During this time, my work is not very smooth, and the error rate is somewhat high, which makes me feel very frustrated. There are two main reasons. One is that I am not so careful, and the other is that the workload is getting bigger and I will make mistakes in my busy work.

As long as you make a mistake, it is wrong. Nobody cares why you made a mistake. The results they saw were wrong.

In the past two weeks, I was almost in a state of anxiety, collapse and restraint. Tired of this job for the first time, I really want to pack up and leave.

If something goes wrong, how to solve it and how to minimize the losses of the company and customers has become the primary consideration in my work.

Very tired, hysterical tired, but compared with mental fatigue, it seems to be dwarfed.

Finally, I convinced myself in my mind that my anxiety was much less, that I was close to home, that I could take a weekend off, and that my income was stable. This is my first attempt to join this company.

In this case, don't think about anything, and reflect on how to do the work more carefully and how to avoid repeating the same mistakes.

Do your job well, leave the rest to time, and one day there will be an answer.

02

Walking in the city has been updated 1 1 chapter. Although the number of views is only double digits, I am also very satisfied.

In September, eight days passed, and a 3000-word article was updated in two days, totaling four articles. At this rate,150,000 novels can be written in three months.

To tell the truth, I am very serious about this creative process, but it is also very difficult. One is to write Wenkake, and the other is that I don't know if my article will not conform to the traditional article, or the structure and plot are not attractive enough.

At present, it is released at the same time on the three platforms of Douban and Starting Point, and some netizens have praised it. On Douban, I don't know whether it is a publishing problem or the story is not attractive enough. The reading volume is basically single digits, and the starting point is only a few dozen episodes.

After updating an article, you will still get used to watching the number of views, like it, and have the interaction of netizens. I feel very motivated to write it.

But the depressed data made me a little depressed and I could only encourage myself. Just do it and don't think about anything else.

An excellent work needs long-term practice before it can be recognized by others. Moreover, the shift from writing media articles to writing novels has only just begun. What we should pay attention to is the work itself. If it is valuable, it will definitely attract the attention of others.

It is a writer's basic psychological state to calm down and write well, so I have to refuel.

03

Recently, all the students started school, and the children at home also went to kindergarten with schoolbags on their backs.

I asked wheat, do you want to go to school? She said no.

From birth to now, we haven't attended any other classes except that I bought her some books. Some parents feel useless and waste money, which is what I often say, but they are not allowed to go to school because of their limited financial ability.

This year 10, she just turned three, and she is not old enough to start school this season.

I'm going to sign him up for an early education class, or an art class or something, so that she can adapt in advance.

Mr. Jiang and I visited many places. The whole class is basically 1000. I felt a little sad when I felt the money in my pocket.

Mother-in-law said that Yue Yue's father was a soldier, and his kindergarten didn't charge tuition.

The children across the street go to the Mu Zi School in front of their home, only 5 minutes away from home, with an annual income of 47,000 yuan.

Tong Tong is only over two years old, and her mother pays more than 60,000 yuan for English classes, kindergartens and tuition every year.

It turns out that children really fight for their parents when they go to school. What kind of family conditions she has means that she has the ability to meet what kind of people and see what kind of world.

Teacher Jiang has been under great pressure in the past two years, especially after seeing so many schools.

I once brushed a small video on the internet and saw such a sentence. I don't envy other people's men, because my man really works hard.

There are plenty of rich people in this world. Being rich is a good thing, but being rich is not necessarily a good thing.

Combining their own economic foundation and giving their children a limited life, parents' eyes will affect their children's horizons.

What are successful parents and excellent children? No rules can be completely defined. Therefore, in our career, we don't need too many comparisons. As long as we think it is right, we will do it and continue to work hard.

04

One day after work, I met an old lady with a grandson in the elevator. She told me that your children can't even fuck in front of me, so they are very unsociable.

I want to say, what's wrong with being unsociable, but I'd better go to school later.

Wheat has a good friend named Tong Tong. She only plays with Tong Tong.

Once, while she was playing with Tong Tong, suddenly a little girl came up and wanted to join their team. Wheat got up and ran to me and said, mom, let's go on the swing.

I know that swinging is actually the fact that she doesn't want this girl to join.

Tong Tong got up and said to the little girl, Let's play together tomorrow. I want to play with wheat today.

The little girl growled angrily, I don't want to play with you. I turned and left.

Tong Tong turned and took May's hand and said, I won't play with her. Let's play together.

Another time, Tong Tong was playing with wheat. She saw two little girls and wanted to play with them very much.

Tong Tong told Wheat that the little girl was timid, so don't be afraid. Let's play with her.

Wheat is always reluctant to take this step, I know it is too difficult.

On the contrary, she has an unsociable mother, and I have no reason to force my daughter to accept this.

Because staying with strangers will make you embarrassed, nervous, uneasy, or afraid of getting hurt, you don't want to move forward.

If a person is not alone in his heart, it doesn't matter to be with others.

There is no right or wrong standard for many things, and so is the growth of children.

Therefore, it is not necessarily a good thing to force a person to accept things that are not suitable for him, or to suppress his natural self.

It is better to let nature take its course. She is getting older, richer in experience and broader in vision. Maybe she saw a different world.

I once saw a saying that only friends and lovers can choose in this life.

Then what is optional? Why should she be forced to accept it? There is no point in choosing.

Therefore, there is no right or wrong to be unsociable. Don't care about outside eyes and opinions. Live well and don't think about anything else.