Before losing contact, Lu donated his favorite books to the library. I think his behavior is actually giving what he likes to more people in need. Instead of destroying his own things, he gave them to others neatly. The moment he donated his favorite basic art books, it also showed that she no longer pursued her dreams. He was disheartened and decided to end his life. He is really a very kind and sensitive child. He wrote in his suicide note that he was a left-behind child who grew up in a mountain village and longed for sadness since childhood. He tried his best to get out of this mountain village and pursue his dream.

But because of campus bullying and various reasons, it is becoming more and more difficult for him to pursue his dreams. I believe he must have had a very hard time when he was bullied on campus, so that he had some very big psychological resistance factors. What kind of realm should a person reach before he is afraid of death and wants to end his own life, that is, after many setbacks and pains, he has no hope for the world and no nostalgia for it, so that he can resolutely go to the road of death.

I think it may also be because he was bullied at school. School bullying has a great influence on people, both psychologically and academically. After being bullied at school, he certainly can't keep up with his studies. I think he wants to tell you more by donating books. In fact, he is very eager for knowledge. These books represent his thirst for knowledge on the one hand, and his pursuit on the other. One of his great dreams is to set up his own photography studio. And he has been pursuing his dream of photography, but because many of his excellent works have not been rewarded accordingly, he has been walking very hard on this road.