I remember when you first came to our class, you introduced yourself to that class for 40 minutes, and you used it all. I thought at that time, you are too narcissistic.
You made me hate that class because you mentioned one of your former students with the same name and different surnames. That student is a crying child, and his grades have always been good. You later talked about your educational methods and her. You don't know, everyone is snickering. At that time, I decided not to like you. So until later, I really never liked you.
The one who laughs the most is the back table of my back table, which is super. It's a dynasty, not a Chaoyang dynasty. Then teacher Zhang asked, who is the monitor of our class? He can't laugh.
I couldn't help laughing when he stood up and whispered, it's me. You smiled too. He also said, haha, it seems that the monitor of our class is a shy sunshine boy. Our class is laughing, and you don't care about anything. I started talking to Chao again, encouraging him to say his name. You don't know, at that time, the more you asked us to do something, the more ashamed we were. Finally, Chao had no choice but to call his name with his head down, and you asked him to sit down. When he sat down, his first sentence was: I'm in her way, damn it.
In this way, you make at least two people hate your first class, you know?
Two.
Besides, every time you blame our poor grades, I want to say that your class is obviously too boring. I can't listen to it. You woke me up several times. Sometimes I can answer your questions without attending class, even though I just rack my brains to answer an edge, you can follow the guidance.
Probably from then on, I was labeled as "smart" by you. If there is any question, no one else will, so let me answer it. Sometimes I can't answer. You are disappointed in me. Although I pretend to be nothing, believe me, I really care.
I really care. If I am smart and don't work hard, I can leave a good impression in your heart.
So, I cheat in every exam, in order to keep that impression and your respect. I don't know if you will be angry when I say this.
You found that I didn't tell anyone when I wrote the love letter. You just called me to your place and told me that the teacher came from your time. You are young and don't know anything. Study hard, little brain. But when I told others the answer in the exam, you severely criticized me and said that you really surprised me, which was beyond my imagination. I always thought you were a good boy. What a surprise. Do you know this will hurt her?
I am so sad. I wonder what would happen if you knew I was always cheating.
In the future, if you find that my deskmate and I have the same scores and the same wrong questions, you will insist that he copied me. I am both happy and guilty about your trust in me.
Three.
I know you really like me and love me. I remember once judging a question, and we were in front of you. You comment, you say, whoever is wrong with this question will copy it ten times. It's my turn next. At first glance, it will be wrong. Your face sank for a while and said, starting with the next classmate, whoever is wrong will copy it ten times.
I was flattered and walked back. I didn't tell anyone about it. Maybe, I just want to treat your kindness to me as our private property and not let anyone touch it. I don't want to admit it, but I must admit that your kindness is not just for me.
Back then, because it was a graduation exam, I had to take three or four exams a week. Xiao nan is the most favored. Not because of her good grades and intelligence, but because she is serious, active and studious. Not like me at all. I don't have anything she has. Maybe the teacher just likes that kind of student. The only one in the class who ranks first in grade is me. My back desk is A Zhe, and A Zhe's back desk is Chao. Several of us sat together and had a good time in class. They are all smart people and friends who cheat in the group. In class, we never take part in any activities and are not interested. Except for activities related to sound, the teacher forced A Zhe to go, and all activities had nothing to do with us. But Xiao Nan, who looks sweet and positive, seems to be walking on the sunshine avenue, and we are willing to walk on the wooden bridge.
You often praise her and educate us.
That was the first time I was jealous of others.
Four.
Finally, the exam came.
The day before the exam, I sent a message to A Chao: We were closest to each other during the exam, so finish the correct answer.
He replied, well, I'm worried, too.
As if the stone in my heart fell to the ground, the feeling of peace of mind.
On the day of the exam, I looked at my seat. I am the second, and Chao is the last in the same column. Well, it's very troublesome. The first scientific study of mathematics. The problem is so difficult, I won't do it. There are still many empty ones.
So I started asking for help and passing notes, but he ignored me.
I was immediately flustered.
I know him. He won't talk to me.
So I began to think hard and check hard. Hehe, I feel so uncomfortable.
I only wrote a few questions when I rolled them up, so I can only copy them according to my own wrong answers. It's over. I did badly in the exam. After the exam, I went to see him, crying and cursing, and the answer was: you don't know, the invigilator is staring at me, how can I do it? I said, then copy it for me when you take other subjects. He nodded. "hmm."
It was not until the exam was over that he told me a question.
Even English, which I didn't understand at all, was written in a daze, and finally I got 87 points. Fortunately, I worked hard on my English composition in the review stage and got a high score.
I really shouldn't trust him.
After the exam, you asked us with a smile, did you do well? I hung my head and dared not speak. You ask questions one by one, maybe the questions are really difficult, and few students do well in the exam.
When asked about me, I remember you carefully asking, Han Xiao, did you write the third question of the fifth big question? I don't know how uncomfortable I am, so I shook my head. "No."
I see the expectation in your eyes, like a star, has disappeared.
You didn't ask any more questions, published the correct answer, and the person who wrote it correctly cheered. I don't know about the others. All I know is that I cried
The only good news of the day is that you don't have to go back to school to listen to the scores. You will check the scores and tell us separately.
I'm glad I don't have to see your disappointment at last, and I don't have to see your disappointment again.
I spent many days asking you on my mother's WeChat. Teacher Zhang, what's your exam score? You reported my score, nothing else. I asked again, who got the highest score in the class? She wants to know.
I saw Chao's name on the mobile phone screen. Since then, there has been no contact.
Five.
I got 90 points in the math test, out of 100. Fortunately, there is a 9 in the number, otherwise I would have committed suicide.
I know, you must be very sad. The cleverest student you know in your heart and say in your mouth has become the kind of person you hate the most.
Teacher Zhang, please forget me, don't remember me, don't remember this person who cheated you the most.
About the people at that time, as long as they left footprints in my life, I would write them down.