My advice to you is: stick to it and stick to your love of learning!
The enlightenment to you is that high school is only three years, and the impact of these three years on the whole life is not as great as expected. Achievement is only an important aspect of high school, but it is by no means the whole thing. Learn to be a man, learn to be self-reliant, learn to be strong, and learn to make progress is the key! I have seen too many examples of high scores and low abilities. What kind of university you are admitted to has nothing to do with your future achievements. Many people with low marks don't get along well in their later life, not only because of their high school grades and college quality, but also because of their attitude and hard work. Please don't think this is just a theory, it is real. Going to college, doing business and serving are all parallel life routes. Don't combine success in life with good academic performance, although this is a misunderstanding of many people in China at this stage.
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Don't give yourself the idea that I will try my best. Everyone has a gift. Reading may not be your specialty. It is foolish to exhaust all your strength on the road you are not good at. However, you are now in high school, and cultural learning is an important content at this stage, which cannot be viewed with a neglected eye. You need to adhere to the spirit of "love learning" in your study, which will help you establish a healthy and upward attitude in other careers in the future. At the same time, the cultural knowledge you have learned in these three years may be worth the next 30 years!
You are only a sophomore now. If you are good at changing your artistic direction, it is only the first semester, and it is not too late.
It seems that your question is somewhat inferior. You need a mentor by your side. Not every teacher can be a life mentor. Try to find someone around you who can be your mentor, because now you need encouragement, some people will get more and more brave, but I don't know if you will fall down if you fall too much, so you need someone around you to encourage you and cheer you up.
Come on, kid, you know you're not alone. There are many people with similar grades around you, but after a few years, a large-scale class reunion will have the strength to stand up and say that I am not paying AA. It's probably from among you!