The last time I felt this way was when I learned that Teacher Li Yong had passed away. The big boy who danced in "Lucky 52" actually left quietly after anti-cancer 17 months. It was not until after the funeral that his wife Ha Wen made a low-key statement in Weibo: "In the United States, after 17 months of anti-cancer treatment, I lost my love forever at 5: 20 am on April 25, 2008/kloc-0 ..." Last time we paid attention to him, was it because he cut short the iconic long hair that had been left for many years, or because we questioned them? Or is it because the reporter just took a gaunt photo of him at the airport and questioned his drug use ... or ... or, I didn't expect that under their calm surface, they have experienced the stormy waves of life again and again!
All the parting that once broke the heart and lungs can't hurt the last time in life!
You see, no matter how you roll, how frustrated you are, how hard you work, how you struggle in your little world ... this world will always run at its own pace and have the power to crush everything.
Speaking of it, the age at the beginning of the eight characters is quite amazing. 1998 flood, 2008 earthquake, 18, we left one familiar predecessor after another.
In 1998, I was in the third grade of primary school, and I was trying to get into a strict private school. Because all my friends around me have been transferred there one after another, I sadly found that it seems that I will be abandoned if I don't work hard, so with trembling efforts, the whole world has been filled with this hurdle.
In 2008, I was promoted to senior three. It is also in the critical period of life, but because people around me will measure the value of life by what kind of university they will take in the future, they always feel that life is not life, but a life to endure, which is extremely depressing. After going through one level after another like a war, you will still meet little monsters with claws. There seems to be no other way except telling myself to be patient.
But in retrospect, you will find that the casual choices you made when you were studying were actually great changes in your destiny. You just stood at a fork in the road and saw the clouds. The day you made your choice was quite plain in your diary. You thought it was an ordinary day in your life.
In fact, changes have taken place, and the earth shakes without fear. At that time, only Tao was ordinary.
/kloc-in 0/8 years, I have changed from a girl editor to a senior royal sister editor, and I have worked as a magazine and book, as well as a writer. One day, I suddenly found that time did not know when to speed up the pace. In 1998, there was too much gossip. In 2008, the pace was very slow, and it reached 18, which seemed to be jogging. Now, I finally realize that time is precious, and I will never waste my life for a little money and misunderstanding.
Jin Yong died of illness in Hong Kong, Li Yong, a famous mouth, died of cancer, and Wu Heshi, a cross talk master ... In the past 54 days, 14 artists have left one after another, which suddenly made me realize that we have reached the age of starting to say goodbye.
The chased star retired and the comic book he read was over.
My favorite singer retired, and my beloved Aidou got married.
The author who read it died and his idol disappeared.
The old benchmark is gone, and many new faces are no longer known.
The glory and glory of the past were swept away by the new trend and lost in the past. Time takes away not only individual people, but also the imprint of an era, as well as our countless cries and impulses day and night.
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Although in this fast-paced world, leaving is a common thing. But I still don't think we are good at saying goodbye, because I don't know whether this wave of goodbye is for the next reunion or for never seeing each other again.
Until an old and respected friend said to me: it doesn't matter, everyone will have this day. But something is with me in my heart, so I won't be too sad.
The water passed without trace, but it remained in my heart.
Thank you for leaving so many good programs and works to light a lamp for those who got lost later.
It is these wisdom and happiness that make us who we are today. So even if it is lost, it will not be a pity.
Mr. Jin Yong wrote in "The Condor Heroes": "You see these white clouds gather and disperse, disperse and gather, and life is on and off, so that's it."
I only wish, for the next journey, to leave without regret and live a good life.
When writing this sentence, I seem to hear Yang Guo's clear voice saying, "This meeting is very good, and there is a lot of excitement. We'll meet in the Jianghu one day and have another drink. Let's say goodbye. "
Well, let's say goodbye here. We'll never meet again.