20 10, graduated from university and officially entered the society. At that time, my wish was simple: I couldn't be the best in my class, but I tried not to be the bottom of my class; Today is the first day of 2020. I graduated for ten years. I don't know if I really didn't go to the bottom, but I am very satisfied with my efforts and growth in the past ten years. The real meaning of the bottom should be that I don't recognize myself. Fortunately, I tried my best to do what I could. I accepted myself, liked myself, recognized myself and achieved myself in ten years ~
My major in college is broadcasting host, but my college life has not greatly improved my professional ability. For many reasons, the first school is not the strongest university in this major. The third-tier small cities in the city where the second school is located have zero opportunities to contact the media; The third reason is that I haven't opened it and found a comfortable way to get along with the world.
First job, art training teacher.
After graduation, I don't know what I can do and I don't know anything about my job. My first real social work was to find a broadcast host teacher in an art training school during my junior summer vacation. This may be the first job that all art students who study broadcast hosting can think of. My mother accompanied me for the first interview, and I went to work after the interview. At that time, I didn't rent a house immediately, but lived at my father's friend's house, and this uncle lived alone. His home is half an hour away from where I work. Every night, I lie in a small house and urge myself to fall asleep quickly. After a short stay, I decided to rent my own house. Later, I shared it with several colleagues in a community not far from the company. At that time, the art training school was run by a group of young people. The house is two bedrooms and one living room. I live in an unadorned kitchen with a small bed. It is actually very difficult for me to live independently for 200 yuan a month. But there is always a voice in my heart reminding me that I have to face the world by myself. It's nothing to suffer when you are young, but it's better than suffering when you are old. Before that, I lived alone in the company. After everyone on the company18th floor left, I was bitten by mosquitoes in the classroom, crying and crying, but I still couldn't sleep. I don't know how to do my first job. As a teacher, I am too young to give lectures. Up to now, I feel that I don't know how to teach my children such a vague thing as broadcasting and hosting. I am glad that my last job was not a teacher. Not long after I arrived at the company, I was arranged to enroll students with the marketing staff. Several people drove a van from the city to the county to the village and ran to the school to contact the enrollment. In order to save more than 20 yuan a day on business trips, they slept in the car. In this way, I persisted from summer to winter, which was particularly bitter, but I kept telling myself that it might be so difficult to grow up and I couldn't back down. At that time, I was really stupid. I just know that there is another choice in life besides persistence, and that is to give up an unsuitable choice and choose other new possibilities. At the end of the whole winter, I moved into a small hotel from the house in the community. Every winter is the training time for children trained in art exams. Children who study art may not have a good family, such as me, so children with good family live in the express hotel downstairs of the school, and children with poor family can take a bath with heating, and the small hotel in the village near the school. I also moved to a small hotel to take care of the children. On the one hand, my roommate left me and needed a cheap place to live. In the last month of Chinese New Year, I finally couldn't hold on. I decided to leave, ending my first work experience. It's too bitter.
Second job: Little Newton's scientific experiment training teacher.
I really graduated in the summer of 20 10 and worked as a teacher, so my second job is still a teacher. The accumulation of work experience is a very important factor that affects my career choice. I chose this job at that time because I wanted to have a good educational concept when I was a mother. This little Newton's educational idea is very good. He was founded by several bosses in Taiwan Province Province, and his office environment is good. He goes to work by bus for an hour and a half every day. Conduct group training for children and create classroom atmosphere and educational concept for children. Before each new curriculum development, we study collectively, rest every Monday and Tuesday, and attend classes in cooperative schools on weekdays. Fees are settled according to class hours. Compared with the first job, that job was much easier, happier and the salary was not bad. At the end of that year, the company was dissolved for various reasons, and that's when my boyfriend left Xi 'an. I suddenly lost my direction in life and went back to my parents' home before the Chinese New Year.
Third job: electric power company
Together with my second job, I finally have a plan and expectation for my life. After being knocked down hard, I lost the courage to leave school just now. I began to envy those children who had been despised by their parents. Their jobs were very easy. In the same year, my grandmother died, and my father took Fan Deng and me to visit his comrades. A few years later, we went to work in Xi 'an Electric Power Company. Fan Deng was first arranged in a multimedia conference room. I am responsible for cleaning the conference room with these girls. Later, I learned that we are a department of the property management company of the power company, which is mainly responsible for meetings. I am one of the service personnel who clean the meeting room and bring tea and water to the meeting. There are many women, and then I was known to everyone in the company through the opportunity of the speech contest. I got a good place in the speech contest of all power companies, but the speech contest of the department is shady, so you will know how right and wrong it is. At that time, I met a boy who played the guitar very well. After singing at the East Gate, I followed him to learn guitar, just to sing together. Singing in the street at night is also spread by people in the unit, which makes my father and his leading comrades very disgusted. In addition, it was also a contradiction to live in the dormitory with those girls at that time, and it was really difficult for people with different life pursuits to blend together. I still remember a girl who spoke ill of me behind my back: I dress like a stage every day ~ In the eyes of a group of people who don't want to make progress, a person who pursues himself is different from a person who dares to be himself. They are jealous and hate your bravery because you are doing what they want, but they can't and dare not do it. Sure enough, in 20 12, I left that place and went to the TV station to be the host of TV shopping, my fourth.
Fourth, the fourth job TV shopping host
I finally made up my mind to leave again. I know I can be a better person. 20 12 joined the TV station as a TV shopping host, which matched my major. Unfortunately, I only did it twice from beginning to end, and I didn't let myself down. Everything else is terrible. After studying and observing in the studio of TV station for two months, I learned a lot, practiced with our teacher, and was brought to the program by the old host for the first time. The response is not bad. On the one hand, the TV shopping host has flexible language expression and no on-site explanation of lines. According to the tips given by the producer's headphones, adjust the selling point and his live play; Later, it was arranged on the program one after another, but the performance was not satisfactory. The schedule of the program is getting less and less. Without this project, there would be no money. At that time, I moved to Qujiang. From summer to winter, I wandered alone in TV stations and rented houses, unable to find myself making money, and I was very confused. Wake up in the morning and cry before going to bed at night. The most essential fear in life is the fear that you are powerless, lack of ability, don't know what you should do, and can't dominate your life ~
5. The fifth job, the property management company bossed girls around.
20 13 after I left the TV station, I went back to my parents. After the New Year, my mother sent me to a property management company run by a friend of a friend. This is also a terrible professional experience. Looking back now, these particularly strange and bitter experiences have made me cherish the beauty now even more. Property management companies manage various communities. My job is to receive the owners to collect fees, buy water and electricity, close the house and issue keys. In early March, I studied in a neighborhood near my home for several months. In June, I went to the newly-opened residential area to collect the house, inspect the house for the owner, and issue the keys. In June, I collected the house in the new campus next to high-speed railway station. 165438+ 10. In winter, sort out the keys of each unit and household, sort out the information to be collected by the owner for house inspection, prepare office supplies, and clean the units to be collected. In the unfinished rough house, winter is cold and seeping, and we work overtime late every day. The most terrible thing to do service is to deal with the lack of quality of all kinds of people. I renovated the property office after the winter. Later, I was transferred to the company management to do marketing. The difficulty of this job is that he is not professional. Everyone is more like a maid and a page in a big house. You can't have your own ideas. You can only do what you say, don't think too much, and say that you are a manager, but you don't have to do manual labor. Before going to work every day, clean up the three rooms and two halls for office use. If there are guests to entertain everyone, I have to cook my own wine and clean up the dishes. The boss is from Shaanxi and made a fortune in Sichuan, so he later set up a new community in Nanchong, Sichuan. We went to Nanchong together. The three big boys of m-girls lived in a house with two bedrooms and one living room. In the morning, they went to the community to check the house and slept with wet quilts at night. In an isolated environment, the people you contact are also isolated and limited. They have no creative thinking. Every cell in this environment is devouring your creativity and making you as dull as your surroundings. After 20 16, I decided to leave again. I know I will become a better person!
Sixth, the sixth job from the media audio program
From 20 15 to 20 18, make your own audio program on the self-media platform. At that time, I was afraid that I would be defeated by mindless work and reality, and I tried to prove that I was different from others. I work as a maid for migrant workers in a property company during the day and as a craftsman who writes words and sells music at night. My program was well received by everyone from the beginning, and it was my circle of friends at the beginning. Although everyone knows that my major in college is broadcast host, no one knows what you can do. Even my parents couldn't tell the difference when they first heard my voice. They write, record, edit audio and upload it to the platform. Later, I thought of linking the program with the economy. I thought of paying for services and writing their programs for people in need, because many people have to tell their stories after each program. My program started in 50 yuan, and then150,300,500, 1000, with a maximum of 6,000 yuan. I also received some commercial dubbing and micro-film dubbing, which accumulated some fans' recognition on various platforms. At first, when everyone was not optimistic, I always insisted on doing what I liked. I often tell myself that I didn't really do it. Without the lucky physique and the good opportunities assigned to you, I will use every skill I know to create opportunities for myself. I shout to the world with every cell of my body. Look at me, I am very different, I have new possibilities! By doing self-media programs, I have accumulated the most important confidence and funds for so many years after graduation, which gives me the courage to find myself better again. I always believe that I will become a better person!
Seventh working conference of pharmaceutical companies.
On March 20 16, I happened to join a pharmaceutical company as a conference host. In this job and the job opportunities of provincial TV stations, I chose a pharmaceutical company, because the various experiences of provincial TV stations made me find that they only recruited presenters under the banner of media companies, and then found free labor for provincial TV stations. Those unfulfilled promises were ridiculous, so the next day I decisively chose a pharmaceutical company with a good salary and a real job. Several boys and girls who went to provincial Taiwan with me at the same time did not get the salary and the promised opportunity after half a year. The meeting chair of the pharmaceutical company is the most important beginning of my workplace. For the first time, I had a big platform right after graduating from college. Some people in professional companies can tell you what a standardized working mode is, as well as colleagues in the conference marketing department. He taught me how to prepare for the meeting, how to write about conference planning, the host, and how to get along with colleagues from different departments in the same department in a company. From that day on, I began to record my work log. Up to now, the most important thing is the professional nature of traveling all over the country, which really makes me grow up independently. At first, I cried and waited alone at the airport, started working in a strange city, and transferred to the next city without rest. 2065438+September 2007, with the development of the company, it encountered a cliff-like decision-making mistake, and the whole company quickly faced disintegration from the third place in the industry. I was the first to leave the company. At the beginning, I was really reluctant to let me grow so much, giving my company and colleagues the best opportunity, but when the flood came, everyone would be afraid to leave the comfort zone. We are afraid of the unknown, and the unknown represents the possibility of failure, but it also becomes better. I will only wait for the visible results, so that I can find new possibilities through brave running. I have always believed that I will become a better person ~ At the end of 2065438+07, I joined the Second Medicine with my leader. I get up at 6 o'clock every day to catch the 8: 30 bus to work and get home at 8 o'clock in the evening. May 20 18, because the old leader left, the later leaders really had no brains and patterns, so I chose to leave again.
Eighth job as a lecturer in a pharmaceutical company
When I was a host, I introspected that the competition for hosting this skill was too thin, but when I was young, I would say some scenes. There are always people younger and prettier than you, so I started to try to be a lecturer. This lecturer's skills have been exercised several times in the first two pharmaceutical companies, so after I left, I officially became a lecturer in the third pharmaceutical company. Sometimes the first attempt is an adventure. It helps you have a chance to climb to the position you want. The opportunity has come, you should try to be a real lecturer more diligently. In the third pharmaceutical company, I did a lot of study, learned the professional knowledge of new medical products, and learned to do PPT to make the content of the products more vivid. Even later, I learned Chinese medicine from the company's doctors. The biggest growth of Sanlian is that it can do its own work and take care of its own life no matter where it is. The company arranged for me to go to Jinan. Before I went, I rationally analyzed the possible challenges and results. I won't simply tell Lao Liu about the success, but I know it's a kind of growth. The company gave me money for growth, so I went. I started a new life in a strange city alone, from renting a house and setting up a company to office materials, computers and contacting customers. At the end of 20 18, I broke up with my superior Liu. I have done everything I can, but my ability is really limited. Lao Liu's negative attitude made me very chilling, and I felt disappointed and depressed after giving everything. I decided to leave. Before I left, I told Pumbaa that I would worry about whether the future would be better, but I knew I had to leave and I should not be cherished.
IX. Pre-job Trainer in Item 9
2065438+In March 2009, Shao Yajun and I got the marriage certificate and returned to Xi 'an again. After marriage, I can't do my old business trip. I found a pre-job trainer in a pharmaceutical company near home to train the sales staff on the company's product expertise, conduct assessment and update the PPT of the products regularly. In a few months, I have accumulated a complete set of mature information about new products and employee training.
X. tenth working system and APP trainer
After the wedding in September 20 19, I found my present job in Xi' an, which is a software development that I have never been exposed to. I don't know how my superior is willing to accept me, but I regard him as a blessing and give me a chance to learn new things. The first month was really miserable. My superiors think I'm not in the role and I'm at a loss, but I can't escape. If I leave in such a muddle, I will label myself as eliminated because I can't do it well. Every time I think about it, I am afraid, and I have been living in this escape spell. I will try my best to understand and make my own choice. I really learned something different. For a month, I didn't have any software development system, taught myself how to operate the system, and asked every colleague I could in the office.
1, familiar with system and software operation.
2. Edit the operation of the system and software into written instructions.
3. Write a system update announcement for each system update.
4. Make small function tips for software operation.
5. Record the operation video of the software system.
6, deal with the problem of system-level software
Before this job, I also wrote a lot of words, but this job gave me a strong ability of word logic, which enabled me to master the expression and vocabulary of programmers. How to make these professional expressions more concise and accurate, let me master very practical skills, more practical skills than the host, systematic operation and problem solving, and have the thinking of programmers. Environment is a very important factor. Besides high salary, a group of people who are better than you are a greater treasure. If you are a leader in a place, the space you can improve is too limited. If everyone here is better than you, there will always be something to learn. People with high academic qualifications are actually simpler. Their bottom line is not too low. Their own educational level and school time will naturally require them. So, in addition to getting rid of comfort and leaving small cities.
2020 is the tenth year of my graduation, and my present job happens to be my tenth job. This decade is a process of finding yourself. When we don't know what we are, life will be confused and depressed, and we will pin our hopes on others. Some people choose to wait, some people choose to give up, and some people will keep going and find their way. They are not as lucky as others. If they can wait for a good opportunity, they must strive to bloom themselves and strive for opportunities, even if they are the most. Thank you for the growth and self-confidence that my work has brought me, which has enabled me to face the changes in my life without panic. Interestingly, my current job and my first job are taking the same road. In the past ten years, I have turned around and returned to my original place, but I am not myself. I will ask more questions in the next ten years. This decade has taught me that nothing is stable. Only the self who can constantly adapt to change and constantly learn and improve can change forever.