But before 2020, I don't have such a good life. Staying up late, chasing plays, reading novels, playing games … these were once an indispensable part of my life at that time.
Later, a boy appeared, which completely changed me and saved me from the darkness like a light.
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When I was a sophomore, everyone else was studying hard, but I was wasting my time.
In my impression, they fought for the answer to a question and finally lined up in the sunshine at the office door.
In order to pursue serial novels, I joined the fans and encouraged the authors to add more.
I met that boy in a math group, and I was dragged into the group by my classmates in a muddle, and I rarely soaked in the group.
That night, a girl in the math group sent a mock finale. The quiet group suddenly exploded and everyone whispered.
After about a light, no one could solve the problem, and the lively group fell silent again.
Until a violet's head was sent out, the silent group began to make trouble again. The administrator said, pay tribute to the great god!
Violet's head, set off by a pile of black and white heads, is particularly bright and moving.
I sent a message in the group, beautiful god, admire!
I am a man. The reply is concise and clear.
I was drinking soda at that time, and I sprayed water out of my mouth, without any image. How could it be a man?
I have been paying attention to this avatar for a long time. Every time someone in the group sends a question and no one answers it, this person with a violet head will come out to answer it in time.
I also secretly checked his buckle information, which was clearly female.
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When I was brushing my circle of friends that day, WeChat suddenly sent a verification message. Vahlert's head, it can't be him.
I click to pass the verification, and my fingers are shaking, which is a kind of inferiority in front of people who bring their own aura.
I soon adjusted my mind. Are you the great god of the math group?
Hmm.
How did you add me?
Group owner
I thought, as expected, learning to bully is cold.
Why did you ... why did you add me? I asked curiously.
Prove to someone that I am a man.
Seeing this reply, forgive me for not laughing. This must be a straight man. Don't you speak implicitly?
Soon, we got to know each other. He is the same age as me and a sophomore, but I found him to be a very special boy. He is different from all the boys I know.
I saw the beauty of life in him. He sends Weibo every day, and the books he has read, the places he has been and the articles he has written all leave indelible marks in Weibo.
I secretly flipped through the selfie he sent. In the photo, his eyes are clean and clear, and he wears a casual trench coat, which has a quiet and peaceful temperament.
Later, I will like reading and writing, which is largely influenced by him. Maybe it's really "near the ink".
My enthusiasm for idolatry is fading away. I cancelled my idol on Weibo and quit my fan base. For this reason, the captain also talked to me privately and asked me if something had happened.
I began to pay attention to that boy, imitating him to send friends and take selfies. Although I have cut my hair again and again, my impetuous heart seems to be slowly smoothed by a quiet force.
I seem to see the prosperity of life from the peach blossoms with packages to be placed; The smile on everyone's face is so beautiful; I stretched out my hand and touched the afternoon sunshine, which was warm.
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My parents quarreled on a rainy day.
That Friday, I rode home alone, dragging my suitcase in the alley, and my heart was still full of joy. My home is at the end of the alley.
I heard a familiar quarrel from a distance. They have been quarreling for many years since I was born.
As soon as I dragged my suitcase into the threshold, I heard my father's roar. It's your fault. After all these years, I can't even give birth to a son.
My mother was so angry that tears came to her eyes. She said, I also want to have a son, but I didn't expect to have a daughter in the end. what can I do?
I dragged my suitcase into the room and made a circle of friends. They quarreled again … and then went out without looking back.
I ate a plate of barbecue in a barbecue stall and ate roasted wings quietly. Maybe the smoke made my eyes want to cry like Chili powder.
Suddenly, the cell phone rang. That's an unknown mobile phone. Press the answer key, and a strong and magnetic voice came from the other end of the phone.
You're ... okay? Unfortunately, I can't give you a hug without you. If you want to cry, cry.
That day, I sat at the door of the barbecue stall, watching the heavy rain, completely ignoring the image, so I cried crazily and cried all the sadness accumulated in my heart over the years.
Then many strangers handed me paper towels, and the uncle who sold barbecue stood in front of me embarrassed and watched me cry for a long time.
He said, little girl, why are you crying so sad? Is it because uncle's barbecue is not delicious? Stop crying, uncle won't charge you!
I don't know if uncle is playing dumb or really stupid, but my cold heart is instantly wrapped in sunshine, which is touching.
At that time, the rain had stopped and a curved rainbow appeared in the sky. That was the first time I saw a rainbow. It was beautiful.
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We haven't contacted for a long time, and his Weibo and circle of friends haven't been updated. Sometimes I stare at his photos in a daze.
I have memorized his mobile phone number. I really want to call him, but I'm afraid I'll abrupt him.
I decided to call him on the second day of National Day. When the phone was dialed, my heart was pounding, and I was afraid that he would answer or not. Very ambivalent mood.
It was his sister who answered the phone. She asked me who I was and I said I was his friend. He hasn't updated Weibo and his circle of friends for a long time, and I'm worried about him.
For a long time, a girl choked from the other end of the phone. My brother has just finished appendicitis surgery and is still recovering.
My heart suddenly seems to be caught by something, and it hurts faintly.
According to his sister, they are single-parent families and their parents divorced when they were young. In that mock exam, he was taken to the hospital with unbearable abdominal pain, and he was diagnosed with appendicitis. His sister was in tears, but he smiled and said nothing.
When I pressed the pause button, I also cried. I think he is really strong. Life is unfair to him, but he smiles at the news of life.
A week later, I saw him send Weibo, and he quoted Haizi's famous sentence: Facing the sea, spring blooms.
There are also words written to me: that girl, life is not as bad as we thought, but life is actually beautiful.
This poem is accompanied by some pictures showing the back of a boy facing the sea. I think he must be smiling, although he can't see the front.
I always believed him later. No matter what setbacks I encountered, I never gave up on myself, worked hard and lived bravely.
I quit TV series, novels and games, and stopped idolizing and reading and writing with him. The impetuousness in my heart gradually disappeared.
Many times I think that if he didn't appear in my life, my life should still be spent in a blur.
Finally, I want to say: that boy, thank you for coming to my world with sunshine. Thank you for teaching me to grow up.
If you have such a person in your life, please cherish it. Believe me, he will be an important person in your life.