These days when I came home from vacation, I had a cold and fever, and I was sick intermittently. My mother always said that it was only four or five days, and her face was very poor. Don't forget to ask me to take medicine. Actually, it's no use taking medicine, and I don't feel better either.

In other words, I'm used to such things, and I'm easy to catch a cold and get sick, but it's not easy to get better. I don't remember how many times I went to the hospital, and I went to have an intravenous drip myself so as not to worry my parents.

It's just that I've been ill several times recently, and I always think of one thing. Why does TA, which is good for me, appear when I am sick and have an intravenous drip? Maybe I don't know him when I grow up, but I can still keep my childhood impressions and likes. Later, the last good feeling of the invincible light was that I would not give up completely, and it was me. Of course, it's a hasty ending now, but I just don't think such a hasty ending is worthy of my initial joy.

Breaking up is actually not a big deal. There are thousands of reasons to break up. Let me talk about my reasons for breaking up. In the original words of the other party, it is that two people are not suitable. TA is tired, and the key point is this sentence: "We are not suitable." Hmm (expressing hesitation, etc.) ... Good. It is rare to hear such sincere words these days.

Although I was a little confused at that time, I fell into self-doubt for a long time after I calmed down. I denied myself again and again, and I was once extremely disappointed in myself. I admit that I have a bad personality and a bad temper. In short, I feel that I am not good at anything, and I can't find anything to be sure of myself. If I knew this ending from the beginning, I guess I would never go forward, and I would definitely turn around and run before I saw TA. (I don't have a problem with TA, but I am hit by this reason. )

I think love is a two-way trip between two people, and it is also mutual tolerance and understanding. Which two people in the world are born in harmony? Besides, life is a chicken feather, so many twists and turns, how can it be so coincidental? Two people are just the same, with good personalities and habits? It is also for this reason that I have been pestering each other and asking the reason of TA, hoping to get a specific answer. Of course, the answer is similar to this sentence. As for the other details, I don't remember them clearly. After accepting this fact, the whole network has been deleted, and I don't want to hear "Don't delete useful places in the future, but I can still be friends ...".

In fact, in the later days, I was quite good alone. I can eat two flavors of ice cream by myself, and I don't have to worry about whether the other person doesn't like the gift I picked, and I don't have to hold my mobile phone all day to see if there is any news. Even if you encounter unhappy things in your life, you should endure them all and have no impulse to tell anyone about your grievances. And that time was also the most difficult time since I went to college. I went to the library alone every day and came back to the dormitory very late, but fortunately I passed the exam smoothly. If my roommate hadn't mentioned it occasionally, I would have forgotten what that person was like. On the contrary, I have seen it several times in my dream, and I can't remember the sound clearly. I don't want to think about what kind of dream it was after I woke up. Muddle along, since separated, there is absolutely no possibility of turning back. In the future, good or bad is our own choice. As for who TA will be with, it doesn't matter much which girl I gave. I can't afford to plant this tree, and I can't afford the cold.

We, without us. I am A, B, C, D, and I am an ordinary person among thousands of people in Qian Qian. How can we live in anyone's heart for a long time? In fact, I know the gap and inappropriateness between us earlier than anyone else. I walked forward while others were talking, covering my ears. I mentioned breaking up, but I'm not the one who wants to leave. I don't want to feel the feeling of being given up easily anymore. Later, I transferred all the money my aunt and grandmother gave me to TA. My situation makes me feel that those things are very hot, and I am not qualified to hold on to them any longer. I wouldn't care if it wasn't my own. I don't care what people say about me.

We're like the end of a bad story. A broken kite and parting ways are the best destination. I can't say I hate TA, but I'm disappointed in myself. Those sincerity, time, feelings, joys and sorrows can only be buried in memories.

If you can start over, of course, don't see them. It would be nice if you didn't pass when your friend applied. I'm tired of all things that have no ending. People who have no ending don't know how to be grateful and don't study whether it is worth it. They are already in the game and have to accept it.

I only hope to meet you next time, starting with a bunch of flowers, sunshine, hope, sincerity and never give up.