"The one on the left, you pig ... this pig ... this pig ..."

Suddenly, it seems that someone once called me that, but I can't remember who it was. Tears swirled in my eyes, and my thoughts drifted to those unknown years.

A boy with a sharp posture turned his back on me. I want to talk, but my throat is a little dry, but my heart is shaking wildly. ...

Qinlu road ...

I haven't heard this name for a long time, and I don't want to remember this person for a long time. ...

But the moment I saw those lines, it collapsed and raged.

(2)

When I first met him, it was early autumn, and the moonlight was like water. When I met him, he gave me the most intuitive feeling that he was clean, like a rough piece of jade.

I bowed my head and chuckled. His gentle voice came: "Hello, junior, my name is Lu Qin."

It was my third night in college, and the school was out of power. My roommate Yu Ling suggested that a sophomore she knew take us out to visit the campus.

Strange environment, but at the moment I met him, I became much cuter.

He is a friend of the senior.

Our group walked along the river, and during the exchange, I learned that he was a minister.

With the enthusiasm when I first came to college, I was full of energy along the way. I have always been the most active one, asking a lot of ridiculous questions that come to mind now, but he answered me seriously.

He is really a charming man, and his talk has a unique flavor.

(3)

Because when I was helping my mother with farm work at home, my foot became inflamed, and the shoes I wore in military training made my broken foot more abscess.

So, I decided to buy shoes.

Wuhan at that time was so strange to me, even to my roommates.

Yuling said, "Yiyi wants to buy shoes."

"Let's go together tomorrow." Lu Qin said.

He is kind and considerate.

In fact, I am slow to heat up and I don't like to disturb others, but I didn't refuse to meet him for the first time.

That night, I always saw his face in my mind and smiled.

Obviously, we just met someone, but we feel that we have known each other for a long time.

Perhaps it should be said that all encounters in the world are reunions after a long separation.

The next day, it rained.

I think this is God's willingness to give me a chance to get along with him.

At that time, I was ignorant and didn't know what it was like. The love between men and women just wanted to be closer to him, closer to him and closer.

And when I understand that feeling, he can't belong to me.

We arrived as promised, and he took me to the university for the first time.

We had a fight, and he picked out my first pair of flat shoes for me.

Then it was me.

I realized the true meaning of a boy willing to choose shoes for a girl.

On the way back, I carried my shoes and my bag, which was quite heavy.

He deliberately slowed down and said, "Give me the bag and I'll hold it for you."

I was stunned. No boy has ever offered to bring me a bag. He was the first.

I was about to refuse, but my hand involuntarily gave him the bag.

He smiled at me, holding my light purple lady bag in his hand, so abrupt, but so beautiful.

So that in the next few years, that scene will always flash in my mind.

(4)

I haven't seen him since, as if everything before was just my dream.

However, his name on the QQ list is true. I don't know when it started, and it has become my necessity to enter his space every day to see his dynamics.

This is my little secret, a little secret that others don't know.

The third time I saw him, I called.

My roommates all went out for their own business that day, and I was the only one left in the dormitory. I feel depressed because of a good friend.

Nervous, I actually dialed his phone. When his beautiful voice reached my ears, I actually had an impulse to hang up the phone. My body always reacts faster than my head, so I really hung up.

When I react and look at the black screen, I want to cry.

Lying in bed kicking the quilt, I simply feel like a psycho, just chatting casually. I really hung up.

It's over!

I actually hung up on him, and it's still so puzzling that he will definitely think I'm a wonder. ...

Just as my brain was wide open, my cell phone rang.

Looking at the names on the screen, I really thought I was dreaming. I pinched myself hard, only to find that it was true. I answered the phone right away, but after I got through, the problem came. I found that I didn't seem to know what to say, so I fed it first.

He said, "I'm downstairs. Come down, now."

"Ah?" Unconsciously, I subconsciously replied.

He chuckled, "one by one, I'm downstairs in your dormitory. If I don't come down in three minutes, I'll leave! "

His overbearing and gentle voice penetrated my eardrum.

As soon as I heard that he was leaving, I said, "I'll be right down."

God knows how much I look forward to our meeting. ...

After I hung up the phone, I got out of bed immediately, changed my clothes and ran downstairs.

I used the fastest speed, but I was still two minutes late.

Fortunately, he didn't leave.

I didn't know it was raining outside until I went downstairs, and I didn't bring an umbrella.

The ears are reddish, the eyebrows are drooping, and the voice is slightly embarrassing. "I didn't know it was raining outside ... I went up to get my umbrella ..."

He raised his umbrella and said with a coquettish smile on his lips, "Silly girl, I'm coming."

At that moment, I froze.

I don't know if others feel the same way as me.

In my mind, silly girl's name is boyfriend's girlfriend.

Is it? My heart is actually My Sweetie's.

That night, we walked in the rain for an hour under an umbrella.

To tell the truth, I don't know why, so I'm nervous, so he basically keeps talking, and I just respond from time to time.

He talked a lot that night! So much so that I almost doubt whether it is him in front of me.

He is obviously quiet.

(5)

In a blink of an eye, the National Day arrived.

Because it was the first time to take the train, my roommates were worried about me and came to see me off. Considering that they are all girls, Yu Ling called the dean and him.

They were behind me, waving at me and watching me leave. I still remember that feeling, and it was really touching.

In particular, I saw him.

Mom said that dating is not allowed in college. It's not easy for your father and I to pay for your college education. It is difficult to get into a good school. You can't waste our efforts.

My mother is a very open-minded person, who will promise me everything and understand me, but this matter alone is not negotiable.

I know, because she and her father put all their hopes on me.

My father did well in his studies when he was young, and finally gave up his studies because he had no money.

My family is poor, and my parents go out to work all the year round to earn money, just thinking that I can get ahead in a good university in the future and never farm in the countryside again!

I clearly understand that it is really not easy for my parents to raise me. I haven't learned anything. How can I be affectionate?

Therefore, the other day I said in the QQ discussion group that the traffic in Wuhan would definitely block me. When he said he would pick me up, I declined.

Since then, I have spent every day in the library, turning a deaf ear to things outside the window.

However, 1 1 months ago, I went to his department for an interview, and he gave me an interview. At that time, I just wanted to be closer to him, closer.

During that time, I could see him except for the official activities of the department. When my roommate asked him out to play, I pushed everything.

Because Yuling is in love with her seniors, we often get together, either going out to play or going out for a walk at night.

Of course, as long as he is here, I never go out.

Maybe my roommates also found that I often avoided him, so when he was around, they gradually stopped calling me. Only when he is busy do I go out to play with him.

I answered all the messages he sent me in a perfunctory way; He asked me out to play, and I basically declined.

I always remember what my mother taught me. How can I make out with my children? I am afraid that if I keep in touch with him, I will really like him.

What I didn't know was that at that time, I already liked him.

Like, it's really amazing. It will be enlarged and expanded without being noticed.

(6)

65438+February 24th, Christmas Eve.

It seems to be a routine for the minister to send apples to the small staff.

I think this conference is very, very bad. If it weren't for this conference, we might still be friends, though only in name.

College students always have a special feeling for various festivals.

Not including me, of course.

The QQ group in the department has been quarreling for a long time. Looking at the message he sent on the screen, he asked for an appointment on Christmas Eve!

I missed a beat and struggled for a long time. I sent "Minister, I will accompany you if you send me an apple!"

He almost seconds back: "good try, come and get it yourself!" "

"No, the minister has to send it alone!"

Slightly coquetry tone, so natural.

He said, "If you want to eat it yourself, don't send it."

Add a naughty expression.

At that moment, my heart was still a little lost. What qualifications do I have for him to deliver apples himself?

Is it because he once came to me?

The tip of the nose is a little pantothenic, and the fingertips are trembling, saying, "Come on, my heart is blocked ..."

After I sent it, I saw him privately say to me, "Let's watch a movie tonight, and I'll buy a ticket!" " "

His handsome face reappeared in front of me, and I smiled through tears.

Taurus is now proud of itself. I said, "If you don't look at it, you won't give me an apple, so refuse!" "

"Send, I'm not kidding you!"

"Thank you, Minister!"

I'm glad to see him. I want to spend the first Christmas Eve in college with him.

Is this our first date?

He is waiting for me downstairs in my dormitory, with an apple in his hand and two cups of baked milk.

There were so many people coming and going, but I saw him at a glance. He is so conspicuous and moody.

? Seeing me, he came over and said, "Your apple."

He paused, raised the roasted milk in his hand and said, "I don't know what you like to drink, so I bought the same as me."

I took the milk tea and said, "Thank you, Minister! That apple, haha, I have no place to put it, you take it! "

In this way, he held the apple for hours.

On the way.

He held up the apple and said, "Look how beautiful the package I gave you!" " "

Silly smile, at that time, he was not as serious as usual, nor as spring breeze, but more lovely than before.

The movie we watched was "Rebel Angels", which was played by Deng Chao and Sun Li. It was a couple movie. This film is very good and interesting.

Halfway through the movie, I gently pulled his arm. He turned away when I was about to speak. In the dark space, his eyes are as bright and shining as the stars in the sky.

He said: "One by one likes a girl who laughs as infectious as Sun Li."

Like a spell.

At that time, I was so witty that I didn't even have a sad expression.

I chuckled, "but yo, minister! Congratulations ... "

How bitter you are, but only you know it.

However, I am a little lucky.

Fortunately, I didn't say what I wanted to say, otherwise we would both be embarrassed now.

He drew me closer and blew into my ear, but I didn't hear a word clearly.

His voice is really beautiful, deep and dumb, as charming as mellow wine.

My head is blank, maybe this is the state of my ears being pregnant!

I didn't hear what he said when I fully reacted.

My little hand pressed my pounding heart, trying to control my emotions and speak softly. "What did you just say?"

He stared at my eyebrows, and it took him a long time to spit out three words, "Nothing."

After a pause, he said, "I just asked what you were going to say to me just now?"

His deep eyes still fell on me, but I couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes.

Is it necessary to ask such a close question? Handsome people all have special hobbies.

My heart is still sad because of his words, and my throat is a little choked up, but I still insist, "Nothing, I just want to tell you that Sun Li and Deng Chao are really suitable."

I thought to myself, I like you.

I stared at the screen with my eyes wide open. I missed his sad eyes at the moment I turned my head.

If I hadn't looked at the screen so quickly and tried to be brave for a while, maybe our ending wouldn't be like that.

I treat you to hot pot. I wish you catch up with sister paper as soon as possible! After watching the movie, I said.

Hot pot is to be eaten with people you like. Maybe he will never know.

But in the end, it was his treat because … I didn't have enough money. I really didn't expect the two of us to eat 197 yuan! This price is really cheating!

I told myself that this meal was a farewell dinner.

Forgive me for not seeing him like everyone else.

? "Lu Qin, I like you! I don't want to escape, but you still don't belong to me. "

I shouted in my heart, but I still couldn't say it.

That night, I drank three bottles of beer, got as drunk as a fiddler, and was thrown on the bed by my roommate. I used to be a teetotaler. That night, I cried for a long time for the love that ended before it started.

During the Chinese New Year, I went back alone and declined my roommate's farewell because I knew he would not come.

We didn't contact again during the winter vacation. I stopped him. As for whether he contacted me, I don't know.

The next year, I quit the department on the grounds of heavy academic work, and he didn't stop me.

Perhaps, unrequited love always makes people happy but has irresistible sadness!

(7)

Times have changed.

The past is like a dream

I sat in my office chair, staring at the computer.

Blank interface, a line of words suddenly placed in the top box.

I want to turn it off, but my right hand won't listen to me. As soon as the mouse rang, the words that appeared disturbed my heart for a long time-I said that I had someone I liked, and she smiled and congratulated me. She smiled beautifully, but she couldn't make me happy anymore. Perhaps, this relationship is just my wishful thinking from beginning to end.

My tears flew and splashed on the keyboard, blurring my eyes.

It turns out that this relationship is not just my wishful thinking.

However, boys in Cancer are born to be tempted, and girls in Taurus are born to be brave. Even though my heart hurts like a needle, my face still smiles brightly.

The sunny boy in my memory is smiling at me, dazzling me.

Prosperous 3 thousand is not as good as him.

He said, left one, long time no see.

Suddenly, I slowly reached out my hand, but I couldn't touch him anymore.