When I first went to college, my roommates and classmates didn't play very well. I am always alone, whether I go to the library or eat in the canteen, I am alone. I really felt lonely at that time. In high school and junior high school, I have always been a very cheerful person. I always have many friends around me. Even if you go to the toilet, you have to be alone in groups, and suddenly you feel suffocated and even a little breathless. But after a long time, I gradually get used to it, and even think that a person can live well sometimes, even better than before.
When you feel lonely alone, as if you can't live any longer and feel desperate, you can think more about the benefits of being alone. As far as eating is concerned, a person can eat whatever he wants, whether he wants to eat with you or not, so that he can have more freedom in time. When you are alone, you can fully arrange your own time. Actually, it's not without benefits. It's just that you feel a little wronged not having a speaker around you.
But as long as you make full use of one's time and arrange your life to the fullest, you won't feel too lonely. When I can't find anyone to get along with, I will spend more time reading in the library and doing part-time jobs outside, so that my life will be fully arranged and I won't think so much. Anyway, don't lose hope in life. You must believe that one day you can find a like-minded friend.