It is always difficult to do every job well. In fact, to put it bluntly, the choice you have to face is just a matter of career choice. Personally, it doesn't matter which side you choose. The important thing in life is to find your own career, which may be a great theme of "for world peace" or a very realistic theme of "teaching and educating people for the benefit of future generations". Career is only the basis of seeking life, and career is the pursuit of spiritual satisfaction. If the two can unify the natural ideal, if not, I hope that the career you choose can contribute to your career development as much as possible. It is really a waste to live in a realistic salary framework or work comfort. Life is too short to live brilliantly. Broadly speaking, I think it is king.