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20 13 graduated from university. It has been seven years since graduation, but I don't think it is a long time. Seven years is a long time for a person, but the psychological feeling is really like yesterday. Why? In these years, I didn't feel that life was short. I had enough money, food and clothes. However, that's all.
People will change, some will get better, and some will get worse. Everyone's life has different meanings, whether for themselves or their loved ones.
I hope that the meaning of life is positive, and this state will make people feel happy. Of course, happiness is not the whole pursuit of a person's life, and even this pursuit is difficult to achieve, because people will experience many hardships in this life. I believe that most people will not feel happy for the first time in the process of pain.
Even if you want to be optimistic, you need to adjust yourself. There is a process. Since happiness is not the whole pursuit of one's life, what is the pursuit of one's life?
This answer was found on the plane back to Shenzhen from Shenyang this year. I read Yu Hua's popular book "Alive".
The meaning of living is to live.
This sentence may not be understood or recognized by many people at first sight, but I think it really means alive. Living is the meaning of living. No matter what happened or experienced, it is good to live. It doesn't matter whether you are brave or strong. Life is a long run, and there seems to be only one focus. It is meaningful to live to the end.
Perhaps this meaning is only aimed at most working people and most ordinary people. After all, we have never experienced a life of abundant food and clothing at birth. How you live depends on what you are doing.
After graduating from high school in 2009, I came to a city less than 1 hour away from Beijing with passion, and began a carefree university life for four years. Looking back now, four years of college life is like a kind of wine. A glass of wine, full of happiness, is worth tasting slowly and savoring carefully.
Life in this city is also like a glass of good wine. A glass of good wine that you can't bear to put down after drinking it is indescribable. Not everyone likes to drink wine, and only those who drink it can feel its uniqueness and taste.
Just as I now describe the feeling of recalling that time, only I can really feel it. You may think it's just a glass of wine. You can forget it after drinking it, but some tastes will never be forgotten.
In June 2020, it rained outside the window for three days in a row. It may be a boring time to write these seemingly meaningless words under the desk lamp. But is time really boring? Perhaps the meaning of writing is to find my impetuous heart in this bustling city of Shenzhen. I often tell myself to write more and record my mood. I believe I will do it slowly in the future.
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"The Summer Wind Blows My Ears Warmly and Clearly", this song is inexplicably popular this summer, and there are all kinds of good covers. It's really pleasant to listen to this song by the window and write a short article under a gentle desk lamp on rainy days. Although few people care, few people can read these articles, but what does it matter? Writing and calligraphy are the same, and they are also self-cultivation. Calligraphy is naturally practiced to perfection, and so is writing.
Shenzhen in the rain is surprisingly quiet. The building didn't move, just stood there quietly. The sunny days in the south are mostly clouds, the clouds are moving and the buildings are moving. Therefore, a sunny city is full of vitality and moving. When it rains, it is rare for the city to be quiet for a while. This seems to explain why rainy days are always so quiet.
The power of silence is terrible. Everything grows in silence and disappears in the noise. It's a pity that my youth is noisy and has passed. We should be happy to celebrate those who have quiet youth and be happy that their youth is growing. God won't let you down for those who study hard when they are young and don't smell the things outside the window. Because people different from you are writing some inappropriate words here now.
Many young people come to Shenzhen from other places to work hard in big cities. After coming, I found that a stable life is so worth pursuing. Not everyone can get money with youth, strength and sweat, and not all salesmen can get rich overnight. That is how many years of accumulation and calculation are needed to achieve the goal when there is an opportunity.
But what if there is no chance? What to buy a suite in Shenzhen? Most people rent huts like me. If the conditions are a little better, it will be much more convenient to go to work if you can rent a house next to the city. But for those who earn less than 10 thousand a month, where is their happiness? It's okay to be single. If it is a lover, where is the hope for the future? Without sudden economic growth, this city will never belong to you, and you will never belong to this city.
And I, the purpose of coming to Shenzhen, belong to this city, but I am still very confused.
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Sometimes I can only tell myself helplessly, not to think about how to achieve my goal, but to think about what I have gained in these years. As far as I am concerned, I have gained a lot. Although I am either rich or expensive, for a poor child from the countryside like me, my present level has been greatly improved, but I am just not satisfied. It is precisely because I am not satisfied with the status quo that I have been thinking about progress and success.
Over the years, I have also been to many places, such as Qinghai, Xining, Lanzhou, Heimahe River in Guizhou, Qiandongnan Prefecture, Zhaoxing Dongzhai, Zhenyuan Ancient Town, Seven Petals Arch in Libo, Kaili, Congjiang, Guiyang, Chengdu, Chongqing, Shenyang, Beijing, Tianjin, Hangzhou, Nanjing Confucius Temple, Sun Yat-sen Mausoleum, Suzhou, Changzhou, Ningbo, Quzhou and Longyou.
It suddenly occurred to me that Chen Qizhen's The Meaning of Travel, you have seen many beautiful scenery and many beautiful women. You have seen many movies and books. Although it didn't succeed, it gained a lot. I've met many people, and I'm not as naive as before. I have a deep memory of the places I have been in these years, but I can't remember which movies and books I have seen. Perhaps I have seen too many movies, and the deepest impression may be the Tokyo fever. ...
I still remember the sunrise I saw outside the window of Xining Hotel. At that time, in order to change the high-speed train from Xining to Lanzhou, I needed to get up early. The sunrise in northwest China in May is just around the corner, and the air is cold.
The cold air is always so fresh, adding wine to my memory, which is thicker and more fragrant.
Memories are like wine, sometimes sweet, sometimes sour, sometimes intoxicating, sometimes charming.
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