Judging from your performance, you are a little upset and can't calm down now.

You have no patience and can't stick to your decision (you can watch the movie "The Rest of My Life on a Desert Island", about a man who is trapped on a desert island, but he loves his girlfriend very much and tries his best to survive, including enduring loneliness, etc.).

Remember to listen to more soothing music, think about some pleasant things and watch some jokes to relax yourself.