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? The book says, "Suffering is the university of life."

Unlike many children, I started my life school as soon as I was born.

? I came from an accident, like a grain of dust. Who knows my vulnerability? Although the world is wide, this road is difficult. I have seen the ups and downs in the world, how much love there is, and how many tears there are. Let God know I won't give up. ...

I lived in my grandmother's house almost all the time before last semester.

I have six aunts and an uncle. At that time, my aunt, my mother and my third aunt were all married, and the rest of my aunts went to junior high school.

My aunt at school often takes me to play with my peers. The behavior of my aunts and their friends actually influenced my words and deeds. So I seem to be much more sensible than children my age. My aunts' friends often say to my aunts, "Your second sister's daughter is really sensible and acts like a city child."

Whenever menstruation people tell my mother what their friends say about me, my mother's face is always full of surprises, because my mother has been depressed since she married her violent father, so that it is hard to see a rare happy expression.

I remember that at that time, I often imitated the tone of my aunts and talked to adults.

Once, I was playing in the outhouse of Da Die's house with a group of children from Da Die's family and several children from my neighbors. Pang Feng, a neighbor's gambling brother, is also chatting with Aunt Da Die at Da Die's house.

In fact, I heard their conversation in the outhouse of Da Die, and Pang Fengge reported my father's gambling to Aunt Da Die.

He said that after my father sold sunflowers, he gambled all his money on them. As a result, all the sunflower money was gone. My father also borrowed 200 yuan from my uncle Da Die to make money. As a result, 200 yuan was gone. Later, Uncle Da Die came to my house and asked my mother for money. My mother heard that he lent my father gambling money and gave Uncle Da Die a good scolding. My uncle and aunt also came, and she scolded my mother for not paying me back the money I borrowed from his family.

After listening to this, I lost interest in playing, so I also went to the back room of Da Die's house to listen to their chat.

See me come in, PangFengGe stopped talking.

I sat on the stool next to my aunt's cupboard, waiting for them to continue talking.

Brother Pang Fengge certainly stopped talking. He suddenly asked me, "Blue Army, did your mother buy you new clothes for the New Year?"

"no!" I'll be honest.

"Why don't you buy it? ! "PangFengXiong know perfectly well past ask.

I don't know! I answered coldly.

"That you cry on a nose to let her buy you wow? ! "

"What are you crying about! Is it interesting to wear clothes you bought in tears? ! "I answered coldly again.

After listening to my words, Da Die smiled. He said to his aunt and Pang Fengge, "You can talk a lot about this doll. It's boring to wear clothes that you cry for."

Besides us, there are several children playing with us in the room.

The next day, my uncle and sister of the same age told me something. She said, "After you talked to Brother Pang Fengge yesterday afternoon, the monster spoke ill of you in front of me."

"What did you say? ! "I stared at my sister curiously and wanted to hear the answer right away, because I didn't spend much time with people my age, and it seemed that there was no problem when we played together.

"She said she didn't like you, and that you always talk nonsense."

"WenCi, what is WenCi? ! "I'm more curious

I don't know! She said that your conversation with Pang Fengge was a literary word. "

In order to find out what the diction is, I asked Liu Yi, who is in Grade Two, what it is.

Aunt Liu said that literary words are things in books.

In fact, I was seven years old at that time, and I was quite envious of my uncle, sister and aunt who went to school with their schoolbags on their backs every day.

Suddenly I had an idea: I also want to study.

As soon as I have an idea, I'll find an uncle and aunt my age to change it.

I said, "Let's go to school for a change. I heard that learning is great and I can learn a lot of words. "

In other words: "I don't know where the school is yet. Can you find it?" ! "

"Yes, I can find it! That day, my uncle took me to Jing Quan Supply and Marketing Cooperative to buy things, and Jing Quan School was behind the supply and marketing cooperative. "

After a month's holiday, I went to Jingquan School by the dam with a change.

We went to the only office in the school.

There were only two teachers in the office at that time, and all the other teachers went to class.

When I saw these two teachers, I recognized them at a glance. A male teacher, Miss Liu, is from our village.

I said to Miss Liu, "Miss Liu, my sister Liu and I want to sign up for school? ! "

"learning? ! What village are you from? ! Does it look familiar? ! "Miss Liu looked at us curiously.

"Liu, we are not a village? ! "

"A village? ! Who are you? ! "

"I am a big one and a small one!"

"Oh, little hairy girl, no wonder I feel familiar. ! Then whose baby is this doll? ? ! "

"I am a child of Da Die Liu Ji? ! "

"Oh, I'm Liu's child? ! There are many children in the village. I teach here every day and I really don't recognize these children. " Teacher Liu turned to the young teacher Sun and said.

Teacher Sun said to us, "If you want to study, you have to count. Come and count for me, and I'll see who can count 100. "

I'll count to one hundred at once.

My sister is a few months younger than me. She is timid and always refuses to speak.

"I can recite Chinese." I confidently said to the two teachers.

Teacher Sun couldn't hide her curious eyes. She smiled and said to me, "Then give us a back!"! ? "

"Oh, oh, oh, oh ... English ..."

"yes! What a beautiful back! You can go to school! "

"I can speak a few words of English!" Seeing the teacher say this, my mood is even higher.

The two teachers said in unison, "What do you say? ! "

"Nice to meet you! Nice to meet you, too! Thank you! How kind of you! Excuse me!

It doesn't matter! "

"Very fierce! I haven't learned English yet, but you can speak English like a child! ? Well, this child is qualified to study! " Teacher Sun said to me with a big smile on her face.

"But now is the second semester of this school year, and I need to go to school every September. Go back first and come back to school this fall. Teacher Liu is taking the fifth grade now, and maybe Teacher Liu will take your class then. "

My sister and I improvised and returned disappointed.

A few days later, my father suddenly asked me, "are you going to school to register for school?" ! "

"well! How did you know? ! "I asked my father strangely.

"Teacher Liu told me!"

"I have a lot of things on my back. I thought they would let me go to school, but they said we wouldn't go to school until autumn. "

"Yes, you can go to school in autumn. Who did you see drop out of school? In fact, you are only seven years old after the New Year. Going to school next year should be the best. But you really want to study. Let your uncle take you to the first grade this fall. "

Next, the father said to his mother, "Teacher Liu said that you women really have courage. Liu's six women are too young to talk. You women count, recite pinyin and speak English! Teacher Sun is young, likes children, teasing your daughter! "

Mom smiled and touched my head, and my father's sad expression of losing money in gambling was no longer in my eyes.

It's autumn in a blink of an eye.

My eldest daughter Hong Jie, who is one year older than me, and my two aunts and two sisters Ai Zhen, who are two years older than me, all applied for the first grade, but my sister didn't change her application. Da Die said that she became younger and didn't go to school until she was nine.

How proud I am to carry a small schoolbag on my back! Someone in the village always asks me, "Is the Blue Army studying? ! "

I always say to myself, "Well, yes!"

Two months after the start of school, the school organized a mid-term exam, and math and Chinese were tested on the same day.

I was so happy when I got the test paper. I got both math and Chinese 100.

Vanity, I showed off to my deskmate with a test paper, and my deskmate also showed me her grades with a test paper: "I also got a hundred points!" " "

I looked at her test paper carefully, and then I said, "But I think you are all sixty points!" " ? "

It's not 60 points, it's written by the teacher lazily 100 points.

After a while, the teacher looked at each student's paper. I got double marks with several classmates, and the two courses at the same table were really 60.

Soon after, twelve classmates and I were named Young Pioneers by the school.

Although my father has a bad temper and likes gambling, drunkenness and drunkenness, he is actually a warm-hearted person. Although our family life is not good, he still tries his best to help others solve some problems.

Everyone in the village said he was brave, so he was elected as the captain.

When I was five years old, it was popular to buy radios in the countryside, so my father bought one.

Father often listens to novels and storytelling, such as Xue Guang's Anti-Tang Sui Tang and Romance of the Three Kingdoms. ...

He listened to me, but most people didn't understand. I remember I often asked my father what happened, what happened. My father took pains to explain to me the historical figures and stories in storytelling every time.

According to my father, he dropped out of school in the second year of junior high school. Because grandma died early, grandpa dragged several children, and grandpa had no money to let dad study.

My father often said to me, "My composition at that time was often regarded as a model essay. The first day came back from Baotou and wrote a trip to Baotou. I wrote it in detail, and the scenery along the way was written in vivid words. The headmaster read the composition and said it was really excellent! The principal also read my composition at the alumni association. "

My father's cultural knowledge has a subtle influence on me. I have always liked learning Chinese and history since I was in school, which is related to my father's enlightenment education.

But the shortcomings of father's character are too great. He has a bad temper and often yells at my mother. When he is drunk, no matter who the other person is, he plays the fool. After I got engaged, he was drunk once and made a fool of himself with the village secretary, which hindered people's flood control. The secretary is really angry and wants to call the police. The village cadres who happened to be accompanying me had my husband's own brother, and my uncle said he was my brother's father-in-law. Wang Shuji did not pursue this matter. )

My father's gambling has been restricting the economic development of my family. Because his gambling before marriage made me really miserable.

In my young mind, my father's gambling behavior is extremely shameful.

Shortly after I was named a young pioneer by the school, my father won money by playing mahjong in the supply and marketing cooperative of the brigade.

He saw a beautiful little red down winter coat hanging on the shelf of the supply and marketing cooperative.

Being happy to win money, he generously bought me that winter coat.

Teacher Liu gave me winter clothes. He said to me lukewarm, "You won a lot of money and bought you winter clothes."

After I took the winter clothes, I felt that my face was really red and white. I think it's a shame that he used the money he won to buy me clothes.

I have always refused to wear that dress.

Once my father asked me, "Zilan, why don't you wear the cold-proof clothes I bought for you?" ! "

I replied coldly, "It's a shame not to wear it!" "

As soon as my dad got angry, he immediately came up: "You said this son of a bitch, I am kind enough to be a donkey's liver and lungs!" " ? "

After hearing our conversation, my mother said that my father stopped talking. My mother said, "She put on the clothes you bought with the money you won from gambling. I'm sure my classmates lifted him up. What do you care about her? " ! "

My father's gambling not only made me lose face, but also affected my normal life and study in the future.

I was the top student in Mr. Liu's class. When I was a sophomore, I tied for the first place with the monitor who had already left class: math 100, and Chinese was over 90%.

However, after I entered the second grade, my grades dropped greatly.

My father often brings his friends with him to my house to play mahjong during the first grade holiday.

In order to prevent non-fathers from always getting into trouble after drinking too much, my mother has no objection to my father taking Ma You home to play mahjong all night.

I often wake up in my sleep in the middle of the night by their shuffling sound, and then I can't sleep anymore.

The medical book says: "Long-term lack of sleep can lead to kidney deficiency, and kidney governs both ears, so my ears suddenly have pus." Although my mother took me to the village clinic to buy medicine, my ear disease got worse because of the doctor's improper medication. Because my father often gambles and loses money, my family has no money to go to a big place to see a doctor.

The medical book says: "Acute otitis media is easy to treat, but if it is not treated properly, once it is dragged into chronic otitis media, it is difficult to eradicate the disease."

Because my father gambled and our family was poor, I was deaf for nearly three years. I remember that my grades in these three years were really poor, as if I had never taken the exam.

Ten deaf and nine stupid, my grandmother and my grandfather saw it in their eyes and were anxious. They said, "It used to be delicate and clever, well, the doll became stupid because of deafness?" ! "

My grandfather said to my parents: "The child is still young and will become an adult in the future. I am afraid that I will not find a good family when I grow up!" " Even if you borrow money, you should go to Baotou to show your children your ears. "

Wake up the dreamer in one word.

After my mother went out to borrow money, my father took me to Baotou Second Hospital by bike to show me my ears.

Fortunately, a few months later, my right ear completely returned to normal, but my left ear was completely deaf because of too many perforations.

About the second half of the fourth grade, my right ear hearing completely returned to normal.

Because of deafness, the memory between primary schools is very vague to me. But I still remember a lot of things in Grade One.

Although the first grade is excellent, there are two things in my memory that I often play back:

One thing is that I went to a village not far from school to steal fruit with a group of children in the village after school.

I only remember that the fruit was not stolen, but was caught by the gardener and confiscated our schoolbags.

Without my schoolbag, I kept drumming in my heart and said, "When I go back tonight, my parents don't know how to tidy up me." ! I will do such a shameful thing again in the future! "

Unexpectedly, as soon as I got home, I saw the gardener drinking with my dad at my house. There was a big vegetable bag and red fruit on the kang!

"Oh, my God! Oh, my God! He came to my house so soon to report me to my parents? ! "

When I came back, the man smiled and said to me in a friendly way, "My niece is back? ! "

I'm embarrassed to say a word.

My parents smiled and said to me, "This is your uncle, your aunt's nephew! He gave you a schoolbag! I also brought you a lot of fruit! "

I was relieved to hear them say this.

From now on, let alone stealing from others, even I dare not cheat in the exam.

Another thing is playing truant.

My uncles and sisters and I are very interesting. On the way to school, we thought it was still early, so we played shuttlecock for about half an hour. Later, I found that there were no children on the road. I knew we might be late for fun. We were afraid of being punished by the teacher, so we played truant at my sister's suggestion.

After school, the teacher told my father that my father had educated my sister and me for a long time. Later, he patted my uncle's sister's arm and said angrily, "Don't you dare give your sister the idea of playing truant again, or your second dad will beat you flat." ! "

After that, I never dared to play truant again!

The bitterness and joy of childhood are like two runways in my life. My mind ran here and there for a moment.

When I think of those happy things, I often tell them to children, and they will laugh. I always feel sad when I think of those depressed things. Those feelings remind me that today's happiness is hard-won, so we should cherish it and strive to improve our knowledge in order to live a happier life in the future. ?