Reflections on Western Decision-making (1)
I finally finished reading the classic Xi Jue. Reading novels on the computer is not an easy task, and my eyes are too uncomfortable. I read her novels because of Jing M.Guo's recommendation. She has always been my sister's favorite. I walked into his blog to see what kind of person this is, who can fascinate my sister like this, and this? After 80? The cutting-edge writer is a contemporary, and he came into contact with some of his works earlier, such as "Fantasy City" and "How Many Flowers Fall in Dreams".
While lamenting his brilliance, I can't help wondering if this man is too pessimistic. The dream is to show the post-80s youth. The whole novel makes people feel trapped in an inexplicable sadness. Their youth can be said to be vigorous and bohemian. It can be said that everyone seems to want to leave the deepest mark in his life at that moment, but in my circle of friends, our high school life is monotonous. I am stuck in the sea of questions in the stacks all day, and I don't have enough ABC and geometric analytic expressions in my mind. How can I have time to think about this? It is also possible that they are earlier than us. When we are still working on a geometric problem, people are already thinking about their own value. Hehe, this may be why people are famous great writers now, and we are still unknown as usual.
Jing M.Guo described his personality as a pessimistic optimist. In my understanding, he should be optimistic in life, but privately there is a pessimistic factor wandering around him. But he gave me the feeling that there are more pessimistic factors than optimistic ones. Zheng Xijue in the Great Decision of the West is such a person. I think he also recommended this book because he saw his own shadow in it. The biggest feeling that Zheng gave me was his tolerance. He can give up Chen Yan for his brother-in-law. For Zheng Dongni, a mentally retarded child, he can give up his happiness. How big your dream is, you can throw it away for others. Even if he can only watch others laugh and stand in the corner forever, he will silently bless others. Even if my heart is dying, I will say to them with a smile? Are you happy? For his family, for all the people he loves, to give up happiness. I don't know where he comes from. He is willing to take responsibility for everyone. Such a man is touching and worthy of pity.
All his efforts are due to the love of his family. In my opinion, in this warm home, his uncle and aunt take care of him in every possible way, and his little sister Zheng Nanyin is his support. He has no reason to be pessimistic. If he lost his parents when he was a child, it was caused by living in his uncle's house and his patron's house, it was really an arrangement in the novel. I can't help but understand. It can be said that he lives the life of the best sponsor in the world. I don't know if I can't stand the kindness of others, or if I am used to being alone. I know I am a person who can repay others with my life, but I dare not learn to accept it and live in the burden of love all the time. If his three uncles and aunts knew that their love had brought such a big burden to Xi Jue, I believe they would have chosen to leave him alone from the beginning and let him live well in exchange for peace of mind.
After reading this novel, I feel indescribable tired, not physically, but mentally. There are so many things to learn in life, at least learn to accept love first.
Reflections on Western Decision-making (2)
I just want to say that "Xi Jue" is natural and moving.
Lord Xi, a hero. He is also a slow person. He is handsome, tolerant and strong. As an orphan who lost his parents, in his eyes, he is not qualified to be weak. He is the only male grandson in the family, and naturally, his responsibility is immeasurable.
Dong Ni is an enchanting, affectionate and beautiful woman. Perhaps the experience of being too young made her eyes bitter and stubborn. She ran around the world and hit the south wall before turning back. As the head of the family, it has become the most frequently mentioned after a meal? Negative example? The constant slapstick and scuffle of her parents became an indelible pain in her heart. She can't forgive her parents, and she can't get it back.
Nanyin, the key figure in the family, is a treasure held by * * *. She suffered too much love. She is as beautiful and warm as the morning glow. Like the public, there have been rebellious and self-righteous high school romances. I don't know if the ending is good or bad. Finally, her love birds flew back from Guangzhou and landed at the steel base in Longcheng. Her feelings for Lord Xi, that is, her cousin, are more a determination to live together. She loves her brother, and Xi takes it for granted to be kind to her. Blind indulgence, firm persistence, crazy follow-up, heartbreaking crying and maintenance, such a woman will still live an ordinary life with Sue.
The word hate is deeply engraved in the center of the article, as hot as fire, like molten steel forged in Longcheng, with sparks everywhere.
Betrayal, conspiracy, killing, rebellion, abuse.
Tony's parents, who are fighting and fighting day and night, are alive and well, but they don't know whether they owe too much. Tony's father finally died of cerebral thrombosis. In this way, Tony rebelled and ran around as a singer in Singapore to make money. She and the American man failed after all. That winter, she gave birth to Zheng Chenggong with 2 1 trisomy syndrome. During this period, she even tried to kill her son several times.
Nanyin's parents are the only peaceful and harmonious family in these complicated big families. Her mother is the kind of woman who works step by step and just wants to be plain all her life. Her father is the boss of a company. Although his income is not as high as expected, it is enough to support this big family. I am responsible for too many children, and my heart is broken for a family.
There are many small roles that look important, but they are not very important. Like the brother-in-law of these three children and Tang, who had a forbidden love with him, ended up in a tragic end, that is, who and Jue. Sue, Nanyin, affectionate and proud woman, asshole man Tony of the United States of America. These people have more or less added color to this story and life, just as northerners are used to drinking jiaozi soup after eating jiaozi. They can drink it or not, but it is essential.
The end of the article is a suspense, a guess about the future.
Southeast and northwest, seemingly inseparable, but also far apart, east represents the largest, so Tony is the boss of the family. Xixi's position can not be ignored, so Xixi has become an important pillar of my sister. Everyone has his own destiny. The fates of these three children are different, but they are closely related. I still hope to have a bright future.
Reflections on Western Decision-making (3)
I don't know when I started to get into this habit after reading the novel Xi Jue by Canon. Every time I watch some touching works such as film and television culture, I have to write a review, and I will write another one this time. Xi Jue is a novel I found on the Internet. Because I couldn't find anything too good some time ago, I searched online. Seeing that someone recommended this novel, I decided to give it a try. The dean has a big background. She is a member of Jing M.Guo's team, but her book has never been read. As for Jing M.Guo, she has only read one or two. This time, we can see the style and level of their team. But I asked about this book when I was communicating with my book friend, and his answer really surprised me. He said the book was suitable for girls. Now, it's true, but it seems a little bloody. I thought the same thing.
At first glance, I thought "Xi Jue" was a martial arts novel. There should be a chivalrous man in it, but there isn't. Lord Xi is just a hero's name. What happened to him was really dramatic and full of gunpowder, but there was no tension, no sword, no grudges, only feelings that survived because of blood relationship. At first, because of the plot, I thought there was nothing to read in this book. Is it difficult to write about the personal life of a handsome high school male teacher? There is no ups and downs in the development of the plot, but in the middle of it, the inside story and the truth follow one after another, which is absurd and bizarre, making it difficult for people to react at the moment.
As can be seen from the author's pen, this is the usual writing style of this group of young writers, and there is no overt sexual promiscuity. More precisely, this is the writing of Tiny Times by team Jing M. Guo. It is so puzzling, not that others can't understand it, but that he didn't intend to let others understand it at all. It's really strange: is there nothing to write about in modern novels except sex? I think it may be true, just look at the film and television dramas, but it is difficult for these writers to grasp the relationship between them except the order and connection of their appearances, and sometimes they even make a description, which is sexual and overwhelming. The intricate relationship between characters is tantamount to making people understand the proof of higher mathematics. We should grasp the relationship between them at all times. Maybe the previous chapter is lovers, and the next chapter becomes mother and son. This is very possible.
As for Jue Xi, his girlfriend, or perhaps his fiancee, suddenly became his brother-in-law's female student and beauty. The whole process is not too absurd, but it's hard for me to digest. Nanyin is a little girl who will never grow up. Maybe it's to take care of Xi Jue, but she seems to be a hidden girl, but she knows some things better than anyone else. What is Tony, son of a bitch? Maybe she thinks so, maybe others think so, maybe we think so, but I haven't really figured out her life, but she is indeed a very independent woman, although sometimes her heart is a little dark, but the environment makes it. There are also a few unimportant characters who are just needed to build a story, but they can think of a word to describe the relationship between their lives and chaos. It seems that a group of young people are not very old, and because of their different life experiences, some aspects are chaotic.
Xi Jue can already be regarded as a martial arts novel. It's just a modern martial art. There is no sword shadow, only language. Powerful language is sometimes a killing weapon. Zheng Dongni's glib tongue is like Gu Li in Tiny Times, and from time to time there will be scenes where Dongni's parents duel to show that he is really a martial arts master.
I don't seem to have read what Xi Jue is about. I only remember that the scene of prostitutes and shrews was very hot, and applause was inevitable if there was an audience next to it. Presumably this is the plot they specially arranged. It seems that I have seen this scene somewhere, like "The River of Sorrow", but it is also Jing M. Guo, which is not surprising. The authors of online novels often write grotesque stories that are beyond ordinary people's understanding, but the response questions are not clear and profound, which always makes people feel like playing a monkey. It seems that reading that kind of book can only make you happy and get nothing else, otherwise it will only give you a headache. This is how I feel. At first, I wanted to read and think like other books, but the result was always a headache, which eventually accelerated my reading speed and I forgot to read it. Nowadays, many novels only focus on code words. After all, wages are converted according to the number of words, so the quality will be discounted. Xi Jue is the only novel I have ever read with a low impression.
Reflection on Western Decision-making (IV)
Jue Xi tells the story of four brothers and sisters, Dongniya, Jue Xi, Yin Nan and Beibei. Big sister Zheng Dongni returned to Longcheng from Singapore, but immediately married to the United States; Zheng must have graduated from Teachers College, entered Longcheng No.1 Middle School, and became a colleague with his brother-in-law. Sister Zheng Nanyin studied in Longcheng No.1 Middle School and learned about her brother-in-law Henry Zheng's love affair with a female student. Chen Yan, Zheng Xizhuan's girlfriend, went with Henry Zheng after breaking up with Xizhuan. It turned out that she was a schoolgirl who fell in love with Henry Zheng many years ago. Zheng Dongni divorced and returned to Longcheng because she gave birth to a deformed child. Zheng Nanyin finally married her first boyfriend. What are the names of the children in Henry Zheng and Chen Yan? North North? . At this point, the beep? Southeast, northwest? The four children are finally complete, but there is still a long way to go.
After watching "Xi Jue", the person who feels the most is of course the protagonist Zheng. The biggest feeling that Zheng gave me was his tolerance. He can give up Chen Yan for his brother-in-law. For Zheng Dongni, a mentally retarded child, he can give up his happiness. How big your dream is, you can throw it away for others. Even if he can only watch others laugh and stand in the corner forever, he will silently bless others. Even if my heart is dying, I will say to them with a smile? Are you happy? For his family, for all the people he loves, to give up happiness.
I don't know where he comes from. He is willing to take responsibility for everyone. Such a man is touching and worthy of pity. All his efforts are due to the love of his family. In my opinion, in this warm home, his uncle and aunt take good care of him, and his little sister Zheng is his dependence. He has no reason to be pessimistic. If he lost his parents when he was a child because he lived in his uncle's house and his patron's house, this is indeed the arrangement in the novel. I can't help but understand. It can be said that he lives the life of the best sponsor in the world. I don't know if I can't stand the kindness of others, or if I am used to being alone. I know I am a person who can repay others with my life, but I dare not learn to accept it and live in the burden of love all the time. If his three uncles and aunts knew that their love had brought such a big burden to Xi Jue, I believe they would have chosen to leave him alone from the beginning and let him live well in exchange for peace of mind.
After reading this novel, I feel extremely tired, and my heart is so tired! ! Probably because I feel too much, I am assimilated by western decisions, and I am tired of life.
Reflections on Western Decision-making (5)
Read Xi Jue, and you will feel this way.
The name of the protagonist-Xi Jue Dong Ni Nanyin? , itself is easy to remind people of that sentence? Hate that you are not like Jiangyuelou, north and south, east and west, east and west ...? The story is like this poem.
Everything happens naturally, without sudden discomfort, but it is amazing and beautiful. A book full of foreshadowing, but the content is as smooth as a flawless live TV broadcast. I have to say that the writing skills of Canon are really good, and the use of every word can be described with precision. The word point is absolutely irreplaceable. This is not a puff and hype, but a true fact.
? Are you happy? Can't it be happiness? Replace them, and vice versa, even if it is the happiness of English. I'm still surprised to read the whole book. Speak a foreign language? In such a common situation, why did Dian, who stayed in France, tell so few stories? Foreign? Traces. But perhaps it is this experience of living alone abroad that enables her to accurately describe the mentality of the lonely. So our poor knight appeared as an orphan, and it was the first perspective.
It is impossible to become possible one by one, and the deepest secrets are punctured like barrage. The hidden facts in life, whether you like it or not, will be detonated one by one like mines in mine warfare. It's like witnessing each other's most humiliating moment, dirtiest behavior and darkest thoughts. No one does not know, and no one knows that others know. The intrigue, intrigue and exploitation intertwined between the closest people are gentle to love and cruel to kill.
Tony is cruel to love because of his innocence, which combines the indifference of a strong woman in the city with the enthusiasm of a girl in a small town. Every plot reveals her shame or glory, probably because of her deep love. She is also a deeply loved person. Dad, who keeps saying that he has nothing to do with himself, is the most perfect hero in her mind, and she can't stand his fall. Does she hate her mother, or does the so-called inertia of life make it impossible for mother and daughter? Normal? We need to talk. How can two personality beauties * * *. There is no difference between an aunt and an uncle? Because they love each other? Our parents are dim, because it is a melting sun. Hot and deadly.
? Nothing to say? However, this is also the most endless decision in the West. As an orphan, it is as difficult as everyone to know whether happiness is true or not. A large family revolves around Nan Yin, why not revolve around him? Does he have that kind of strong but unreasonable? Inferiority? Seemingly stable life, he is always nervous to be a man, thinking about every word and every action, and can't put forward any requirements for anyone with a clear conscience. But he is not like Lin Daiyu. Strange, dare to love and hate, and pursue a stable life, they give people a different feeling. It may be that Xi Jue sometimes broke out on his own initiative, but his outbreak was like streaking in an deserted street in the middle of the night, which was controlled and aimed at a very small number of people. This is also his cuteness? Between handsome and cool? Between the characteristics. Xi Jue is the most perfect and intelligent person in his generation. He is the most open-minded person, silently watching a thing happen and taking part in it at the same time. I wonder if he still suffers from insomnia.
On sleepless nights, he may secretly repeat things carefully in order to gain experience and deal with them better next time, but life impacts the boundaries he can control again and again. However, from the neon background of the east, a frightening word? The password is your birthday? Whether I really love him or not, Chen Yan and I had a brief hesitation to let people know that he really changed his composure and would be more hidden. I also doubt whether the hurricane that blew in Chen Yan after quarreling with him worried about the nature of this secret. What is the most dangerous sentence? You don't really think you're the only one who knows, do you . The secret was not revealed, but it was not yet time, unnecessary or forced to war. Everyone has secrets. Believe it or not, no matter how deep you bury it, any clues that may lead to the secret being revealed will pop up at any time and impact your white cloth to cover up the secret. Who let it be covered or exist there so conspicuously?
Zheng Nanyin, a beautiful girl like Sunglow, is as short and changeable as Sunglow. Growing up, she can't be just a rabbit forever, and one day she will refuse this title in inappropriate occasions. Nanyin probably has a low IQ and a first-class EQ, and can freely switch IQ between elite and idiot. Be a beloved idiot at home and an elite of gorgeous optical fiber outside. This may be the practice of all smart children who are spoiled by their families and allowed to be popular. This is the so-called diversification of social roles. As for her, when she is an idiot, she can also tell the truth in an idiot tone, even though that may be the real place to expose the idiot. Bad guys can't help but agree if they succeed in doing bad things. Transparency is also a wise man's behavior when everyone comes out to expose it. She just defended her occasionally useful flashlight brother in a timely and unreserved manner, although it was a bit unnecessary. Sooner or later, Su will be brought into the blood of the Zheng family, and he will be as brilliant as the Nanyin Zhaoxia that is slowly fading away. Nanyin is very clever because she is completely transparent to western decisions. Sharing secrets can make you more trusted, but one day it will be used for another kind of trust.
I hope Jia Zheng and France are the best.
Reflections on Western Decision-making (6)
Affection, like a top-grade medicine, is mellow and long, but cold and bitter, with three points of poison.
foreword
The birth of Li Xiao's nephew, like a rope, reunited this divided family. There is an enlarged family portrait in the living room of my brother-in-law, next to grandma's portrait. Everyone's smile in the photo is obvious, and everyone is looking forward to the future and forgetting the past.
? East, west, north and south, it's so noisy, won't you sing me on stage? In this coming winter, the older generation will appear with new life in black and pink, and finally leave like dusty ashes. Read the last chapter of Xi Jue? North North? Later, I finally understood that the birth of Beibei and Li Xiao's nephew was a panacea for the spiritual comfort of our two families and a new beginning of a new life.
Fourteen-year-old life is still moving towards fifteen in an orderly way. After reading the decision of the west, we find that besides blood is thicker than water, in the family, we are more trying to maintain the feelings of everyone in this family and carefully tolerate the mutual harm between our closest relatives. For me, Xi Jue is more than a simple family ethics story. Their words and deeds seem to collide with me all the time, producing a * * * sound. In the textbook of housing, the life of uncles and aunts seems to be a parallel line, always overlapping with quarrels and hatred. What hatred is deposited in the blood? Over time, one explosion after another can always be born. Nuclear weapons, grenades, explosives and, of course, thermos bottles used as weapons are all gift boxes given by hatred. When they were opened, there was a bang, sparks flying and smoke billowing, and life quickly fell apart. ? At that time, I didn't understand that they obviously had a love. How did that bright love give birth to the primitive struggle between two people like wild animals?
All this seems to be beating my thoughts and tormenting my family and friends, who are obviously relatives whose blood is thicker than water. Why can they do whatever it takes for their property? At that moment, I seemed to fall into the nihilistic cycle of making up lessons and breaking free, and I woke up from nightmares again and again. In the dream, the broken silver-white kettle gallbladder exploded with a bang, and smoke was everywhere. The porcelain bowl that fell to the ground in my dream pierced my fingertips and was stained with the most gorgeous blood. In the dream, grandma's thin body broke out with amazing strength, pointing to her father's uncle. I don't want you! I don't want you! ? What a shocking spell this should be. At that moment, they were like abandoned sandals, and no one asked them where to put them.
At this point, I broke away from simple ignorance and saw that family relations are so thin and fragile. By the time I realized it, my grandmother had been dead for several years. On New Year's Day that year, the news of grandma's death came without warning, and my body froze for a few seconds. In a trance, I only feel that everyone who used to be alive and kicking is gone, and I feel that there is no taste in my heart. Grandma was put in the mourning hall, wrapped in a quilt like a baby. Father came, lifted the corner of the quilt and exposed her head. Corners of the mouth up, eyes closed. There was smoke in the mourning hall, and my brother-in-law knelt on the ground alone, and his figure was outlined by flickering lights. He lowered his head and said sadly like a child: When I came back, my mother died. I really didn't know she would fall, okay?
Hearing such absurd rhetoric, I couldn't help looking up at my father, awkward, but I saw that he just patted me with his generous palm and looked complicated. Don't say anything Go burn some paper for your grandmother. ? At that moment, I remembered a fragment of my uncle who died in Xi for more than seven hours. It's just that my aunt told us over and over again that two hours ago my uncle woke up for a while and they started talking. None of them can convince her that what she said is not true. ? Just like a father is not without blame and doubt, but in the face of the departure of his loved ones, all the truth seems thin. He is willing to trust his brother-in-law, pat him on the shoulder and tell him: I don't blame you, I know what you said is true. ? At that moment, I knew that there must be a deep love in the family, which buried the three-point cold poison it carried.
The story of the Zheng family is over, and everything is over. Every time I read it, it's like a new journey. The Zheng family is a microcosm of a big society, in which we can see the happiness and different burdens of each family. Qian Qian's family story is far less intense, but we can still see the origin of our own life in the middle.