In many people's eyes, the job of trainer is enviable, glamorous and has a high income. Most people, regardless of friends, colleagues and parents, think that I will be better, more capable and more promising as a trainer than as a salesman.
My mother didn't go to school. She always thinks that girls are the best teachers. When I graduated, I didn't listen to her wishes and became a foreign trade salesman. I work overtime and stay up late every day, and then she nags me every day: "She wants me to be a teacher or a doctor." I didn't listen to her, chose the job I wanted to do, and then resolutely chose the job of foreign trade salesman. Later, my mother hoped that my younger brother could become a doctor, but my younger brother chose computer instead of doctor's major, and my mother's wish came to nothing. I remember when I explained the nature of my work to my parents, they thought I was a pyramid scheme, and then I didn't understand the nature of my job as a foreign trade salesman at all. Later, I really couldn't stand my parents' disapproval and incomprehension of my work. A person came to Shenzhen and wanted to do what he wanted to do. No one will disturb my desire to do foreign trade again.
After I came to Shenzhen, I found out how rich the resources of this place are, which dazzled me. So I wanted to join a big company as soon as I came here, and then I succeeded in getting this position. At that time, I was very excited and full of sense of accomplishment, and made up my ambition to roll up my sleeves in a big company. But my health is disappointing, and it is difficult for me to stay up late every night.
So I worked for a while and finally left a big company for physical reasons. I like big companies and foreign companies because they are good enough. Working with all excellent people is what I want, but my health is not good. Later, I had to resign and re-enter a small company to study industry knowledge and do cross-border retail from traditional foreign trade wholesale. Later, I had some experience.
Later, due to some accidental reasons, I was actually put on the post of trainer. Originally, I was engaged in sales and operation, and later I became a trainer, teaching others knowledge. Because I have studied normal English and business English myself, and I have also worked as an intern for school teachers, it is not difficult for me to stand on the platform. I am also willing to share, communicate, talk and help others.
When my mother and I mentioned my work again, my mother was very happy, because she thought the trainers and teachers were good, and then said that she had fulfilled her wish. Then every time WeChat greeted me, she even called me "Teacher Duan". Look, how much my mother likes teachers. How much you like me as a teacher. My mother is happy, in fact, I am quite happy myself. I have been used to listening to my parents since I was a child. I have been a good girl since I was a child. On the one hand, I continue to do cross-border operations, on the other hand, I also like the work of trainers. Because of the happiness of being respected and helping others, you can know many people.
However, as the time of this job is getting longer and longer, I find that at some moment, I am particularly collapsed and confused, because I didn't get the high income that everyone thought, and I didn't get the respect that I thought. But why should I insist? I can't help but get lost in thought.
Being a trainer means that I can no longer be a foodie and eat whatever I want. I must keep a good posture and figure. I can't wear makeup because of skin allergy, so to be an excellent trainer, I must give up all my favorite foods. I stood on the podium for two days. I must take off my high heels and continue to exercise and run. In appearance, it is difficult for me to surpass my peers, but I know what I can surpass.
I think I am still willing to stick to this job. It's really not because I can earn a lot of money here, and my income is really not high, but because I like this job and so does my mother. This job will force me to be a better person.
I must walk in front of the students. I must have enough knowledge and stand on the platform with enough confidence and confidence, which forces me to learn more excellent operational knowledge, learn from excellent peers with an open mind, and learn more training skills through self-study. Because I have knowledge, I will learn to spread it appropriately. I must be worthy of every pair of eyes here, and I want every audience below to feel that time is not wasted on me.
In addition to learning training skills and strategies, as well as operational knowledge, I also need to learn many other things, such as English, Japanese and other tool operation skills.
I think I am a trainer because I like it, and I firmly believe that I am good at it and can be an excellent trainer or consultant. Because I have enough patience, enough love and a strong desire to learn.
When I am on a business trip and have insomnia in the hotel; When I was questioned by students; When I go to my destination by subway or bus alone to give a lecture; When I have no problem; When I took off my high heels; I want to give up countless times and continue to do business sales. I may get a much higher salary than I do now, but I know I prefer this kind of work.
So I like it, so I insist. I don't care how other teachers treat students, but I want to do better.
Stick to it because you like it.
Because I like it, I have to bear what ordinary people can't bear. I don't want to blindly pursue high income, because I believe that one day, income will come and the life and people I want will gradually approach me.
Being a positive energy person and becoming an excellent professional trainer is my biggest goal at present.
Many people don't know me, or think I can't, but I believe that one day, I will make these people look at me with new eyes.
I like writing, speaking and teaching. Everything I insist on and choose comes from my inner love, persistence and firmness. I believe in myself, I can do better and better!