Love always becomes sour and bitter after tasting the sweetness. Some lovers are bitter and sweet, while others are bitter and fruitless. He and I belong to the latter. As for whose fault it is, there is no need to pursue it. Since you don't love, let go and smile at yourself. No big deal.
I broke up with him for three years. At that time, I broke up, deleted his QQ number, blacklisted his mobile phone, but forgot to delete his WeChat. Later, because he sent me a warm word, I stayed until now.
I don't know where to start what I want to say. When he broke up with me, it was a great pain for a while. He came to see me again after breaking up, which reminded me of my unwilling memories. You said he was a bitch, so I chose to try to accept him again, but I failed, and it was nothing. After all, it's futile to work hard on things that don't belong to me, but what I can't forget in my heart is his kindness to me in college.
I often think that when I was with him in college, I didn't know math. He taught me. My family is poor, so is his family, but every time their class travels, they always bring me gifts when they come back. It should have been bought with his frugal money. It is so precious that I still keep it.
I vaguely remember that once, I was cheated of money, and I lost the food expenses for that month. Every time I go to the dining hall for dinner, he calls me together and gives me a chicken leg. I am very touched. He was by my side when I needed help. I will remember his kindness, but I will never forget his harm to me.
It is foggy and rainy. He walked with me on the playground on campus with an umbrella. He didn't look at me, but looked straight ahead. He asked me seriously, "Do you agree with my request?" I replied firmly: "We are still students, so we should behave ourselves in life. I absolutely disapprove of too intimate behavior." The rain wet my face. He said "Let's break up", leaving a cold word.
So much for sad memories. I hate that he is so heartless. I swear I'll never have anything to do with him again. I cursed him for never finding happiness in his life. I don't know when I started to hate him from love.
In the years since we broke up, every day before my birthday, he used WeChat to send me blessings. One of them reads: "Xiaoxing, please forgive my youth and ignorance. Although we broke up, you will always be in my heart. It is not easy to live alone in the world. I hope you smile like an angel every day. "
Yes, how can a person live freely with hatred in his heart? Who didn't make mistakes when he was young? At this moment, I want to say a word to him most: forget me, stop attaching to you, hope you are happy, please don't contact me again, ok?