When you think it's within your power to finish these things, you can do them step by step, and there will be no such problem if you don't hurry or delay.
It takes a long time to temper and defeat your sharp-edged personality. After all, doing a good job is for the benefit of a result, not for others to agree.
PS: People with truly advanced talents will not be understood by ordinary people. Why should they care about those identities? How many great inventions were recognized and understood by others years later?
There used to be a student who was a little clever and made countless mistakes like you. Now he realizes that he should be practical and give you some advice. I wish you calm and mature at an early date.