent person, so I didn't get into the experimental class in the senior high school entrance examination and didn't go to my long-awaited school in the college entrance examination.

But at this time, I still don't want to accept my ordinary. I always tell myself that I am special and everything is the best arrangement.

Sophomore, it is a new beginning. I saw that all those who studied well last year got scholarships. There is no denying that I am sour. I think everything is fine in my college life, but I have no money. I thought about taking a part-time job, but my mother kept saying not to go and let me study hard. So, I suddenly ignited the soul of learning. I plan to go to bed at 10: 30 every day and start at 6: 30, often one or two hours late, but it's not bad. I spend much more time studying than before.

But the final exam gave me a head-on blow. There are only more than 30 students in my class. There are only 48 students in our class. Ah, how does everyone study?

So it's a new semester, and this time I really get up early every day. I can always see a few familiar faces in the water room in the morning, and someone always arrives earlier than me.

I seem to have opened the door to a new world. Most people's Excellence is the result of hard work. There may be people who get something for nothing, but they will never be so powerful and rich When you don't work hard, people around you are just like you, talking about gossip about a star, Kan Kan, and constantly having conflicts over trifles. But when you really learn, you will not take it to heart.

So, when I see it, don't pick up men in the garbage. I suddenly had a clear understanding. The circle you live in is different, and the people you meet are definitely different. You always envy others to marry into a rich family, regardless of their background or their contribution. Yes, I have always loved reading novels such as Overbearing President Fall in Love with Me, and my biggest dream is to find a Gao Fushuai. However, this premise requires our own efforts. You must have the courage and ability to stand with him.

Before the end of this semester, I faced the first setback in my life. That is, I passed my driving test. I was in a state of mind, and then I failed the third class four times, leaving only one last chance. Life finally laid hands on me, a kitten. I have some doubts about life and myself. In the 20 years before my life, no matter what I did, I was always luckier than most people and would have a good result.

This time, I can only admit that I am just an ordinary person, and the goddess of luck will not be by your side forever. If everyone is so excellent, who will accept the ordinary? All I can do is to reconcile with my poor self, and then continue to work hard, as long as I can live the life I want and not envy other people's poems and distant places.

Never learn to compromise with fate and do your best. Why listen to destiny? Can't things be 100% sure? In other words, if you do what you should do, even if you don't succeed, you don't have to regret it in the future. Now is not the time to win or lose, and no one is asking you to sacrifice your life for your ideals.

So I only hope that you can love life and be yourself every day.

The future, only you can define! Come on!