Clear blood tank/white teeth/no more me/no saving lives.
Friends are exhausted/can they still have fun?
Buy buy buys/worships kidneys/worships goods if you don't have kidneys/chop your hands if you buy again.
Self-loathing/self-mockery, such as hopeless typos/no one loves me/bad personality to a certain extent/tragic experience/let me die. Don't stop me from crossing out what I can't love/committing suicide/regretting.
Personal understanding, specific understanding in specific context, is relatively pale and blunt, and the meaning expressed varies from circle to circle.