The new 32 textbooks are very scary. Look at those 32 textbooks, no one knows which one to read first and where to learn.

I found that high school is different from junior high school. High school is a new beginning. Although I didn't do well in the senior high school entrance examination, that's already in the past. What I should care about is the present and the future. Now, my classmates and I are on the same starting line. As long as I am not as playful, lazy and unwilling to suffer as I was in junior high school, I believe I can do well. I will give myself more confidence, because I firmly believe that I am not more stupid than others.

However, the next high school life was too hard, and my confidence decreased a lot. I can understand three subjects except mathematics, Chinese and physics, and I can hardly understand other subjects, which makes me want to give up my original idea of studying hard and make me feel different from other students again. After all, they have studied hard for the senior high school entrance examination, so the hard work after attending high school can adapt quickly. And I, in the third grade, took a long vacation and played leisurely for a year. I surf the Internet at home while they are reviewing nervously. I'm lost again.

I always think that I made a mistake when I came to high school, but every time I think of the happy smile on my parents' faces when I promised them to come to high school, I want to stick to it. I want to understand the subjects I don't understand and read the subjects I know better. I thought about it for a long time. In order to make my parents smile more brightly, I will study harder and get good grades, so that my parents can smile proudly. Even if it is difficult, I think it is worth it.

Since I entered high school, my thoughts have been in a fierce struggle, which makes me very contradictory. So often repeated, one will be serious, one will be lazy. But now I won't do it again and again, because I know why my parents have such a happy smile when they see me go to school-they look at me as if they saw my bright future life.

Although reading is not the only way out, reading is the best way out. In order to repay my parents' love for me and for my better life in the future, I will embark on this road.

High school life, I will make you no longer strange!