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Early in the morning, I was shocked to hear that a 38-year-old male math teacher from a key high school in my hometown died suddenly last night. On the day he died, he had eight math classes in a row. He vomited a lot of blood before he died, and the rescue was invalid. He left his beloved wife, his children in primary school, and the students he couldn't let go.

The teacher's colleague sent sad news: brother! Is it worth it? Next life, don't be a teacher again!

His father, who is also a middle school teacher, forwarded this article to me, which makes people feel sad and helpless: this high school math teacher has at least 38 classes a week, excluding evening self-study and early self-study, and he is also the head teacher of a class. Plus, he prepares lessons and corrects papers. His hard work can't be described in words. But this is not the normal state of this teacher alone. It can be said that this is the normal state of every teacher in high school campus. Working continuously during the day, preparing lessons at night, writing lesson plans to change test papers and working overtime at weekends have long been taken for granted in the eyes of the world.

Some people who are teachers bluntly say that the work of teachers has seriously violated the labor law, but it cannot be changed!

The child's father lamented that being a teacher is really boring, especially a high school teacher, which is too bitter. Really not worth it! Put your life in!

I wry smile: Is it worth it? Despair is the only choice! This is the result of the examination system and the current educational situation. Someone will be a teacher. This is not the first time, nor will it be the last time. It just happened around us, which made you even more shocked and sighed. Don't forget, not only teachers but also students suffer.

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Thinking of high school days is simply a painful memory.

Get up at 6 o'clock at the latest every morning, go to school at 7 o'clock and study by yourself early. It's about 10 at night until the end of the evening study. At home, 1 1 o'clock or so, I need to wash my face, have some supper, and chew the book again. /kloc-I can't sleep until 0/2 o'clock. There is only one day off every month, and this day is also spent in the ocean of books and problems. It is impossible to sleep more than six hours a day. I'm sleepy, sleepy and crazy every day. I'm sleepwalking and exhausted. Alexander wants to turn a corner and jump into the river in front of the school in minutes.

So mine is by no means a case.

Everyone is keen on reading and learning. Even if you are a super scum, as long as you don't quit school, you can stay in this state for three years.

The college entrance examination is not ideal, but I just want to "go to college wherever I can" and resolutely refuse my parents' suggestion that I not repeat one year. Because I have had enough of high school, and I can't stand it for another day.

We only have three years of suffering! However, teachers, three years later is three years, how many three years! More and more teachers can't stand this kind of hard and boring work, so they quit their jobs and start over! However, too many people have embarked on this post that must be desperately improved, and they will never return.

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Should I praise the teacher's greatness? Not all of them! What I want to say more is the helplessness of adults living in today's society.

Looking through the news of these two years, it is not just the teacher who died suddenly. Media people died suddenly in the subway station! The doctor died suddenly on the operating table! White-collar workers died suddenly on the nth overtime workbench! …….

Everyone wants to live a relaxed and comfortable life and have enough money to live a life without too much hardship. However, the current situation is that hard work can't support yourself and your family well. In order to keep a job with low salary, poor treatment and poor social status, they had to rack their brains and try again. If they want to improve their lives and make progress, they will not be suppressed too much. It is not enough to work hard, and efforts have become the mainstream.

If you don't believe me, you can read all kinds of articles online, and the titles are clear at a glance:

You are only deceiving yourself by working so hard!

You're trying. Why are you still standing still?

Your so-called efforts are just words!

………

Look, even your efforts are graded. You think you are trying, but in fact, maybe you are not even trying.

Those articles make us so scared and anxious!

You obviously work hard and try to earn extra money. You don't play games, follow plays, make friends or get together. You have time to learn English and read code words, but you still don't live better, just feel harder and more anxious. Look at those articles: Oh, you are working in the wrong direction, in the wrong way, and you are all wrong!

Someone comforted you: you don't work hard, but people who really live a good life are desperate!

So, you also want to: fight! For your dreams, for your family, for your children, for everything, just don't sleep at night from today! Race against time!

Then! You find this is obviously an anti-human behavior! ! ! I am so sleepy that I can't open my eyes. I'm so tired that I can't keep my back straight. Why are you working so hard? Why do you work so hard, or do you live a miserable life?

You can't find the answer! More anxious! Slack for two days! More anxious! So I readjusted myself and started a new round of efforts. Cycle after cycle!

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I want to write articles and realize my dream of writing. To put it bluntly, I just want to find another way to make money and make myself better.

But I haven't succeeded yet, or I've been trying for a long time and I haven't succeeded yet.

But no one can say that I didn't work hard enough! In my opinion, I have worked hard to death! But I have a family and children, and I am still young. I can't really die

You see, I get up at 7 o'clock every morning to take care of a kindergarten child, eat, drink, dress and wash, and then send him to school. I have to buy food to take home on my way back. Then, I have about 20 minutes of free time. I will use it to learn English and memorize words, and then go to work.

If I walk, I will recite some poems, Chinese studies or still listen to English on the way. When I get to work, I'm not too busy, but I won't openly open the document and write my free article. You can only record some inspiration from time to time with your mobile phone. Read books on your mobile phone when you are not busy (because chicken soup always says to input knowledge). When I can write articles during lunch and break, I often find that those sporadic inspirations can't be pieced together, or the inspiration is not so strong. (But on one occasion, I was chasing plays during my lunch break. Now, I spend all my spare time studying and writing, learning English, learning China's poems, reading all kinds of books and writing ...).

Get off work at night and go home from 6 o'clock until the evening 10. I belong to my children completely. I accompany them to play various games, read books, draw pictures and do handicrafts ... 10, and the children fall asleep and finally have their own time. So, I'm tired of reading books in the dark with my mobile phone or IPAD code, and reading various official WeChat accounts and articles ... 12. Sleep no more than 7 hours a day, and cycle.

I haven't heard the most popular song at the moment! The hottest TV series at the moment has only swept a few eyes! At present, the best online novel is unheard of! The guitar I love is covered with dust in the corner! I love painting, and drawing a few strokes every half hour is a gift! My best friend, the last time we had dinner together was six months ago! …… ..

You say, how can I work hard and despair? Did you stay up all night? Still indifferent to children and families?

I really tried my best! However, life has really not changed much! I didn't feel relaxed because I worked so hard, and I didn't feel by going up one flight of stairs because I was "desperate". Finally, I can only tell myself that the reason why I still can't see the result must be because I haven't worked hard enough! Don't push too hard!

I don't know how long it will take to see the fruits of my efforts. All I know is that if one day I suddenly slack off and live a life of monks bumping into bells day by day, I will muddle along and go backwards at the speed of light!

Perhaps the real meaning of despair is to try to maintain the status quo and not let yourself get worse.

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The 38-year-old male math teacher in high school finished eight classes and died suddenly.

People who know this matter began to praise the greatness and hardship of teachers, and began to speak frankly about the helplessness and tragic of this profession.

However, I think that what this teacher wants all his life may only be that his parents, wife and children have a better life. He may not want to be a great gardener, but he has to passively accept the dense work arrangements; He may not want to finish eight classes with discomfort on the day of vomiting blood, but if he doesn't obey the work arrangement, even his ordinary life may be affected; He may just want the students he teaches to have as good a future as possible. As a teacher, he "listens to his destiny as much as he can"; He may have imagined countless times that he would stop teaching in a few years and do something else. As long as you can make your wife and children live a good life, it doesn't hurt to fight for a few years!

However, he hasn't had time to really "desperately", just to maintain this job and maintain his present life, which has killed his young life.

What is the most popular sentence recently?

In the future, you will definitely appreciate yourself now!

However, where is the future?

I hope there is no word "despair" in heaven. As long as you live hard and seriously, you can live well!