I feel as if I didn't ask that person for an autograph at that time.
It seems that he has a terminal illness and went all the way to that city to find a so-called famous doctor to treat him.
That school is famous and amazing, I know.
I've always been scared, and when I do this,
Will it make me look like a backdoor user? I know I can't pass the exam as far as my grades are concerned. I don't want to look like a back door.
So I don't want to be arrogant in my email.
Yes, I once read a comment on idolatry in People's Daily.
The commentary said that "Idolization" is about to catch up with the great man like Deng Jiaxian in "Yuan Longping". Follow their example.
As good as they are. But I think such comments are really idealistic, because I am actually a person with low self-esteem. Every time I send an email, I will cancel that account. Is it because you are afraid of being stabbed out if you say too much in the email? Or are you afraid of being sued for slander? Or I'm afraid that person will tell my school teacher what I did. Will I be punished by the school? I've thought about it. I also have concerns in this regard. Actually, I'm more afraid that my email may be ignored directly. Being ignored is the greatest punishment for a person. Being ignored is a deep fear. It's the feeling that you're not that important. This is not the most terrible. The most terrible thing is that you can't do anything. After all, you can't do anything now, and you can't do anything later. Nothing can be done. This is the scariest thing. So I'm angry. So I deliberately let those emails write tens of thousands of words. It's only tens of thousands of words. What's the big deal? I'll just write a few more words You can express your feelings better. Looks like those emails. It's not for others, it's for myself. This may be another new way to make excuses. Maybe this is why I am lazy. No one will admit that they are ordinary people. Even if you admit it, you won't admit it in your heart. No young man is willing to admit that he will be mediocre all his life-it doesn't matter, even if he already feels that the world is rolled up like this. Even if it says I want to lie flat. But he still wants to roll, he still wants to roll each other to death. I don't know how I know this man. Anyway, that's how I know this man. People like Yuan Longping, Deng Jiaxian and Tu Youyou. I'm actually slandering this man like this or just because I'm jealous. I don't know how I got jealous myself. Even I think there is something puzzling in this jealousy. I just don't agree. I feel that if I had the conditions like him at that time, I could do it. Why him? But I'm scared again. Because I don't think I can do it. Then I began to feel strange again. Suddenly, something seems to be wrong. Anyway, I think there is a very puzzling factor in my mood. I think this person is particularly cute. This may be a kind of like. This is a respect for celebrities. Just like I do physics. Seriously, if I had to choose between physics and mathematics. I will not hesitate to choose math. Is it because physics is too difficult? In fact, if you study hard in high school physics, you can still get a decent score. But I don't know why. Every time I see physics, the whole person feels uncomfortable. Direct PTSD Guess what? My science teacher in junior high school has a brain problem. What is the teacher's role? Isn't it just to make the knowledge in the textbook clear? But you know what this man did. Regret other subjects, and then give junior high school students an exam with undergraduate physics papers. If you don't pass the exam, you have to scold them for their brain problems. Of the 44 junior high school students in our class, 34 passed the senior high school entrance examination. There are also many students who don't choose physics in senior 3. This is purely to discourage students' self-confidence. A junior high school science teacher can do such a nasty thing. Then I read the information of that person, and I had a very strange feeling. I feel that what I am suffering now will be deliberately arranged. Or is it just a coincidence? Probably trying to bring me closer to that person. I just want to express that I have abstracted something that surprises me from the most ordinary events in my life. Things that I find hard to understand. Something very similar to computational theory, something mathematical, something very profound in theory. First, I'm glad I'm older, then I'm miserable, and then I feel that my three views have been impacted.