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That autumn, a breeze came from the green leaves of the phoenix tree outside the window. As a student representative, Gu Qinglang strode onto the platform of the school auditorium, and thousands of people were silent. Everyone looked up at the legendary genius boy. Zhou Xiaonian is late. He bent down and sneaked into the back door of the auditorium, but accidentally knocked over his schoolbag. A book slipped out, and sharp-eyed students saw the title, which was "Seven Mathematical Conjectures in the World".

As a freshman, I will spare no effort to devote myself to my study and pursue my dream.

Zhou Xiaonian gawked at impassioned Gu Qinglang on the podium, turned around and grabbed a man and asked, who is he?

You don't know who he is? The interviewee pointed his nose at Zhou Xiaonian disdainfully and cast an admiring look on the stage. He is the winner of the Olympic gold medal, the talented boy Gu Qinglang!

At this moment. After Gu Qinglang's speech, there was ringing applause all around. Gu Qinglang held his head high and proudly walked past everyone and Zhou Xiaonian.

Zhou Xiaonian never dreamed that he and Gu Qinglang were assigned to a class. In math class, a tricky and famous teacher threw a difficult problem that junior three students couldn't solve on the blackboard. Some students gasped, while more people just stared at the book. But Gu Qinglang didn't. Gu Qinglang smiled contemptuously. He gently held the chalk to solve the formula, and he was confident in one go. When he stepped off the platform, the whole class burst into warm applause.

The teacher stood smiling with his chest in his arms. Zhou Xiaonian raised his hand. The teacher nodded and asked, what do you think of this classmate?

Zhou Xiaonian was silent, picked up Gu Qinglang's half chalk and drew a question mark at the end of the equation. Teacher, there is something wrong with the topic itself, so I think it is necessary to demonstrate the solvability of the topic and then give the corresponding answer.

The whole class was in uproar, only the teacher clapped his hands: remember, we don't study to solve problems mechanically. More often, we should learn to question and think first. Please learn this from Zhou Xiaonian!

Zhou Xiaonian was flattered, hurriedly bowed and secretly ran back to his seat. Gu Qinglang looked up to see him, only to find that his eyes crossed Zhou Xiaonian's head and shone on the glistening marble floor. He was actually covered by Zhou Xiaonian's shadow.

On the basketball court, Zhou Xiaonian struggled to shoot in a 1 1 jersey. Sweat dripped down the teenager's clothes, and a girl whispered beside her: How handsome!

Gu Qinglang took the mineral water handed over by his best friend and drank it in a big way, moving quickly and in a hurry.

On that day, if careful students recall this scene, then they should remember that in the whole game, Gu Qinglang's focus was only on one person, that is Zhou Xiaonian. Whether Zhou Xiaonian is catching, passing, running up or shooting, Gu Qinglang will rush to fight for it. His attitude was so stubborn that he lost his previously dismissive coolness.

As a result, some students gradually whispered that Gu Qinglang felt that his genius identity was challenged, so Zhou Xiaonian was embarrassed everywhere. As always, Zhou Xiaonian greeted Gu Qinglang cheerfully and discussed math problems, without taking each other's attitude as a problem.

It's the final exam in a blink of an eye, and only two people in the city get full marks in mathematics. One is of course a genius Gu Qinglang, and the other is Zhou Xiaonian.

The lonely and silent handsome guy Zhou Xiaonian has finally been paid attention to. Some girls who chased Gu Qinglang followed Zhou Xiaonian instead. Rumor has it that his family is very poor and only his mother lives with him. Her mother set up a stall in front of a primary school, hungry for jiaozi wonton and sold it to greedy children. Zhou Xiaonian is a dutiful son. He goes to his mother's booth to help her after school every day.

Girls always tend to show more sympathy for sad people, so they give up waiting for the appearance of Prince Gu Qinglang at the school gate and go to Zhou Xiaonian's mother's roadside stall to take care of business. In math class, the teacher who used to love Gu Qinglang obviously just paid more attention to Zhou Xiaonian.

Gu Qinglang gradually felt dull breathing, and the appearance of Zhou Xiaonian made him feel out of control on the highway for the first time. He felt unspeakable anger in his heart, and he wanted to jump up and resist, to give Zhou Xiaonian a powerful blow and take away everything that belonged to him.

However, for those small emotions that are slowly fermenting in Gu Qinglang's heart, Zhou Xiaonian is melancholy and unknown.

For him, the happiest thing is that if he does well in the exam, he will see his mother smiling with satisfaction behind the steaming cauldron. At that time, his mother will warmly greet the guests and proudly tell them that my son has won the first prize again, and today's wonton is my treat.

Because he was too silent, Zhou Xiaonian didn't have very good friends, but when he first saw the radiant Gu Qinglang on the podium, there seemed to be a ray of light penetrating his closed heart. At that moment, he wished that he could become Gu Qinglang one day.

So he began to approach Gu Qinglang intentionally or unintentionally. Go to the canteen to eat at noon, and he will bring food to Gu Qinglang who is still sitting at the table to solve the problem. On the physical education class, two people always hold basketball and sweat like little beasts under the blue sky.

Zhou Xiaonian thinks that this is friendship, and there is an indestructible friendship in his heart. After school, they often stay together to solve math problems that they think can beat each other, and then walk out of school side by side with a smile at dusk. One day Zhou Xiaonian asked Gu Qinglang: What is your dream? Gu Qinglang stopped, looked into Zhou Xiaonian's black eyes, and then said slowly: My dream is to be the first forever. Zhou Xiaonian, you know, there are so many talented people, but first, there is only one!

Soon, the news came that the National Olympic Games had started again. This time, gold medal winners will be selected to go to the United States to participate in the international Olympic Games, and the winners of the international Olympic Games will receive full scholarships to go to the United States as exchange students. The pay is quite attractive.

Gu Qinglang and Zhou Xiaonian both closed their hearts, stayed out of the classroom after class, and painstakingly prepared for the inter-school tryouts.

The selection results will come out soon. Zhou Xiaonian not only won the first place, but also broke the previous highest score. Gu qinglang followed closely, and the two were regarded as the top seed players by the school to prepare for the upcoming national competition.

The day before the competition, they sat at the same table and listened to the math teacher's final sprint analysis before the competition. I don't know which girl who admired them sneaked to the window, clicked, and the flash flashed by. Before they could react, two faces with hidden worries were fixed on the film.

In the spring of the second year of high school, camellia bloomed all over the campus. Everyone is expecting good news. Some teachers predict that Zhou Xiaonian is likely to win the gold medal and win glory for the school.

However, to everyone's surprise, neither Zhou Xiaonian nor Gu Qinglang won the prize, and Zhou Xiaonian never went back to school.

Later, according to an informed teacher, Zhou Xiaonian was found to be suspected of cheating on the field and was disqualified on the spot, which also greatly affected Gu Qinglang's mood in the same examination room, which eventually led to Gu Qinglang's abnormal performance and failed to win a medal.

No one knows where Zhou Xiaonian went. The roadside stall between him and his mother seems to have disappeared overnight. Some people say that Zhou Xiaonian's mother was disappointed with Zhou Xiaonian's derailment and felt ashamed to live here anymore, so she moved away with Zhou Xiaonian. Then someone asked: Zhou Xiaonian is so good at math, why did he cheat?

After this incident, Gu Qinglang seems to be a different person. He began to be silent, sitting in the seat where Zhou Xiaonian had studied math problems, reading quietly every day. The teacher shook his head and said with a sigh that the child has not yet got out of the shadow of Zhou Xiaonian.

However, only Gu Qinglang knows how big a secret he is carrying. This secret is like a hidden scarlet letter, which always burns his heart and makes him restless all day.

He still clearly remembers that day in the examination room, he looked up and saw Zhou Xiaonian answer the questions confidently. Those jealousies used to fuel his heart like a fire, so he secretly folded a small piece of paper, wrote some answers on it, and threw it on Zhou Xiaonian's desk as soon as the teacher turned around. Then, just as Zhou Xiaonian opened the note with a puzzled face, the teacher turned back.

But Zhou Xiaonian, you know, from the moment you questioned the teacher's topic on the blackboard, I wanted to be good friends with you. At that time, I was full of envy for you. I admire you very much and want to be your bosom friend. Can you believe it?

But I underestimated the evil little beast inside me. I'm afraid your talent and aura will drown me like the sea from now on. You are like the imaginary enemy of youth. Whenever I look at the glory and admiration that once belonged to me running in your direction, my heart will be full of jealousy, and they will burn more and more brightly, gradually making me unable to find the direction of return.

Zhou Xiaonian, do you remember that some students took pictures of us before the game? After you left, I specially asked that classmate for a photo as a souvenir. In this photo, our heads are together, and the sun shines into the classroom through the dust. You have no idea how much I regret not having time to say sorry and thank you.

There are too many grievances in my heart, and I don't know who to confide in.

There are too many grievances in my heart, and I don't know who to confide in (Chapter 1) 1. I was wronged at work today and cried for a long time.

The second minister came back and invited me to have dinner with him. I was in tears, like a wronged child, explaining my grievances. I spent a whole day on data, and my computer crashed after work. . . The vice minister said that he was, too, and both of us were unhappy-the idea of the end of the day. . . I'm sorry I promised not to go to dinner.

Maybe, there is a person in everyone's heart, just like a scar that will never heal. Whenever I mention it or touch it gently, it will hurt faintly.

Smile for a while before you cry, and then pretend that it is a happy tear.

Actually, I know what I am. I always knew it. I didn't push him away this time, but he had already made that decision. I don't want to expect anything from him, and I don't care about being wronged more. To put it bluntly, as a girlfriend, I can't do anything and I can't show up at any time. I don't expect anything, just because I love him. I won't lose my temper, I won't make a scene, I just listen and understand. But he forgot that I have undertaken more than anyone else.

6. You never know how hard it is for me to know behind my back, no matter how wronged or how much I miss it.

7. In life, there may be some grievances that are not satisfactory. Contentment is a good thing. Besides, it's a good idea to endure it. In short, thank you for what you have and strive for what you don't have. As for those extravagant things, just forget them secretly. Endure, endure again. Just right.

8. Have motivation, delete motivation, be unsociable, stay up late, listen to music, be silent, wait for someone, regret the end, return disappointed, fail to live up to expectations, be unmoved, and be not crazy.

9. If you feel wronged, don't embarrass yourself. Take a walk in the evening and look at the sky. The breeze can dilute your troubles.

10. I know, I understand, I understand, I go, I let go.

1 1. The worst feeling is not knowing whether to wait or give up.

12. You see, my old lover is so happy with others. I didn't cry, but the rain fell in my eyes. It is sunny today.

13. People who are afraid of hiding far away will affect him. They have been wronged too much. ?

14. Don't cry, don't be wronged, just cry and forget it after crying.

15. the temperature of tears in the body is 70℃, and it is only 30℃ when they flow out of the corner of their eyes and encounter cold air. This is the temperature of missing.

16. The saddest thing in life is to meet a very special person and realize that it will never happen and give up sooner or later.

17. I think every day of yours is better than ten thousand years on earth. I flew thousands of light years, looking for a destination called forever.

18. My persistence was described by you as being beaten tenaciously, and my grievance was described by you as being spoiled.

19. I yearn for his happiness more than anyone else in the world, but it will be sad to think that this happiness is not mine.

20. Even if you are unhappy and wronged, don't lose your self-restraint.

There are too many grievances in my heart, and I don't know who to confide in (Chapter II) 2 1. Originally, many times, I was so wronged that I wanted to explode, and the fire was on my mouth, but I smiled helplessly.

22. If you have been giving selflessly, the other party has been accepting it calmly, you have been wronged yourself, and the other party has been ignoring your dignity. I'm afraid this kind of love is not love. If love is humble, it is no longer love; If love is painful, it is not called love.

23. Asking the right person in the right way and at the right time is the springboard for every new discovery.

24. Why care too much about other people's eyes and wronged yourself?

25. I feel faint sadness, but I don't know who to tell. I always feel that it is someone else's burden to say it. It is better to rot these sad things in my heart, but my little heart can't digest them in this process!

26. Maybe regret and youth are always tied together, and we can't allow a little injustice until we let go.

27. No one cares how you cry in the middle of the night, and no one cares how you toss and turn for several autumn days. Outsiders only look at the results and support the process themselves. When you understand this truth, you won't be melodramatic in front of people, and you won't talk about it everywhere for relief.

28. A person has only one heart, but two atria.

29. Maybe I am immature, but maybe it's because you are too young.

30. You taught me to be strong and cruel. Later, you said you missed me for who I was.

3 1. If love is over, it is over. Don't look back, go to your next goal.

There is no reason to like someone. His contribution without regrets is considered worthwhile as long as he can be with the person he loves. In fact, there are some such people around us, but we haven't found that the people who know you best will always protect you by your side and won't let you suffer a little injustice; People who really love you will not say a lot of things that love you, but will do a lot of things that love you.

The antonym of success is not failure, but doing nothing.

34. Too many words can't be told, too many grievances can't be vented, and sadness can only be buried deep in my heart. ...

35. People who know you will always be around to protect you and won't make you feel a little wronged ... People who really love you will do a lot of things that love you and won't say much ... If you have such people around you, please cherish them. ...

36. Tanabata love mantra, because of deep love, so ignore the injury; Because I feel distressed, I am willing to tolerate it; Because I don't want to lose, I would rather be wronged. A person who is willing to put down his pride for you is the one who loves you the most; A heart that is willing to integrate into life for you is the heart that really loves you.

37. Smile, don't complain. Leisure, carefree, casual, casual. Just a hundred years later, a flower blooms, and life is doomed to change.

38. If you feel wronged, try to keep a diary and record every bit in words. Kneel down and hug yourself if you feel wronged.

39. Some wounds will get better after a long time, and some grievances will be relieved after they are figured out.

40. Am I too greedy or something! Why do I feel my life is so bad! Isn't my life in charge? I am really wronged! Very depressing! Where did you start wrong? ...

A collection of sentences (60 sentences) that I don't know how to relieve my mood loss.

I don't know how to relieve my depressed mood (1) 1. Time old people always walk silently and watch silently, which is a blessing and an inevitable fate! But after all, the belt is getting wider and wider, and the Iraqis are not haggard. We are still walking in the fleeting time, laughing at the helplessness of the old man. Just because we are waiting for the flowers agreed in each other's hearts, I believe we will overcome the emotional haze.

We changed from iron to lovers. She cheated her parents and angered the teacher for my cold best friend. There is only one person in the world who told me not to cherish it.

You woke me up suddenly, and our acquaintance can be counted in years. You found your love, and I'm still wandering around.

I am within your reach and beyond your reach.

Even if I don't have a charming appearance! We should also have the pride of destroying the ideal city.

6. We won't wave our sleeves without taking away a sadness, we won't be spotless, and don't forget that we have all been simple.

7. I would rather be like a child than watch too many things and listen to too many mistakes, just for a lifetime.

8. There is no sunshine in the old city. You and I have a similar dream.

9. heartbreaking retention is just a sign of unwillingness.

10. If I am dispensable in your world, I will quit mercilessly.

1 1. I think love is too simple. Losing you also broke our promise.

12. Without appetite, you can't tell sadness from happiness. Have you ever heard of despair? That's about it.

13. We all strive to love a person, love a person's sadness, love a person's happiness, love a person's smile, love a person's tears, love and love everything about a person.

14. You once said that I was your favorite, and now I am your old love.

15. The saddest thing is that I spent all my youth and best love, but only taught him how to love another person.

16. Happiness is like a piece of natural porcelain. Once broken, it can't be better.

17. Leave and leave, just a little unaccustomed, everything is always dull.

18. There must be at least two impulses in life, one is desperate love, and the other is a trip when leaving.

19. Everything is your own, success is your own, failure is your own.

20. Sometimes I really envy a woman who can coquetry, but I'm not. I'm the kind of person who can't learn.

I don't know how to relieve my depressed mood (Part II) 2 1. The reason why the earth is round is because God wants those who are lost or lost to meet again.

Maybe we are all too young to stand the test.

23. How painful it is to watch your enthusiasm cool down.

24. Seeing the departure of time, we wake up one month and fly over an ocean of time. We are often hurt in love.

25. Don't make yourself so tired to cater to everyone, try to make everyone happy. You will forget how to laugh.

26. All along, I can't help but doubt the whole world. I doubt that the eyes, the smile, the words and the expression are lukewarm. The infatuated pen and ink fainted, but loneliness followed.

27. Only blame us for being too young. We want love but we can't give each other the future we want.

28. I think the saddest thing in life is not that I never saw it, but that I met it, got it and was taken away.

29. If I had a choice, I would rather not know you, than let myself fall in love with you, and even less leave you with scars!

You don't have to slow down, just leave one hand behind you. I will catch up with you with that hand.

3 1. How can I put it? Feelings are as ruthless as killers and as unpredictable as the wind. They blow all over everyone, but they won't stay for anyone.

32. The years are still long. If you are kind-hearted, someone will ride with you and drink.

33. The cruelest way to treat a lover is not to love and hate, not to cheat and betray, but to gradually become indifferent after love reaches the extreme.

Thank you for your existence. It exists in the deepest and most beautiful place in my memory. Thank you. Because of you, I only remember these furry outlines. They have bright apertures that make me happy.

You don't have to forget the past, but you must let it go.

36. Only later did I know how important fresh love is, just like expired yogurt, no matter how delicious it is, you should throw it away. How much do you like being so gentle?

37. The so-called true love means that you still cherish each other after losing all your feelings, enthusiasm and romance.

When I didn't know what adjectives to use to modify our love, I found that it was just an uncountable noun for you.

39. If I have you in my heart, I will always take the initiative to find you; If you are not in my heart, I will automatically ignore you. Don't pursue a person who doesn't love you with dignity.

I need you, not because I can't live without you, but because I am happier when I am with you than when I am alone.

I don't know how to relieve my depressed mood (Chapter III) 4 1 I once dreamed of traveling around the world with my sword and seeing the prosperity of the world.

42. Who should be robbed by whom has become an obsession.

43. A long, long promise, a long teenager stays in memory.

44. The sun shines through the window, so the fine dust mixed with sawdust creates an ethereal and real scene.

45. Some things can never be replaced, just as some people will never forget.

46. Cooling down again and again turns the leaves yellow; Indifference again and again makes people indifferent.

47. The cruelest thing in the world is not that we didn't meet the person we love, but that we met and finally missed it. We used to love each other, and it hurts to think about it.

48. I never wanted to face myself, for fear that I could not bear the pain, and I never wanted to touch my memory. Who reminds you of your pain; Who makes you so fragile?

49. I'm afraid that there will be no return, that I'm afraid that I'll be happy, and that you won't come.

50. I'm suffering from loss and gain every day. I am afraid that you will be liked by others, and I am afraid that you will like others.

5 1. Later, I found that you are a reflection in my heart, which reminds me at some point. But this has nothing to do with the real you.

52. Why can you hurt others so far away, but comfort must be by your side?

53. Even if you are unhappy, you will never disturb the happiness of others. This is the principle.

54. Love has come and gone, and I was infatuated and hated. Only when you have been hurt will you understand that everything is wrong.

I want to find a good friend, and we can talk about him. We are not love, but incomparable friendship.

56. I don't know where the road ends. All I know is that the road ahead is bumpy. I don't know whether you still need my care or my company.

57. When I attend your wedding, what makeup should I wear to tell you that I am still fine without you.

58. Yesterday's story may be complete. Why do you want to search for details and relive old dreams on this lonely rainy night?

59. Later, I gave up, and all this was a great realization that I exchanged with tears.

60. Hold her hand and you will no longer be my hero!