1

I know a good senior. Her father is not a professor, and she has no strong backing. With her solid skills, she won a few places in the school.

On the day when she learned that her postgraduate entrance examination was successful, she flew back to the dormitory from the college teacher's office and excitedly shared the news with three other girlfriends in the dormitory. Her voice is several times higher than usual because of excitement! But she found that none of the three people in the dormitory looked back at herself. Completely regard yourself as transparent air, and those who play mobile phones play mobile phones and fake sleep. She doesn't know what she did wrong. A fiery heart was suddenly splashed with cold water. She silently closed the door and stood at the door, at a loss.

What did I do wrong? Why don't you talk to me? Baoyan is very important to me. Even if you don't like me, you won't be silent, will you?

After a while, she heard three roommates talking.

"Ah, what do you think of her? What is there to show off? It's just that she got the guarantee of research. "

"... yes, I know I go to the library to study every day. "

The senior held back his tears, clenched his fist, pursed his lips, and then coughed twice to let them know that she had not left. It is estimated that the three girls got the message, and the voice of discussion came to an abrupt end.

Freshman has just started school, and four people from all corners of the country have no relatives in this foggy northern city. They will naturally regard their roommates who live in the dormitory day and night as their closest relatives. Their relationship is inseparable. Eating and sleeping together, doing problems in class together, shopping and eating together, and even going to the toilet are all hand in hand.

Everyone finally got rid of the third year of high school and enjoyed the freedom of the university.

If two people are unhappy, the other two will play the role of wooing and deliberately create a dinner party. Girls have delicate minds, and their birthdays are often coming. The other three people prepare, order cakes and prepare small gifts one week in advance, how to smuggle the forbidden rice cookers into the dormitory, when to decorate the dormitory and so on. ...

Just like Lin Xiao, Nan Xiang and Tang in Tiny Times, they make fun of each other and depend on each other.

Later, in the second year of high school, seniors began to consciously reduce the number of times they went out to play together.

After years of communication with 1 10, she clearly knows that the other three roommates are pampered and well-behaved girls with lives and status that she can't even reach on tiptoe. They can skip class all day just to watch the school grass and play basketball. You can buy skirts for more than 500 yuan, 65,438 yuan+0,000 yuan, you can change bags without blinking, and you can freely change the latest mobile phones and cosmetics. When they use a bottle of four or five hundred perfume, the senior who also pays attention to appearance at that age hesitates to buy more than thirty pieces of perfume in the shopping cart.

Their luxurious and unrestrained life is seen by their senior sisters, and sometimes they feel that they are deliberately showing off, and their young and sensitive hearts are quickly filled and their hearts are not happy. Fortunately, however, Senior Sister tried her best to control her emotions and turned envy, jealousy and hatred into her own motivation.

She knows that others are not rich, and if they don't study hard in college, they will have no chance after graduation.

So she began to go to the library alone with a thermos bottle and a schoolbag, and did the questions quietly. This is a day to go. How can she not waver when everyone around her is wasting her youth? Young hearts that want to be noticed expand first and then contract.

Because of the tiredness of reviewing, she often feels exhausted. When she returns to the dormitory, she just wants to lie in bed. Three roommates sometimes ask her to get out of bed, play cards and watch ghost movies. When she politely refuses, someone will whisper "it's boring" to her. In order not to disappoint everyone, she had to get out of bed and pretend to smile.

In this way, since the sophomore year, m-girls's life, which used to talk and laugh together, has become very different and the relationship has become more and more rigid. Senior sister works when she has time, is busy taking exams for certificates, studies indiscriminately, and fawns on powerful professors. Often the library closes before returning to the dormitory. Everyone else is asleep, get up and recite English.

It seems that none of us can accept people who are better or much worse than ourselves. We were more accustomed to living in a suitable circle, so three roommates in another circle began to reject her. For example, I often deliberately forget to leave the door for her, so that seniors can't rush into the dormitory, and often turn up the movie after she returns to the dormitory.

Senior is not a soft persimmon. As soon as she is in a hurry, she quarrels with them.

They said, "Don't you think about our feelings when you get up in the morning and rummage through the washbasin to make noise?" What nonsense do you write with the lamp on in the middle of the night, which will affect our rest? What did we say about you? "

Being outnumbered, the senior was angry and anxious. He went off campus to find a rental house and vowed never to live with the three of them again. However, a month's rent is equivalent to a month's food, so she has to endure the injustice and continue to live in the dormitory.

2

Senior sister drank milk tea and told me these things flatly, as if it was not her who was once left out by her roommate. I bit the plastic straw in surprise and didn't know how to reply to her.

The seniors are very eloquent and often host various large-scale school activities-that's why I was shocked. I can't imagine that she smiled very touching on the stage and experienced such unknown sadness behind her.

I met my senior at an awards party. There is only one award party left in the school-level competition held by our club. The day before the party, the hostess was ill, so the president found her with a lot of hosting experience. Because I am also the head of the club, I have more contact with my senior sister and often invite the library to study, so I gradually get familiar with it.

"In fact, I really admire you. You can still study hard in that environment."

The senior smiled: "At first, I felt uncomfortable. I just want to know. I accepted the reality of my life and accepted the reality of my life. "

She continued: "Because we pursue different things and care about different things, they care about what package LV has and which star is cheating. I care about the knowledge points in the exam and how much money I have this month. I don't care what they care about, and they naturally don't care what I care about. "

Baoyan may be the decisive thing for a senior, but for three girls who are profligate and have never suffered, Baoyan may never be in their dictionary. They just need to dress up beautifully, eat, drink and mix well until graduation, and then they will still have a night of singing and dancing.

Fortunately, seniors have never cared about other people's indifference. She accumulated her hair in the most stupid and industrious way, and finally got a better result than expected-Baoyan.

I know that there will be people who don't care about your handwriting, your hard-earned certificate, your stupidity in going to the library, no one who likes you for no reason, and no one who cares about your efforts.

If you don't do well, there will be all kinds of ridicule. Even if you succeed, someone will say you are lucky behind your back.

We are all the same, and we are ignored and questioned by others.

However, this does not mean that others are lofty and unreasonable, and it is certainly not the reason for your defeat. Some people are born with aura, and the milk they drink is expensive. Some people have experienced family changes since birth-we are destined to belong to different classes from birth. But this is not for us to decide. It's impossible to compare.

None of this matters! Just know what you care about and what you want most. Why care about other people's eyes? I think of a sentence in Silent Confession: "All our lives, we want to get rid of the expectations of others and find our true self."

You must work very hard, so that one day you can give the middle finger to those who have not paid attention to you and your efforts: life is so cool!

Be careful/earnest