1 The second mode is not necessarily better than the first mode, but your psychological requirements are high. Those experts who write questions will not follow the routine to write simulation questions. For example, the difficulty of doing the problem is 4: 4: 2. As a result, you didn't answer the middle question correctly, and the score came down at once. So, don't mind the second mold is not good. As the saying goes, "you can only see the mud in your legs when you are out of water", so you should be calm inside. The final victory lies in this persistence.
I advise you not to look at the ranking of that district. Not 8 thousand, but 10 thousand people went to the same school as you, spread out and went their separate ways.
I can see that you are strong and unwilling to lag behind, which is both an advantage and a disadvantage: this personality is sometimes emotional and needs to be adjusted in time. Just like racing on the runway, if you don't relax, you may be able to overtake him! Laugh till the end! Bless you! Cheer for you! !