You always think that your enthusiasm will melt his cold heart one day. But in the end, it's just your self-righteousness

When I got a call from MengMeng, I was lying on the sofa in Ge You.

"Rabbit, I really gave up!" There was uncontrollable pain and despair in her voice. This is the first time I have heard her talk to me in such a tone.

MengMeng's name is Qin Xiang. As a matter of fact, I never understood the charm of Qin Xiang that could fascinate MengMeng to death. To me, he is just a teenager who is too ordinary to be ordinary, too ordinary to be ordinary; But in front of MengMeng, he is her paradise and her land.

Qin Xiang 172, with a handsome face and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on his nose, is gentle and elegant. He likes reading, so he always spends his spare time in the school library. MengMeng once told me that when she first saw Qin Xiang in the library, she was attracted by his scholarly atmosphere.

Since then, she has been waiting for him in the library almost every day. When she saw Qin carefully sitting opposite him, occasionally tired of reading, she looked up at his side face and saw the sweetness of his fantasy together.

Later, Qin Xiang finally realized the existence of MengMeng. Because books and books like each other, they actually become friends who talk about everything.

However, between AUO and lovers, there will always be a layer of yarn that is neither thick nor thin.

She loved him silently for two years. In two years, she bought breakfast for him, grabbed seats for him, and knitted warm sweaters and scarves for him. But he always accepted it soberly and never asked MengMeng why he was so kind to him.

Several times I was so angry that I jokingly asked him in front of everyone, "Do you know why MengMeng is so good to you?"

He confidently replied, "Because we are good friends."

Because we are good friends, this sentence is enough to make a person who loves you feel cold in an instant.

He likes Mayday, but he didn't buy tickets for the concert. After MengMeng knew this, he ate instant noodles for a month, posted in various forums and post bars, and finally bought two tickets for May infield from a stranger.

She handed him the ticket happily. His eyes were full of surprise, but in the end he just smiled and said thank you.

"How much are these two tickets? I will give it to you. "

"We are still discussing whether it is money. If possible, let's go and have a look together. " MengMeng is like a girl in love, and her excitement is beyond words.

Qin Xiang looked embarrassed for the first time: "MengMeng, I was going to see it with her."

Qin to her mouth, will MengMeng killed off guard, she didn't even know she was in love.

That was the first time I saw MengMeng cry so sadly. She sat by the bed, like a helpless and desperate little beast.

She was so kind to him, but in the end she was nothing. And he, too, enjoys her kindness with a clear conscience and does not refuse or promise.

Later, MengMeng never looked for Qin Xiang again.

Shortly after graduating from college, MengMeng called me and said that she met Qin Xiang in the city where she worked. He is still him, still gentle and elegant. MengMeng said to me on the phone in the tone of Zhang Ailing: "Rabbit, do you think this is the so-called fate? Somehow, neither too early nor too late, we meet again. Moreover, he told me that he is single now. " I hate teaching her on the phone. How good is such a man that you are willing to be so desperate? !

MengMeng didn't listen to me in the end. She accepted Qin Xiang's invitation. After several visits, both of them seem to have found like-minded campuses. Later, Qin Xiang really gave her a bunch of roses. At first, she kept it from me until I saw MengMeng Xiu En Ai in a circle of friends, and she carefully told me that they were living together.

How can people change? Even after numerous polishing, he is still the same person.

MengMeng, who hasn't contacted for a long time, cried uncontrollably on the phone: "Rabbit, I really gave up!" Her voice is hoarse. I listened to her intermittently, then bought a plane ticket to Shanghai overnight and arrived at her residence.

She is pregnant for three months.

Qin Xiang has vanished from her original promise. He suddenly disappeared without a trace, no responsibility, no responsibility, no text messages, no phone calls. Their residence was turned upside down, and he took away his personal clothes and all the documents, leaving only a letter with wet ink and 10 thousand yuan in cash.

He finally escaped. He knew that he would never convince himself to fall in love with her. Because when she said she was pregnant, he had no joy in being a father.

Maybe from the beginning, their meeting was a mistake.

If I don't love you, I don't love you after all.

You can't wait for him any longer, forever.

In this world, some cold can't be melted by warmth.

Like the human heart.